"Is it too late for a happy ending?"
¿¿¿:"Yes."
"Is this the only way to restart?"
¿¿¿: "If you die now. All of your worries, fears, and problems will be gone."
"Even if I do die those problems will never be solved if I just keep running away and hiding, so what's the point of running if they always follow. If I die they'll be a burden and it will be to late for me to fix them. It'll make a bigger problem because some else will have to carry and solve the burden that I couldn't fix and if they do solve that problem I'll look back and realize that I didn't have to runaway."
¿¿¿:"But what if you can't find a way to solve them yourself? Those problems that you have were caused by other people. People like you. Humans just like you. No one will ever love you. No one will ever like you. You were a mistake. You weren't met to be born. You are a accident. You weren't ready to be in the world yet. This is what happens to mistakes like you who come into this world to early. They face reality and deny the truth."
"Then how come mistakes like me aren't forgiven? I was a accident. I should be forgiven, but instead I was forgotten. I was hated for being me. Now look at me. I'm such a dramatic little shit. Talking to myself."
¿¿¿:" This isn't your fault. It's the humans fault. They THINK, but they don't know. They assume who we are without realizing it. They are the problem. You'll always be a mistake because that is what you are. You are not needed, so you are wanted. Like your father and brother. They used you. They used you for there own good. They used your 8 year old precious little body for money and there own good. You should be happy. That atleast someone wanted you. Like your mother. She tried to fix you. She would beat you for disobeying her. For telling you how GAY you are. She tried to help you, but instead you denied. She set you up for marriage, but what did you do? You became abusive and violent. You know what they say. Like Father. Like Son."
"I-It wasn't my fault... I didn't want her in my life. She was all over me. I hated her. She disgusted me. What was the point?! She was with other guys too. She-She-"
¿¿¿:" Oh! There you again with your anger. What are you going to do? Rape someone like your father did to you? To relieve the stress? To feel better from someone else's pain? Nope. You would either punch holes in your wall, argue with your mother, or beat your wife. EXACTLY like your father did. Your father loved your wonderful body, but what about your brother? He used you. He sold you away to different people for money. That one thing that rules earth. Money. What most people love. Don't forget your bullies and ex. The ones who betrayed you for fame. Another thing people would love to have. Those bullies were your friends, but they betrayed you because they didn't want to be friends with a loser like you, so they decided to choose fame over friendship while your ex just played you like everyone else did. What else could go wrong in your life? Oh, silly me. How could I forget? You almost experienced death because of your bullies beat the living **** out of you. One of them even had a knife. They almost killed you and that was fucking last week. Just give up. What are you even waiting for? A miracle? You've never had one and you never will. You've got a chair and rope. Do it. It's the closest you'll ever get to a miracle anyway. Stop trying. You've waited for so long. Sometimes it better to give up and now is probably the time."
"You're... You're right... I guess you're right... If I die. No one will notice. They'll forget I ever existed. That's actually pretty funny, right? I guess this is it."
He Didn't Know That Mistakes Like Him Are Actually Suppose To Happen.
"Sometimes Life Is Hard, But The Hardship Is Measured By The Mind, So We Should Not Flee The Challenges We Face. For With The Challenges In Life, Discretion Should Be Used."
All I can see is white, but why? Am I dead? I should be. Is this heaven?
Suddenly everything turns black in a blink of s eye and the unnamed boy sees one of his only "friends"
Is that X?
X. His Devil and also only friend.
X: "Unfortunately, you somehow didn't die."
"Sad, but more importantly what is happening and where am I?"
X: "We're currently being transferred into somebody else's dead body. Yes. You are currently dead. No. You are not a ghost and I don't know if this shit is magic."
"Is this your first time doing this or something?"
X: "Yes. All I know is that you're currently dead and transferring to someone else's body."
The next thing they knew is that they in a hospital.
I... What the hell?
Suddenly a black cloud of smoke appeared and X comes out.
X: "I have some information of what has happened."
"What the hell, X. That was creepy as f-"
X: "Don't act like you were surprised, so about the information I've gathered. You are in somebody else's body. You two have experienced the same amount of... Situations and... Actions... You two died at the exact same time. I'm assuming that my brother pressured him like I pressured you. The main and real reason you two switched bodies were because of..."
"Because of what?"
X: "I don't actually know to be honest."
"Dumbass..."
X: "Says the boy who committed suicide."
"Atleast I'm still alive alike a certain Devil."
X: "I should be heaven!"
"You killed your friends and family! They did nothing wrong! They were innocent!"
X: "Exactly! I didn't want them to face reality the go through what you had been through!"
"They were happy! Atleast let them be happy as long as possible!"
X: "Forget it. You wouldn't understand what happiness felt like anyway."
"You wouldn't know what'll wanting to be happy feel like. Waiting every second. Minute. Hour. Day. Month. Year. I've been told to wait. To be patient, I've waited and guess what... I still don't have that emotion to feel happy. I've replaced all my sadness with anger, but I didn't have the strength to do anything with it. It's still there. Waiting. Waiting to be used. I've lost the emotion to be embarrassed and nervous because I know that it's just another common emotion to feel. I stop thinking. I just do. You know, this probably isn't even relating to the conversation."
