Future......

This is such a world which is easy to say but this world puts everyone in deep thoughts .

who is there who is not worried about his future.

This word can put people in stress and depression. I HAVE ALSO BECOME A VICTIME OF THIS WORD.

2021 september,

friday,

12:00Am

while studing at night , don't know why my mind got stuck on some words "Future , Career , Dream , Sucess "

These words took me into a deep thought .

I remember my classmates were taking about their goals , one of them came up to me and asked about my goals. At that time I did not understand what to say .

I have never taken my life so seriously before.

I don't know what to do, ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ꜰᴏʀ.

The books were lying open in front of me as they were .I didn't feel like studying at all . I close my books and turn off the light and go to sleep , As I close my eyes , I started remembering things from the past .

I suddenly saw my grandmother who died on january 29 2021 .

I remember when I was 12 yeats old , she asked me what I want to become when I grow up, I replied to her that I want to become a Doctor . I said thus because I liked my grandmother very much , she was the house Dr , She studied aurvedas ,

she used to get the delivery done at the homes of pregnant ladies and took care of their health. When anyone get sick in my village, they used to come to my grandmother first . I am very proud of her . So when she asked my aid , i said that I will also become doctor like her .

Remembering all these old things ,I decided what to do now , I finally set my target . Now i really want to become a doctor.

But their was a big problen, that I didn't know anything about this field .You can never find success in something you don't know anything about .I had decided that the first thing I would do in the morning would be to find out information about this field.

Thinking of all this ,it was 3 o'clock. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep .

My eyes open at 6 Am . I quickly get up , brushed and washed my face , after that I took 'My First Step' that is researching how to become doctor . I seach it on google and finally I find my answer .

In google it says that it is one of the difficult feild , but now I had made my decision that no matter what , i will definately become a doctor .

I talked to my mom and dad about this . they sad we will always support no matter what .

Their words increased my confidence even more .know its 2023 and I'm still trying to achive my goals .

some times i really miss my grandma ,But this doesn't week me but motivates me even more .

i am trying my best to achive it , their are so many ups and down . this feild is really tough and time consuming but it will never stope me . I will fight till end and make my family proud..............❤️❤️🖐️