I’m 24 years old. What did I do all this time ? I wonder... Let me tell you from the start :

All began a day in spring, exceptionally, it was snowing, but it was not the most incredible : it was also the day my little sister was born. Her name was Snow. I was 3 years old.

At the beginning, I fought it was amazing but, the more time passed, the more I felt alone... Very alone...

And it intensified when she started having heart problems. But I was trying to contain myself, until an incident happened ...

It was the icing on the cake. On his birthday, I spilled tea on her, no one wanted to believe that I hadn't done it on purpose. You see, people like rumors, and nobody can erase a first impression.

It was so bad that when Snow spilled something on her, I got scolded. I was so jealous, I wanted to shake them and yell at them: But I'm your daughter, damn it! Why don't you believe me ?! And I was so jealous that I couldn't contain myself. I figured if they thought I was the villainess, then I would be. I was 8 years old.

I tried to humiliate Snow as soon as I had the opportunity, I even went so far as to throw my glass in herface at each meal, and, when I got an illness, my parents were never came to see me and everyone thought I was doing my interesting.

My illness consisted of falling suddenly asleep at any time. At first I only fell asleep for a few minutes, but over time it got longer and longer, and people's gaze became more and more hostile ...

One day, more precisely : December 31rd, I had just woken up from a 2-year sleep, and I was eating lunch with Snow and my parents. I began to understand that everything I had done was useless, and I began to forget the reason that had prompted me to do so. I wanted to start all over, and fix all my mistakes ...

" Sorry "

Strange, why do I feel like saying my last word ? This cannot be the end when I have not even managed to repair all my mistakes ... Memories are tangled in my head, I remember every event of my life before I forget it one last time. But, what is happening to me? And, who am I?

Where am I ? Who am I ? Why don't I remember anything ? And why do I feel like I have to be an obedient little girl, no matter what, and that I shouldn't say anything if I get scolded for nothing? I do not know.

Ah yes, that's right, I remember. My name is Yukina and I am 14 years old. But deep down, it's like these memories don't belong to me ...

It's weird. Why am I lying in the middle of the road ? Why do I feel like I forgot something ? And why do I also feel ... alone? And why ... I cry ??? What is happening to me ?!

Where am I ? Who am I ? Why don't I remember anything? And why do I feel like I have to be an obedient little girl, no matter what, and that I shouldn't say anything if I get scolded for nothing? I do not know.

Ah yes, that's right, I remember. My name is Yukina and I am 14 years old. But it’s weird, it's like these memories don't belong to me ...

It's very weird. Why am I lying in the middle of the road ? Why do I feel like I forgot something ? And why do I also feel so... alone ? And why I ...cry ?

I felt immense sadness, as if the world was fighting against me. My soul cried out and my heart broke at the memory of the joy that had long since left me. Minutes passed, hours passed, my heart tightened.

I crouched down, thinking of my parents who was waiting for me in the distance. But yes, it's true, they died in a car accident when I was little, I forgot ... All the people around me are my friends only because I'm popular and the only person who really cares about me is my little sister ... My little sister... my little sis...! I jumped up. What an idiot ! I completely forgot my little sister !

In the pouring rain, I started to run with all my might. It is strange, yet I have the impression that it was not raining just now. When I got to the landing, I still took the time to wipe away my tears before suddenly opening the door to find my crying little sister.

She raised her little puppy eyes to me and sported a pout before looking at me. Well, her only sight inspires me a mixture of disgust, hatred and pity... I must be tired.

Little Sacha calmed down when she saw my swollen eyes. I whispered a few words of apology : "I'm sorry", it was all I could say. Sacha let me in and, without a word, brought me a towel to dry my clothes. There were only a few hours left before dawn ...

The next day, awakened by the light, I got up and, slowly, I woke up my sister. When Sacha combed my hair, she made a remark to me that I thought about all day long : "You should find yourself a boyfriend." Before Sacha's smiling face, I couldn't suppress a smile. I replied: "I already have you, and that is enough for me! "

On Suhee’s side, he has 16 years old :

It was morning, and I was eating breakfast with my two brothers, but when I left the apartment we were living in to go to school, I suddenly had a very bad feeling. And I was right. When I arrived, I met a very strange girl. At the time, I found her very cute but I regretted it when she gave me an appointment on the roof for lunch.

I sighed, thinking, "Surely it was another girl who fell in love with me. She will surely make me a declaration of love ..."

Well... It is not exactly what happened...

On Yukina's side :

Out of breath and with big dark circles caused by her lack of sleep, Yukina had just arrived in high school. Alone, she thought again of what her sister had mentioned that morning and made a choice. "I will be the girlfriend of the next student who goes down this corridor. And how capricious life is! It was then that a boy, all that was most normal passed in front of her. As she saw that he was looking at her, she grabbed her sleeve and made an appointment for lunch, with those eyes filled with hope that no one could forget!

