Gu Ningyou lived for 27 years, and only when she was dying did she know that she was just a character living in a novel, and she held the script of the vicious female supporting, the kind that would be scolded every day on the Internet.

However, she should be regarded as one of the few vicious female supporting character who managed to successfully sleep with the male lead and also maintained a physical relationship with him for a long period of time.

Although she forced the male lead.

“Damn…”

As her body got immersed in the blazing fire, Gu Ningyou severely cursed the author of this novel.

If she has a character prototype in the author’s world, then this prototype must have had a bloody feud with the author for eight lifetimes. The author tortured her to death with her consciousness still there and won’t leave her an intact body when she finally breathed her last.

It was said that people will experience flash of lucidity when they were about to die. Gu Ningyou has never believed it, but now she felt that there was still some truth. After her life flashes in her eyes, Gu Ningyou found that she was a tool person through and through.

The significance of her existence was probably to create trials and tribulations on the road between the male and female protagonists. The male and female leads were about to communicate with each other and confirm their relationship sweetly, but because of her intervention, they got separated for nearly seven years….

It was honestly so bad, Gu Ningyou wanted to scold herself.

But thinking about it again, there were actually many things that were not her original intentions –

Such as the day of her first encounter with the male lead. That afternoon, her best friend had asked her if she wanted to watch the school basketball game. She didn’t want to go, she was not an active person, it was noon and the sun was scorching hot at the time. In other words, she said nothing about going out, but that day as she lied in her dormitory, she felt restless, and distracted. In the end, she surprisingly agreed to her bestfriend’s request on a whim.

Then, on the basketball court full of cheerings, she noticed the male protagonist at a glance among the crowd, and fell in love with him at first sight.

Another example was – it was the day of the graduation ceremony. At that time, she was deeply infatuated with the male lead, but he was in love with the female lead, and was already tired of her stubborn entanglement. She originally thought of walking away to give herself one last face, but just as she was about to walk out the door, an emotion called unwillingness suddenly took over her mind, so she went back and trick the male lead to drink the aphrodisiac red wine –

According to the general development of the novel plot, the male lead will always push away the vicious female character at a critical moment and turn to linger with the female lead. At that time, she still got the male lead logically.

Now that she thought about it, that was something she would never do. Unlike the sunny and kind heroine, she felt inferior, and was cowardly and timid, how could she have done such a shocking thing at that time?

The aphrodisiac in the wine was given by her best friend, and when she found out she was still blaming her best friend for taking matters into her own hands; moreover, at that time, when she confessed to the male lead, she simply wanted to make clear of her years of love. In her heart, she had also long given her blessing to the hero and heroine silently ……

She didn’t even drink that day, but why did she suddenly lose her rationality?

After the raw rice was cooked, she even broke the pot and threw it. [T/N: 生米煮成熟饭 (shēngmǐzhǔchéngshúfàn): too late to change anything now (idiom)]

Seizing this affair of her and the male lead, she half-threatened and half-forced him to be with her. Recalling the scene from that time, she actually still remembered the expression on the male lead’s face-

He had looked at her coldly, and the disgust and impatience in his eyes were even greater than before, as if he wanted to burn her to ashes.

“Gu Ningyou, you can actually say such shameless words?”

Well, it was indeed really shameless.

Recalling this, Gu Ningyou silently agreed in her heart.

Probably because she was about to die, in rare cases, she broke out from the control of the plot. As she recalled, she felt that her words and deeds were indescribable and her heartfelt love and obsession for the male lead also seemed to vanish in an instant.

She seemed to be reminiscing, as well as seemed to be looking at the life of a person who was completely unrelated to her.

How could a person like someone so much that they could even give up their dignity?

And then not like him when she said she didn’t like him anymore, where even her memories seem so fake?

The more memories Gu Ningyou recalled, the more she was sure she was living under the pen of others, and that her every move, every thought, was manipulated to fit the story line.

She had wanted to end the painful and mutually torturous relationship with the male lead several times, but the words of separation could not be said ……

But now that has nothing to do with her, because she was dying.

The author must have felt that she had completed her role as the vicious female supporting character and can now disappear from the novel. If there was no accident, the male and female leads will step into the wedding hall today, exchange rings and promise each other for life, and the news of her plane crashing would appear in the headlines of all major news channel tomorrow…

Or maybe today.

In order to control her, the male lead specially arranged for his people to pick her up at the airport. He wanted to make sure that any trace of her would not appear in his future life. He had long hated her and he even felt it hard to endure when seeing her face, so when he sent her away, he wanted to do it thoroughly.

Unfortunately, his people would never be able to receive her.

