It's a 12pm the weather is little cloudy suan is thinking what is life? why i have to live in this world? when will I get freedom from this life...

everything is so just nothing Everything is just waste of time waste of energy how much I can do or not bad never change but good..,....

but why we have to suffer that much when I'll be free from here completely......

ansu is thinking why didn't this world just get destroyed how this emotionless two rupees people this bad people destroys us why didn't this whole world also gets destroyed why when will all this end..... so then we can freee from here how much they'll torture us whennnn. will we can go from here when ...

how long all this is where is this torture's complete end .....

few minutes ago

assistant manager:\= of Dr jaswal saying madam you have some papers from court...

Dr jaswal:\=okay let me check you may go now

assistant manager:\= okay ma'am..

(then assistant leave from

the office room of Dr jaswal )

Dr jaswal:\= Dr jaswal thinking what is this? is something serious i haven't take any causes lately .. I have my work and my team doing good work.... the..th... then why or something else....( with deep breath) hope so nothing serious hmmmmm i have to to check it out mmm what is this and then Dr jaswal read the full notice and starts her work she go down and said driver to take car at the sent address by court( drive nods in yes )

while sitting in car Dr jaswal thinking why this serious notice i have never received serious notice from court hope so ......

(driver ma'am we are arrived )

what two and half hour left ....

well. ... i just go inside check Everything just everything.......

{ knok ...knok .... }

{ there is a lady doctor jaswal enters ! ! }

suan : oh hello ma'am welcome.

Dr jaswal:( introduced her self to suan, ansu )

hello I'm Dr jaswal I'm a psychiatrist ...)

suan : yes ma'am we know .

{Dr jaswal thinking what why no body tell my client about me but .....

and I'm doctor of children 5years to 18 years old child and these are 24 and 21 years old child and I'm also not allowed to give them any medicine then how will I do their treatments if i don't give them any medicine }

{and i have to know their story how they get safe here court order me to know their story without giving them medicine huh it's not possible how court order like this this is not possible ..... well it's court's order what o can do I'll just have to finish my work know their story and send report to the court thats it ...}

Dr jaswal: how are you doing ?

suan : nothing just thinking

Dr jaswal: suan....

suan: yes ma'am,

Dr jaswal: ansu why didn't she talk... just say hello nothing else is she okay

suan : yes ma'am we are both okay don't worry ma'am...

suan : ma'am water tea ...,?

Dr jaswal: no its ok ....

Dr jaswal thinking they are looking fine behaving normal like normal people i don't think they need help they are fit fine it's just easy task for me I'll just report and that's it my work is done .....

Dr jaswal : ah just water

ansu : ma'am water

Dr jaswal: thank you so tell me what are you thinking

suan: you really want to know ma'am

Dr jaswal: yes offcourse you can tell me

suan : actually I'm about when will my life will be end when I'll be free from here because I'm tired of this pain and struggling

Dr jaswal: with shocked expression (what? they are looking fit and fine with relaxed expression how can they talk like that how can this girl said this big and stressed words with peaceful expression it's not right something is wrong her eyes looks they are crying how can you say it huh exactly what happened with you two without violence and aggression, panic how can someone say this)

suan :ma'am Dr jaswal Dr jaswal

Dr jaswal: huh yeah what

suan ma'am your phone is ringing

Dr jaswal: oh excuse me (she ended the call)

suan : what happened ma'am why are you seems so lost now what are you thinking

Dr jaswal nothing I'm not thinking anything

suan ma'am you want to eat something

Dr jaswal ah no I'm good thank you

suan: hmm

Dr jaswal: ahh actually i want to ask you a question

suan: go ahead

Dr jaswal: if you hate anybody or anything then why you care about what I'm feeling or i need to eat something or drink something

suan : actually it's my nature i don't hate anybody or anything i just don't want to live here i just want everyone to live a peaceful life as much as I want for myself

Dr jaswal: hmm with hesitation if you care about others then why don't you care about your life

suan :who told you that I don't care about my life if i don't care then why I'm still keep learning and tried my best to get free and independent person

Dr jaswal:then why are you giving up now like is so beautiful there's a lot of reasons to live

suan : i don't know where is that beautiful life which i can live because in this hell i can even saw a beautiful life, you know what I'm still struggling for one moment of peaceful life but I'm tired now because i know that it doesn't matter how much I try to be free from here to live life breathe a peaceful breath I'm dying to live so what should I do if i can't have it no matter whatever I do even that God can't help me and now I have no hope in God , because i know that no one let me free only death can free me from this hell life

I'm not trying to kill myself I'm just waiting for that great time when I'll be free from here from this world from everything whenever I think this I feel relaxed no one can stop me from die this freedom is permanent it is my own freedom time people God no one can steal my ture freedom

Dr jaswal (get shocked again; what is this God why death is hope for these girls why are they so relaxed or peaceful when they talk about death why death is their freedom exectly happened with these girls i have to find out everything )

suan : ma'am you lost again you are keep thinking deeply are you okay

Dr jaswal: yeah yeah no no its not like that actually our first session is end now i have to go nice to meet you both

saun : nice to meet you too ma'am

ansu: okay bye see you tomorrow

Dr jaswal: hmmm