At noon :

"Ah! You are here ! Yukina exclaimed when she saw Suhee arriving

- You are already there ? Did you skip school or what ? And I thought I had arrived early... said this one

- I return the question. replied Yukina, impassive

- What did you want to ask me ? continued this one

- Well... began Yukina, I happen to have researched you (so yes, she skipped school). And I discovered something very interesting... Did you know that gangsters are not very popular around here ? So, above all, teacher shouldn't learn that you are one... Besides, it seems that you are afraid of...

- What do you want ? said Suhee, angry

- Oh ? I just want you to be your girlfriend, just for the fake. To show me what love is... continued Yukina

- No ! he said, I can’t do that ! I would never be your boyfriend !

- But it's that you have no choice ! she replied in front of a disgusted Suhee, ...Do you want me to reveal your secret to everyone?

- Gloups ... said he

Sports lesson ; in Yukina's side :

It happened, I'm the girlfriend of one of the most popular guys in high school now, too bad it was fake. Overjoyed to have made a success of my move, at the end of the day, I let the others put away the balloons and, without even changing, I ran towards the portal, where my childhood friend was waiting for me, always surrounded by girls. He was also a very popular (and very handsome) person, his parents were poor and let him wear a casual outfit, his gold hair was tinged with red streaks and his magnificent eyes which he laid on me were more beautiful than diamonds.

" I'm here ! I exclaimed "

And, without a word, he motioned for me to follow him, abandoning the girls, each one more beautiful than the other who were around him. As we advanced, my admiration for his beauty prevented me from saying a single word.

In Yazu’s side, 19 years old, childhood friend of Yukina:

As usual, I waited for Yukina at her school gate to bring her home. Given the speed with which she rushed towards me, there was bound to be an eel under the rock ... After a few minutes, I decided to ask her what was going on. Her reaction was very cute, she seemed very surprised and her head seemed to ask me "How did you know ? " When I answered her, she was even more surprised. She opened her little emerald green eyes wide before remembering something ...

"Yazu ! she exclaimed

- Yes ? I swallowed, less sure of myself

- I'm dating Suhee ! she shouted

- Okay ... I say in a very small voice, without realizing, Wait, WHAT ?! "

She explained everything to me, as well as the "pact"

"So you mean by dint of reading love stories, you wanted to have one, and when your sister told you that you should have a boyfriend, you get that idea ?" I asked, In addition, in exchange, you will have to do him a favor and you only do that to know what love is ? Is that it YUKINA ?!

- Yes. she replied

- Idiot ! I exclaimed, furious "

But when she looked innocent, I knew I couldn't resist her. I patted her on the head.

"Okay," I said, sighing, "I'm going to go."

“See you tomorrow ! she exclaimed, smiling: she looked adorable...”

So I went into the darkest alleys to join my friends, under the eyes of the one I had seen growing up...

In Yukina's head :

Yazu is gone, I can finally dance. I kept going on and on until I was exhausted. And so as not to repeat the same mistake, I left before nightfall.

On the way, I ran into a girl. I excused myself over and over again without understanding that what I saw in her eyes was admiration. This girl was called Mizuna, but what I didn't quite understand was that she seemed to absolutely want to make me an outfit ...

In Mizuna’s side, 13 years old :

I was quietly returning from my shopping, passing through the darkest corners of the city when I came across HER. She was dancing. But with so graceful steps, and such lightness. She seemed so happy to be there, lost deep in the city, doing what she loves above all else, in her simple little white t-shirt. I was overwhelmed. I spent hours contemplating her technique without being able to take a step that would take me away from her. When she hit me, timidly mumbling a few words of apology, I was only thinking about one thing ...

"Can I create an outfit for you?" I exclaimed

- Uh ... Yes ... she said to me

- Sorry ! I forgot to introduce myself : My name is Mizuna and I am in a school specializing in fashion. And you ?

- Uh ... My name is Yukina "

I smile.

"Very well, here is my address. See you tomorrow at 1 p.m. without fail ! I say, crazy of joy"

I was so happy that I couldn't close my eyes all night.

In Yukina's head :

The next day, I went to her house and it seems that she has kept her promise. Unfortunately...

"Sorry, I couldn't help it," she said, "but you're so cute as a boy!" Hi hi! "

It was a man’s outfit!

I wore a beret with white and navy blue stripes, as well as a blue jacket, a small bow tie, a black wig and black boots which, according to Mizuna, with my small size and my blushes, made me even more cute . Then she took me into a large deserted meadow, the same color as my eyes which shone before her request ... She said to me:

"Go ahead, Yukina. Please dance again and this time just for me! Dazzle me with your technique and realize all my hopes! Please don't refuse! "

So, in front of Mizuna who was lying on the grass, I started dancing, again and again ! Until night falls, and we fall asleep on the grass, next to each other ...

We have returned several times to this large meadow. But this time, despite the absence of Mizuna, I decided to come back anyway ... I was dancing and dancing ! I felt joy rising in me! I felt light, as if all my worries were gone ! I felt this heat rise in me. When I saw him. This person who looked at me, who had seen me dance and saw me dressed as a boy, this mixture of surprise and admiration that I saw on his face, this street dancer whose courage I admired... was Yazu.