The author was too unkind. She was a vicious character, and it was okay for her to die. But what about the innocent people on this plane, just because they were on the same flight as her, the author took their lives so plainly?

Forget it, this was just the plot of a novel, she shouldn’t delve into it too much. Anyway, throughout the ages, as long as the male and female leads live happily together in the end, nothing else matters.

Gu Ningyou felt that she should be dead.

But it didn’t seem like she completely died?

Since she woke up, she stayed alone in the room for half an hour. After knocking her head and feeling real pain, Gu Ningyou found that this was neither a flashback nor a dream, but the reality.

Damn, what was this author trying to do? The novel was about to end, and she, the vicious female supporting actress actually got reborn?

My god! Could it be…

Could it be that what she took was not the script of the vicious female supporting character, but the script of the reborn Shuangwen heroine?

[Shuangwen (爽文): (often found in Chinese online literature) written to fulfill fantasy of readers that lacks artistic value.]

But she also didn’t want to do this face-slapping counterattack. The male and female protagonists were already miserable enough, and there was nothing to take revenge for, on the contrary, she was a vicious female supporting character who couldn’t be white-washed.

Moreover, if this was true…

Gu Ningyou looked down at her mobile phone with a blank expression.

October 2014.

Seven years before her accident, but after the graduation ceremony.

She knew that the author would not be so kind – rebirth is to be born again, what did the author mean by letting her reborn back to this embarrassing point in time? Even a few months earlier, she hadn’t made a big mistake yet ah.

Sure enough, she still held the role of the vicious female supporting character, and even if she was reborn, she would still be abused.

But this time…

“Damn, who likes to play the role of this vicious female supporting role? Anyway, I won’t do it.”

After a few more cursing at the author, Gu Ningyou felt that she had let out the resentment in her heart, and now that she had vented out her frustrations, she began to think about the plot.

At which part of the plot was she in now?

The graduation ceremony should have happened three months ago, these three months…

Gu Ningyou was about to try recalling when she heard the sound of the car engine turning off and the opening and closing of the car door from downstairs.

Who would come to her house at this late hour?

Gu Ningyou walked to the window and looked downstairs, but this glance made her body froze in place –

A man was leaning on the car door, and he held the car keys in his hand, and from time to time he played with it, throwing it up and down. His head was lowered and his expression was shrouded in the dark night, making it difficult to distinguish.

It’s him.

Why was he here?

Even if they were far apart, even if she couldn’t see his face clearly, she recognized him at a glance – Pei Siyuan, the male lead of this book – the person she had loved and hated for more than ten years, how could she not recognize him?

Trying to get close to him seemed to have become her instinct. Before her mind could react, her body had turned around and ran downstairs like a conditioned reflex. When Gu Ningyou came into realization, Pei Siyuan was already standing in front of her.

Seeing him again, Gu Ningyou felt like it had been a lifetime ago . After Pei Siyuan and her completely torn apart their faces in the previous life, they hardly had any contact for a long time. The last time she saw him was a few months ago. That meeting was still because of the heroine Jiang Yao…

The man in front of her was not the same as the one she remembered. The man she was familiar with was already a mature man in his 30s, but the person in front of her still had the sense of youth; it seems to be the same, whether it was seven years ago or seven years later, when facing her, he always looks indifferent, as if he was facing a stranger.

“Yuan, you…”

After subconsciously calling him, Gu Ningyou regretted a little, Pei Siyuan hated her for calling him that. In his opinion, their relationship was never close enough for her to call him intimately like this. Every time he heard her called him this, he would push her away with a cold face, and say annoyedly, “Don’t call me that.”

But since the words had already been said, there was no chance to take it back. Seeing that he didn’t answer, Gu Ningyou had to summon up courage and try again, “How long have you been here, why didn’t you come in?”

“I didn’t bring the key.”

Compared to her panic, Pei Siyuan was much calmer. She has never been the one who could affect his emotions. Even if she has, it was emotions such as hate and boredom..

In fact, Gu Ningyou already guessed his answer. If it was the previous her, she would definitely believe his words at this time, but Gu Ningyou clearly knew that Pei Siyuan didn’t forget to bring the key she gave him. At one time in her previous life, when he had a heated argument with her, he had an emotional outburst and told her the truth.

“I threw away the key the day you gave it to me.”

“Oh…”

Again, Gu Ningyou could not control and wanted to hold his hand again, Pei Siyuan probably noticed her small movement, he frowned almost invisibly, turned sideways to bypass her and walked inside.

