I am Sofia born in a family where my mother do prostitution and the father is a scumbag who only knows how to use drugs and beat his daughter and wife. Because of this the child in my mother belly died and my mother also left me all alone to suffer this torture. I resented her and I still do.

I was fine suffering all problems because i had my love who i thought would be different from others but it was my wishful thinking. No one wants a girl with bruises everyday and a girl who can't give them any benefits. This is why i was discarded like trash by my boyfriend who wished to get rid of and called me a ***** and ********** like my mother.

That day i returned home and my dad started beating me again. That day i have had enough. I picked up a knife and directly stabbed my Dad's neck. Blood gushed out, but I was still. I thought if it was this easy why didn't i get rid of him sooner and get my freedom back. But what was done couldn't be reversed I packed him in a garbage can and threw him in far apart in the recycling plant. It was raining. That day felt so good like rain washed away my sufferings.I sat In the rain for a long while enjoying it for the first time in my life. Then I came home and cleaned every corner of the house like there has been nothing here except me Who wants to investigate a drunk man who was only a burden on society. After some time the case was buried under the pile of other cases.

One day I was returning from the grocery store I saw someone following me but I thought it was my hallucination. But the next second injection was injected into my neck while putting one hand on my mouth to keep me quiet. I fainted not knowing what had happened to me when I again opened my eyes I saw myself tied with the ropes on a bed a man of my father's age was staring at me and deep feeling of hatred arise within my heart i thought what was going to happen .The old man ordered his man to take off my clothes and just when a man was approached to do something with me. I punched him with all my might so hard that he fainted The old man's eyes were opened wide with surprise. Next second he has a smile on one his face oh I thought I was going to give you for p*********** but now I think you will make a good Good use for me. next the man ordered his man to stop and untie me from the ropes. I stood up and asked what you wanted.Why did you kidnap me.

hey lonely girl i know your story and I know you killed your father I was astonished but what can I do I just stood still

you have no change of expression I like that you will be directly under me and you will obey my every command if you want to avoid all the man banging you.

What choice do I have I just agreed to the old man arrangement. I thought at least I would be able to protect myself if I learnt and if I be one of them.I just joined them killing whenever I want and not thinking for the consequences. I was having fun in my life but something felt empty I couldn't find why my heart was empty my brain was empty i was just a psychopath killing everyone for my own pleasure.

This continued till the old man died and he gave me all his inheritance I wanted to fill the gap and to counter the loneliness in my heart I went to an orphanage trying to find someone who can accompany me.

When I entered the orphanage I saw a 14 year old boy sitting all alone under a tree. I quietly went to him but he quickly noticed me like his eyes on his back. I knew at the moment that he would be a great help to me but I want someone who was carefree of life not so vigilant not so defensive but has a pretty smile every time and then I got the company i was searching for. I saw a boy of at least 10 years old chuckling and playing with his mates. he was skinny, evident how he was suffering from malnutrition. I asked his name from the orphanage's sister and she told me his name is Eli. he has a cheerful and caring personality and all the stuff someone tells you when they want to get rid of someone. In trance I also asked the quiet boy's name i saw earlier and i was told he is Ian. he deliberately injures himself everyday wait for his wounds to heal and then again injures himself without the previous marks to fade away. i was surprised but thinking maybe he suffered from something unimaginable i also took him from orphanage.

We left in the car Eli was happy but sad at the same time leaving his friends behind but Ian was expressionless I couldn't read into his mind what he was thinking.

Upon reaching The mansion i asked my subordinate to help them wash and dress up and give them food. After letting them finish everything call them here.

After waiting for one hour and a half the boys came. Eli looked superb with his innocent smile and Ian was perfect except for the bruises that he had on his face neck and everywhere. After getting him checked up I asked them to sit.

Okay boys now you are in my custody and now I am your only sister and your only relative in this world. Ian you are not allowed to hurt yourself anymore and if I saw any bruises after this you will be done for. Eli and you will be going to school. And if any one hurts you tell me I will get revenge for you and one more thing if you have any Revenge planned or any difficulty do tell me i will take revenge for you and see who there hurt my brothers.

After that Eli got back to sleep and Ian was still standing like he wanted to ask something. And when i finished my work he spoke up.

Why are you helping us do goodwill hit you or you are atoning for your sin or you feel guilty.

I was stupefied by his choice of words but i thought he was mature enough to understand what i would say and I don't wanna let them misunderstand me throughout their life.

I want someone to accompany me. I want someone to smile for and i want someone to share my worries with and someone with whom i can be self.

Oh are you searching for your love in young boys you are quite wild, search for anyone in your league and do not drag innocent people in this mess.

Upon hearing the name of love my blood was boiling the scene of the past where my boyfriend cheated on me and dumped me passed in front of my eyes. I wanted to slap him but I controlled myself.

Do you think you are worthy enough of my love Do not flatter yourself now get put before i do something boys like you deserved.

After this I couldn't sleep a wink all thanks to that brat i woke at middle night and left for the mission. When i arrived at the scene the usual case happened A man in his 50's was forcing a woman. at that moment i forgot where i was and what the task was. I grabbed the man by his collar and threw him on the ground hitting him like i was crazy. Blood burst out from his mouth but i didn't care. It was until my subordinates held me and i let him go. But my anger was still on the peak I wanted to beat anyone who was in front of me to bring myself to consciousness i punched the rock hard wall a few times till the pain reminded me of situations and I organized myself