"*Let's move on, kemy"with a murmur he said

being the girl I asked him the same old school question "why lex?" he was my 20th BF and also the longest relationship of 5 and a half years. Looking back to those days with him, it was a very o.k relation as I didn't accepted much from him and so he also didn't.

"I find you aren't too interested in me?"he said pouring a diligent wine in his glass..I took his glass and one gentle sip and giving him a HERONIC look I said "Is it with a question mark?" asi wanted him to notice it all indirectly that if he breaks up with me it's all his loss!!

"look you are a very attractive person and it's very tough to break up with you but you are the one who gives me the vibes that you aren't interested in me, were in a relation where we didn't have any physical things as for me,Im all your 's but then also you were like your weren't ready for all this and I wanted commitment because I love you. I m ready right now also just a kiss and it will be all fine,back to our normal ship!!"he said and it made me confused now I wanted this relationship to work out and somehow I wanted it to END.....

"oh!lex...I..I really don't know what to say..I feel..i feel that I m just confused, I don't know what I want...I m real confused right now..." I said in a guilty voice. As lex is a nice guy who is cute protective with a nice perception and feeling. As he was the one with whom I lasted this long ."So it's means no commitment?"he asked in a low voice. I didn't wanted to disappoint him, after all this long awaited years ."Ok,fine I will KISS you." I said and that time I saw him giving a small smile though.

I came a bit closer to him and a bit closer now I could feel his deep breathing, he pulled me from my waist slowly coming closer leaning toward me leaving no gaps between our faces and now I could feel his bare hands moving down my waist suddenly I got chills and goosebumps all over my body as It would be my first KISS in my past relationship it was all like NO PHYSICAL

ATTACHMENT but now it's like going out of my comfort zone.....

In my term it felt gross,lots and lots of gross!! And that when I ....

\*Author here \*

Hope you all are enjoying my novel....it's my first time..It carries many grammatical errors and so im sorry for it ...im quite bad at English grammar

in school.....It's my first novel in this manga...so lastly ENJOY READING IT💜

THANKU ~♡

When I pussedhim away. It was my Quirky thing to do.After all it was like crossing the limit for me. It could be that I wasn't readyfor this. "sorry...sorry lex I can't do it." I could see his face all down and dull with no marks of smile

"GET OUT ." what did I heard the correct words, he said it again "get out of my home, I really don't want to see you ." I felt sorry for him but at that time it time it was better to leave.....In my story I will really miss him as it's a GOODBYE to him.....

AFTER every break up all girl are like "Let's move on,worst comes for the best " so without breaking the tradition I called my friend liza,she is my roommate and my best friend.....

"Hey!girl is everything on track?"

Telling her the whole story about me and lex was quite not a difficult thing. "OH.....now it's past,Let's focus on present and so .let's. PARTY!!"

1 :35 AM

"Hey....could you pour me a last glass?" wooo..I Was High** when I heard a broad voice saying that ot was my so called 15th

Last glass."what!!I just started." a look at the person made me go Blur and successfully a blackout.....

Unconsciously opening eyes made me see that which I never could have imagined 9r get excited for...to say I was ***** on a bed when a beautiful nacked gesture was over my body,it felt so unreal and relaxed......Tue gentle touch on my urethra "oh!" gave me a lusty feeling, I could tell I was very comfortable not like the kiss was it because I m drunk.........when I realized I was gasping in a cooing voice "oh jesus...oh jesus." It sounded like I was crying but it would be better if I put that I was enjoying it more..Two nacked bodies and the hot contraction also tue rapid sweat from the bodies made this whole thing unstoppable..........

The whole night was Over with the gasping sound of mine.....

***Author here ~~

I m really sorry to stop here , as i wanted to keep it a suspense AND update it but it doesn't lets u to do so until you have 500 words....so i wrote this short vesion of author

...HOPE U ARE ENJOYING READING THIS TILL NOW..... stay tuned with this manga and gwt a whole lot of stories to create more imaginative thoughts inside you ...now it's 434 words

I m writing a new novel again called

"MY CRUSH UNTOLD"

it will also be updated soon and lastly

shower lots of love to my novels thank8ng you, your author of "MY TWENTIETH BREAK UP "******

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