This was the meaning of rejection. Although she has had more embarrassing moments in front of him, Gu Ningyou also felt a little embarrassed at this time. Her hand was stretched out in the air awkwardly and she didn’t know whether to put it down.

“If you want to catch a cold, you can continue to stand outside.”

When Pei Shiyuan noticed that the footsteps behind him had paused and she was not following him, he said in a calm voice and continued to walk in. Gu Ningyou withdrew her hand and slightly clenched it into a fist, and she released it again. She took a deep breath and followed him into the door like an insignificant attendant.

This was her house, but he made it seem like she was the guest…

“Yuan…” This time, Gu Ningyou changed her words in time, “Pei Siyuan, do you want some tea? I’ll make it for you……”

“No, I’ll leave in a while.” Pei Siyuan interrupted her without hesitation, his gaze fell on her face, but he quickly turned away, “Where do you feel uncomfortable? Sick?”

Gu Ningyou was stunned, “Ah?”

“Didn’t you say that you were not feeling well and asked me to come over to keep you company?”

So this was the reason why he came here…

Gu Ningyou didn’t know how to explain for a moment. Of course she was not sick, the so-called discomfort was just an excuse made by “her” of that time. At that time, the “her” was only full of the sweetness of wanting to be “with” her beloved, and she just wanted to be by his side. Even if he treats her coldly, it doesn’t matter.

At that time, she always naively believed that as long as she persisted, he would find her goodness and one day be moved by her.

But at that time, she didn’t know that what Pei Siyuan hated most in his life was being lied to, especially when the person who lied to him was Gu Ningyou, this hatred was almost doubled. All the sweet moments in her heart would only accumulate day after day, year after year, and finally become her towering hatred.

“I, actually…actually, I’m not sick or uncomfortable, I’m just…” Gu Ningyou lowered her head, like a child who did something wrong, anxiously waiting for him to judge her, “I just… miss you.”

After saying this, Gu Ningyou’s heart sank to the bottom. If she was just suspicious at first, she was now convinced that after her rebirth, she was still under the control of the plot. She couldn’t control her words and deeds.

Unlike her previous life, she didn’t think there was anything wrong with what she said, but this time her consciousness was clear. She showed a deep infatuation with Pei Siyuan on the surface, but in her heart she felt sad for herself, she had already seen her tragic end.

In this way, if she wanted to get rid of her fate of being the vicious female supporting character, she can’t rush. She could only make changes in some subtle details. Once it makes it too obvious and is discovered by the plot, everything will be mercilessly corrected.

Gu Ningyou knew that Pei Siyuan must be annoyed at this time. This time, she didn’t even make up a clumsy lie, but directly expressed her true thoughts. He knew that he was deceived by her again, and he might scold her in a sarcastic tone, or might slam the door angrily and leave.

But no matter what the outcome was, she didn’t care. After all, she was no longer the one who would only please him, for fear that she might annoy him by accidentally saying the wrong thing.

Unexpectedly, neither of the two situations she expected happened. He just said calmly, “I’ll leave if there’s nothing.”

Leaving by informing? This seems…not like his character?

Gu Ningyou hesitantly looked at the expression on his face from the corner of her eye. Seeing that she couldn’t see joy nor anger on his face, she took the courage to hold his hand, but this time Pei Siyuan did not avoid it.

“Yuan…Are you angry?”

Pei Siyuan looked down at the two hands that were clasped together. He was silent for a few seconds, and said, “No.”

Ah? Why was it different from what she thought?

He seemed extraordinarily… gentle today.

But she obviously didn’t do anything.

Gu Ningyou was a little lost in her thought for a moment.

Pei Siyuan waited for a while before she could speak, and then began to urge her, “Let go.”

“No.” Gu Ningyou blurted out, and she leaned forward and wrapped her arms around his waist, “It was fine just now, now it’s not.”

“What?”

“I don’t want you to go…Nuan, stay with me tonight… okay? We haven’t seen each other for several days, you don’t miss me at all?

Gu Ningyou shook her head when she heard herself say this.

She was sure she would be scolded this time.

“Where do I sleep, the guest room or the master bedroom?”

? ? ?

No… Did Pei Siyuan took the wrong medicine today?

Gu Ningyou felt that he must have Stockholm Syndrome, he just didn’t scold her, she actually felt that he was very gentle today.

Gu Ningyou looked at his face again, vaguely she seemed to really see a little tenderness in his eyes. She blinked, suspecting that she had an illusion. When she looked again, the tenderness had already disappeared without a trace.

Sure enough, it was just an illusion, right?