X: "I used to hate when you cried in your room. You were so sensitive and you took every little word to heart. When you got older you didn't give a damn and started believing it thinking it would make everything easier."
"I still can't believe I'm friends with a Red Devil. The 2nd most dangerous types of Devils and Demons.
X: "That actually reminds me. You were actually smart enough to plan your suicide. Right after graduation."
"All you do is praise me of all the stupid and bad things I do. I didn't want to overdose because it might've been painful. I didn't stab or shoot myself because it would've been painful. Hanging would be painful only if you were breathing."
X: "That's actually a little funny."
"That's because your a psychotic maniac that can manipulate people."
"You little suicidal bit-"
The door opens and cuts X off and which X and the not yet named boy sees a female.
"Y-You're alive..?"
"Am I that ugly or am I ghost?"
"NURSE!" She yelled for while running to find one.
"Am I supposed to be dead?"
X: "I think so."
45 Minutes Later
The female walks in with a smile and says,
Female: "I can't believe your alive. How are you?"
"Uhm... Who are you?"
Female: "You don't remember me? You're girlfriend?"
"Am I supposed to know you or are you trying to trick me?"
Female: "You have amnesia.. Oh no.."
I'm pretty sure I DON'T have amnesia.
Ruby: "My name is Ruby. You're girlfriend. Come on! Please remember me!"
"You're a bit suss. I don't believe. I want evidence. I'm pretty sure you're not my girlfriend."
Ruby: "What..? We've been together for 6 years!"
"That reminds me. How old am I?"
"Y-You're 19! Your Birthday is February 5th!"
"What year and month is it?"
"It's XXXX. March 4, Thursday."
I've time traveled 20 fucking years later?! What the actual hell...
The unnamed boy looks over to see X by the balcony amazed and surprise, so the boy walked onto the balcony to see cities and cars. The sun shining bright. Huge buildings.
Everything looks so... Perfect..
"Hey, Ruby. Why am I in the hospital?"
Ruby: "You jumped of the school building..."
"Was I being bullied or something?"
Ruby: "You we're blamed for Cynthia's brothers death, so every in school bullied you.. You got kicked out of you parents house, so you stayed with me.. You even got cyber-bullied. When people saw you they would have those disgusting looks."
"Oh.."
The boy rolled up to see cuts.
"I should've thought of that. Jumping off a roof wouldn't be as painful. Once I hit the ground I'll immediately be dead or unconscious."
Ruby: "Are you crazy! You would"ve died!"
I forgot I was in someone else's body.
"What's my name?"
Ruby: "It's Alex. Alex James Floral."
"Can my name be Alexander?"
Ruby: "S-Sure."
He seems so happy, but... Different.. Ruby thought.
"This is is cool. Hey, Ruby! Where are we?"
He doesn't even remember where he is. He seems so... So different... Is this even him? She wondered.
Ruby: "You're in the city of Harmony."
"Can we go explore yet? This place looks amazing!"
Ruby: "I'll go ask one of the nurses."
After Being Discharged From The Hospital
"This is our home?"
Ruby: "Yep. My parents bought this house for us. Atleast for now."
"I'm going to go change out of these clothes. Not my style."
After Alexander went to take a shower and change Ruby got a text from Cynthia.
"The group is coming over for a sleep over. Be ready." The text said.
Ruby texted back,
"You can't come over! Alex is here!"
Cynthia texted that she didn't care, so later after he showered and changed Alexander came into the living room to see 3 to 6 people in the living room.
"Oh, you're alive.. That's unfortunate." Cynthia said.
"What the hell is up with your hair? Did you dye it or some shit?" Alexander questioned.
"Hey! This is my natural hair color!"
Some of the other people start giggling.
"Cyan is your natural hair color? Are you one of those spoiled brats?"
Shouldn't I meet her after I meet some hot guy? Alexander thought.
"You little bitch! You should've died!'
Alexander turns around and goes to look for Ruby while Cynthia was screaming at him.
"Ruby?"
"Oh.. Alexander.."
"Why so down?" He said while sitting beside her.
"Alexander... Are you really Alex?"
"To be honest. I'm not. I'm just a guy from another world with vampires and other shit. It was gloomy unlike this place. We didn't have technology like yours. I guess I'm from the past."
"Did you die?"
"Yeah. I hung myself."
"Wh-What?! Why?!"
"I was bullied. Raped by multiple men and others. Plus my father. I was played. Bullied and almost died twice. Beaten. There're more, but its quite a long list."
"Oh my god... I-I can't believe you went through that."
"It's fine."
"It's really not!"
"Look. I'm okay now. I have you, right?"
"I guess so."
Y-Yeah. "
"Oh shit I just realized something."
"What?"
"If I'm from 20 years ago that means my family is either dead or 20 years older.."
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