Why do people tell lies? Stop there ,Eric, you are no longer a normal person, just because only drunk ,or on something actually think about that, shit. They just use too, or they have no other choice.

I'm just a person with no longer existing lover and out of love at all. I'm basically a 19 years old kid,who don't know what a love is? Sounds stupid. In our time kids in my age are lost virginity and already have a girlfriend/boyfriend. Like did Im the lost guy from the planet, who lost from life? Maybe..

I *don't know where I am, but still act like indecent. I never killed, raped anyone before. But I remember in school we use to learn how to not get raped by anyone. The funniest part was what we actually was supposed to say. Wait for it. It was" Its not the time !", or something like that. I still remember the face of my friend in that situation. "It was like not the time ok, so like am not ready? You know maybe tomorrow? Or like let's not do that in the middle of the street?"

If you want to keep reading this story remember one thing I'll use swearing and to face the truth I'm still learning English because French isn't English. Bye, stay healthy! Love you*!

I dreamed about my love. My first and maybe last in my life. I couldn't life without her, but now I can. Sometimes people feel in love and the only thing that will happen to them its the crash of it. Young love is like a drugs addiction you like everything about it at first but them you die because of it. Im not trying to say that it that all of the love like that Im just saying, but if you can't see this type of love you in ask somebody close to your heart like mum and dad they always want better to you. Somethings you still can't get me heart ,or yourself. Hope you laugh now because its the only emotion that makes you sad. My life not that heart to open, but maybe you're not that right person. It got me thinking about life, do you still know have to fight. You're is a fight, maybe it's wrong maybe it's right. Im not afraid to sign only if you know have to sign.

I woke up in my room I just look to the right to see if one of my quards give me food through the specific squared thing in the metal door. I washed my face and brush my teeth. You know usual stuff around Im in here more than forever at least that's how it feels. Here I'm without a particular reason. And I'm only 19 I could go to the jail for more than 11 years for nothing. I still remember then I was 8. I cleaned and was treated like a maid my life was miserable plus useless. Taking care of my twin brothers then their parents was in the vacation for a 3 months. Maybe you will think that I'm wrong but I'm not. I was adopted then I was 2, my biological parents didn't had the money to raise a child, or and maybe it's a true, but they were just on drugs and really didn't cared about me anyways. Do my life became better maybe a little bit, but not for so long. To the time that my step mother got pregnant with twins. Grandparents still thought that im the only one child, but the they found out about they care.

I was driven to the Grandparent's house gor out plans on the weekend, you know to drink a tea and talk about everything that happened in Grandparent's company. Then we arrived we did what we plan, but in one moment dad found out that I leave the house and did not talked care of them because twins got lost. I did nothing to them to make them lost, so why he yelled at me I still don't had any ideas. In that point the argument got that dad good.

"Clarlie, you're a failure of your family!"

"You not our son anymore!"

"...get out of my sign."

So let me explain everything in slowly. The characters is hard to understand please just get use to them. Thank you for your patience let's get started!

Our main character is Eric White. He was born in Paris, France, then he was 3 his step parents and him moved to the US. He still remember french, but it's hard for him to express his feelings, and makes a long sentences. He tried and tried and maybe he will be able to make it. In the place in which he is now he learned more than 5 languages and he keep learning. English was not hard for him so that why he kept going.

Author of the picture is From1.

Specific characteristics about the character:

Height- 180cm or 5"9'.

Hair-Red to the shoulders(never wanted to cut them).

Eyes- usual dark brown.

Virginity- still with him.

Number of crushes over the life- 1.

Hobby- Learning new languages, singing, drawing, writing stories and studying about space.

Things that people don't know about Eric--

•He likes all of the colors.

•He knows how to read notes in music.

•He very thankful to the people who can do something for him, he will never lie to you if he thinks that you more than just stranger.

•He likes to think that friends its a part of the family and he will never hate any of them.

IMPORTANT **INFORMATION

I will make those characteristics between the chapters to explain what they do in the my story. IN THOSE CHARACTERISTICS I WILL DO ONLY ONE CHARACTER IN THE TIME. If you have any questions please write them in the comments I will be happy to answer them.

Thank you for reading this story.

Stay healthy and safe.

Love you**