Gu Ningyou sighed in her heart, followed by lingering uneasiness. When she said those words, she just wanted to get rid of him. After all, when facing her, he was never a good talker, and in the past, he would definitely not have agreed so easily.

Later, how should she get along with him?!

Gu Ningyou has very complicated feelings in her heart in regards to Pei Siyuan.

She loves him – she never doubted this before, but now, she thought that it was more due to the plot, which was one of the most basic personas the author has placed on her and has been with her for almost half of her life.

If you want to ask her what she really thinks in her heart, she can honestly say that she was actually a little afraid of him.

Pei Siyuan has a madness in his bones, and this madness is reflected in many aspects. Gu Ningyou only realized it after knowing him for a long time.

For her, this madness was the real revenge. He could affectionately call her parents father-in-law and mother-in-law, like an obedient son-in-law, and the next day set out a plan to attack her father’s company; he could also get the marriage certificate in one second and then set up her brother in a car accident, and it was this car accident that made her brother spent the rest of his life in a wheelchair.

It was obviously impossible for her to say that she had no regrets in her previous life. In fact, in the last few years of her life, she spent every day in regret. If she had known that Pei Siyuan was such a ruthless and merciless character set out for revenge, she would have never provoked him.

He had already warned her – when they first met, he had said everything clearly, he told her that his heart already belonged to another, told her to give up her unrealistic love for him, and stop trying to approach him.

If she had followed his advice in the first place, nothing would have happened later.

Pei Siyuan has an indifferent temperament, and all the affection and love in his life has been given to the woman named Jiang Yao.

Pei Siyuan loves Jiang Yao – there was absolutely no doubt about that. This was also another embodiment of his “madness”. His calmness and rationality never seemed to exist in front of Jiang Yao. When facing Jiang Yao who didn’t express her feelings clearly, and whom he hadn’t seen for many years, he was like a young boy who has never tasted love, he tracked and imprisoned her repeating this cycle over and over again; but he respected her very much, and would never do anything without her permission that would hurt her.

Pei Siyuan and Jiang Yao, one is far away and the other is keeping a distance, even their names match so well. They had known each other since childhood. In the past 20 years, they were irreplaceable in each other’s hearts. Long before Gu Ningyou met Pei Siyuan, he already had a deep-rooted love for Jiang Yao, and later, no matter how much entanglement he had with Gu Ningyou, his heart never changed.

From this aspect, Gu Ningyou admires Pei Siyuan.

A person as affectionate and paranoid as him is definitely one in a thousand. Hers and Pei Siyuan’s relationship is a forced one and as the forced party, he has never wavered, maintaining a firm hold on the woman he loves.

It can also be said that his principle is upright, and once he make sure of his belief, he will not easily change.

From a bystander’s point of view, Pei Siyuan has the perfect character of a novel male lead. If one was to point out his flaw, then his mistake was nothing more than not loving Gu Ningyou, but how can love be made clear in three or two sentences? Besides, with the things she did in her previous life, even if Pei Siyuan killed her a hundred times, it would not be too much.

But this time was different. Everything has just begun. Although she has already done the deed that forced him to be with her, it wasn’t enough to keep them entangled until she dies.

Unfortunately, she can neither kneel down directly to apologize to him and admit her mistake, nor can she simply part ways with him, but can only suffer in fear as she is now, minimizing the probability of making mistakes, in the hope that she will not end up in too miserable a situation.

Gu Ningyou really thought this so before Pei Siyuan came back from the balcony.

This damn plot –

If it wasn’t for the inappropriate timing, Gu Ningyou really wanted to curse somebody directly. She just felt that she had regained some sense and could freely control her thoughts but once she saw Pei Siyuan, she couldn’t help but want to pounce on him .

Just now, Pei Siyuan had finished washing up and was ready to lie down with her to have a rest, but then he got up and went to the balcony after receiving a call, and when he left, he didn’t explain, and he didn’t even look at her.

When he came back, it was the same.

Pei Siyuan had no intention of explaining, but “Gu Ningyou” had to take the initiative to ask: “Yuan, who called?”

Without a doubt, she did another thing that annoyed him. In his heart, she was a complete outsider, and there was no need to explain anything about him to her, he hates being asked questions, and also hates this feeling of having to report everything.

Pei Siyuan pressed out his mobile phone screen and put it on the bedside table, “Company matters.”

Oh…

Also, this time period was the initial stage of Pei Siyuan’s business, so it was normal to be busy.

Gu Ningyou also knew that before long, his name will be famous in the business world and become a reputable business man in City A.

That being said… it turns out that he had been busy with work before he came, and it was because he received a message from her that he came to accompany her?

