This story is a bit wierd . Wanna know why ?

Then you have to read this story.

...The story begins...

This is about a girl . She is a quiet in the class , who talks with everyone . Every body knows her in the class and she also knows everyone . But they are not her " real friends " their communication is limited to " Hi " and "Hello" . She has only 2 real friends.

But she says what's on her mind . She doesn't care that the truth can hurt the opposite person. At first she wasn't a girl who is scared to make friends.

But one girl made her scared .

This all starts when she was in 7th standard.

In 21st February a new girl joined a school same a Sam . Her name was Sristi.

On her first day she chooses to sit beside Sam . And Sam also was okay with it .

Very soon they became friends. A kind of friend who can understand what is going on your mind . But only Sam can predict what is going on , Sristi can't.

Sristi was overshare everything. At first it was about herself. Which was okay with Sam . But slowly she started sharing about her family. At the beginning Sam didn't cared that much.

But as days passed the stories went darker and darker. She can't help it but to listen.

But something really irritated Sam , some traits of Sristi really made her feel down .

But Sam didn't share about her problems. As everytime they has a talk it was about Sristi's family. Which really annoying to her. But precise from that she was really manipulating Sam . At fast she agreed to whatever she said her to do. But soon she understood that she is not good for her. but she still kept friendship with her.

Soon their Final exams came . Before the final exams Sam told Srishti to not share about her family problems with some strangers . after hearing this they both had an argument . After this argument they didn't talked for about a week .

Sristi called her before the day of Maths exam. She asked her about some mathematical problems which she had . Both of them together tried to solve the problems .

{As i told you before they both were a k-pop lover . But by this time Sam wasn't into k-pop anymore , she more into dramas and series.

Which Sristi knew long ago. }

After they were done solving the problems. She told Sristi that a new C- drama has released . And the Main male lead was her favourite actor. And also told that "his movie and dramas I would watch forever , ever and ever and never get tired of him " .

While she was saying these Sristi kept the call on speaker mode . Which led her mother to hear the conversation.

Sristi's mother took her phone and talked with Sam very rudely which she didn't expect.

The next thing Sam heard made her like this she is now .

The words she heard from Sristi's mother broke her heart.

Their Conversation -

Sristi's Mom : Hello , I'm Sristi's mom .

Sam : Yes, Aunty.

Sristi's Mom : Yes , yes stop this drama .

Does your family knows about your true side

Sam : What ? What side ?

Sristi's Mom : Being a school student and what are you doing falling over some Asian boys ! Such a disgrace to your family .

Sam : 😔....{ she was feeling guilty. she's Feeling like she was the one who is wrong }

[ TO BE NOTED \= Sristi's mother was a teacher AND Sristi's biological mother passed away from cancer . "Sristi's Mom" is her step mother ]

Sristi's Mom : You better stop talking with my daughter you are making my daughter like you . You don't deserve my daughter as a friend.

Sam : crying silently........

IN THE SCHOOL 🏫

Sam and Sristi didn't talked through out the day . { Maths was their last exam , after that their summer vacation started .}

During the summer vacation they didn't talk with each other.

After the summer vacation. In the school 🏫

Sam thought to talk with Sristi and settle the problem.

On the first of school after summer vacation :

Sam : Hi 🙂

Sristi : Let's be strangers again . And my mom has complained to the school about you !

Sam : { she was a shocked , sad and was feeling miserable at the same time }

The school coordinator : Sam from class 7a please come to Principal's office.

( oh Sam has anxiety) her anxiety was increasing cause of this suddenly....

[ AT PRINCIPAL'S OFFICE]

Principal : Ms. Sam you know right what you have done ! ( saying in a sarcastic way)

Will you confess about what you have done . Or should I say .

Sam : Ma'am give me a chance to say .....

Principal : Okay say

Sam : ( Said the whole story to principal ma'am )

Principal : Ms.Sam i think this school has not taught you to say lie .

Sam : ( totally clueless about what she's saying) I don't lie .

The school coordinator : Ms.Sam your cousin sister Kanako is dead . And it's a order to sent you to your house as fast as possible. Please come.

Sam : ( At that time I didn't knew what to do Kanako was not my cousin she was my sister , my best friend , my supporter , my crime partner , my second parent . She was my everything , but know she's no more)

On the way home , in the car :-

{ She was emotionless in the car , she didn't knew how to react at that moment . For her losing a best friend was already a big deal and the complaint against her which is also fake but that is also bearable but losing Kanako , her everything. That pain can't be explained by words .

But sometimes a very close person can say something which can shatter a pure heart}

FLASHBACK

In the classroom:-

( Sam went their to take her things )

Sristi \= Did you got you lesson bish !

Sam \= ( She stayed silent with an emotionless face. )

Sristi \= That is exactly what you deserve you mf . This is karma bish !

Sam \= Stop it ( in a clam psycho voice)

i am not here to listen your bullsh*t .

Sristi \= oh ok , ok . So I'm the one who talks bullsh*t right. You know what you , do not deserve to be loved . I wish Kanako suffered for days and then die so you would feel the pain , cry and get an anxiety attack and die that's what you deserve !

Sam : ( she was just praying that Kanako is alive, healthy, she was only praying for one thing to the god that when she reaches home everyone says it was a prank . but unfortunately....... )

TO BE NOTED : { Sam has a joint family. The whole family lives in a very big house. On the ground floor lived the elderly people of the family , on the first floor lived the parents, on the second floor lived the kids }

while she was climbing the stairs she started to panic and giving a false hope to her soul that Kanako is alive. But the truth can't surpress itself.

Entered Kanako's room , and what she saw next made her feel miserable.

* A hanging rope attached to the fan *

"Suside" Said Sam calmly , in a cold tone . But if anyone heard her properly they could hear the pain and internal screams in her voice.

Everyone was crying for the loss they had but Sam standing there stiff and with an emotionless face.

" Sometime feelings can't be expressed by using words . Sometimes their eyes tells it all."

×--------×

All the rituals happened.

Kanako was buried in a cemetery.

But Sam accepted the fact that she is no more , but the thing that made Sam overthink is why did she tempted suicide ?

They all went back home . Sam went to Kanako's room and was searching for her personal dairy , in which she worte everything that happened to her life .

She got to know that Kanako had existential crisis (The ensemble of feelings and questions we have to do with the meaning and purpose of our life. These questions aren't easy to find answers to, and this can leave us feeling stuck.) Also she was suffering depression .

Sam knew that she had anxiety but she was unaware 'bout what was going on in Kanako's heart and mind .

Who can say that a sweet , happy girl suffering from all of this for years . Which ultimately resulted a dead body .

...×--------×...

After 2½ months

Everyone in the house acted like they have move on from what happened but it deep down , no one can forget what happen that morning .

everything came back to normal can but it was not normal without Kanako .

Days passed, weeks passed, months passed and it has already been 1½ years.

Sam had developed a habit to talk with Kanako's picture , tell her everything happened to her life , like the days she used to tell Kanako when she was alive .

...×-------× ...

Sam went to her mother's friend's daughter's birthday party. Her name was Reza .

Reza and Sam was not so close but they were friends because of their parents. It's not that Reza was rude she was a very kind and a lovely nature girl.

Their was a small lake attached to the birthday venue she went their to walk a bit .

She saw their was a guy standing, it felt like he was waiting for some one , then Reza came and they entered the venue together.