“Pei Siyuan, I’m sorry…” Gu Ningyou forced herself to get rid of the control of the plot and said something from her heart, “Next time if you are busy, you can tell me, I… I hadn’t wanted to disturb you on purpose, and I won’t… in the future .”

Hearing what she said, Pei Siyuan’s face finally showed a calm and unexpected emotion, and he looked at her with a bit of inquiry in his eyes, “This doesn’t seem like something you would say.”

He paused for a moment and added, “This the first time I’ve heard you say sorry since I’ve known you for so long.”

This doesn’t sound like something you would say either, does it? This is the first time I’ve heard you say such a long sentence since I’ve known you for so long.

Gu Ningyou replied silently in her heart, but did not dare to say it.

If the three words “I am sorry” can kill some of his hatred for her, so that he can be more lenient when he retaliates against her in the future, even if Gu Ningyou says it a thousand times a day, it doesn’t matter.

“Pei Siyuan, actually I…”

Pei Siyuan looked at her quietly, waited for a long time without getting what she wanted to ask, and asked, “You what?”

“I…it’s nothing.”

Sure enough, she still can’t say anything against the plot…

Just now Gu Ningyou actually wanted to follow her heart and confess to Pei Siyuan that she regretted it, she knew she was in the wrong, and she would not disturb him for the rest of her life, but she seemed to have suddenly lost her voice just now , and couldn’t say the words that she wanted to say.

Pei Siyuan nodded and didn’t get to the bottom of it, “Then let’s rest early.”

Rest… She really wanted to rest, but—

Gu Ningyou wanted to curse again, because she found that she suddenly wanted to have sex with Pei Siyuan.

Of course this wasn’t her own desire, but the plot once again playing its part.

However, aside from anything else, Pei Siyuan’s appearance was extremely superior. His facial features satisfied her aesthetic. Even if he was simply wearing the bathrobe she prepared for him, he was still handsome enough to make her heart……flutter.

And… although it was a little embarrassing to say this, but Pei Siyuan’s bed skills were really good, so good that she sometimes doubt that he really haven’t done with Jiang Yao before her?

But that time when she forced him was his first time. This was indeed Pei Siyuan’s original words. He didn’t need to lie to her, right?

Although Gu Ningyou didn’t speak, her eyes kept looking at him, and Pei Siyuan couldn’t ignore it. He turned his head and saw her blushing. He didn’t know what she was thinking.

“What do you want to say?”

Pei Siyuan’s voice pulled Gu Ningyou out of her daze. She looked at Pei Siyuan and found that she still couldn’t restrain her thoughts, so she whispered, “Pei Siyuan, do you …. want to do it?”

She took the initiative to ask, but her face turned red completely. Although the one who took the initiative was always her, her face was actually always thin, even though she had been intimate with him countless times.

It seems that she had said the wrong thing again… Gu Ningyou thought to herself. Under normal circumstances, she would directly say “I want to do it” instead of asking him “Do you want to do it”, what if he refused her?

Alas, she still can’t change her embarrassing habit.

Pei Siyuan’s eyes showed some surprised. Seeing his expression of hesitating to speak, Gu Ningyou immediately backed away, resentfully moved to the side, and did not touch his body again, ” If you don’t want to, just…” Forget it…

“Where do you keep your condoms?”

“Ah?” Is this an agreement?

Gu Ningyou was stunned for a moment, and before Pei Siyuan could take back his words, she quickly said, “In the drawer of the bedside table…”

After saying that, she turned sideways and pulled open the drawer of the bedside table, but the box of condom was empty.

What, no more?

Why was she so unlucky that when Pei Siyuan was in an agreeable mood, this opportunity was about to be wasted…

Well, Gu Ningyou admits that at this moment, she is indeed a little greedy for his body.

Unfortunately, Pei Siyuan never fucked her without a condom or when he was sober. He didn’t love her, and of course he didn’t want her to have a child between them. He always eliminated all possibilities.

Gu Ningyou licked her lips, feeling a little annoyed in her heart, “That… no more…”

As soon as her words fell, the light switch was clicked, the room suddenly darkened, and someone held her shoulders and pressed her down. Before Gu Ningyou understood what was going on, the man’s scorching lips came down and landed on her collarbone.

“Pei Siyuan, you…?”

“If you don’t have a condom, then I won’t wear it today.”

Pei Siyuan’s voice was low and very pleasant, making Gu Ningyou feel unreal to the extreme.

Wait a minute, what the hell is this …… situation?

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T/N: All her (and our) doubts will be solved when Pei Siyuan’s povs comes. So don’t hate him too early ah. He’s quite pitiable T^T