Hi....I'm crystal but not as beautiful as diamond crystal.....

Being condemned and disliked by family,friends and society.. especially by my father and my sister "stella"for being fat and ugly. All this society needs a beautiful "face" rather than beautiful "heart"

I've been listening to the words that "you are fat" "you are ugly" since from my childhood. The only friend I've is my mother..though I've a father he never considered me or treated me as her daughter,he only loves my sister and considered that he only have one daughter that is stella....

"willson Ames" my father a leading industrialist and one of the top 5 richest man in the country...Though my father has many business partners and friends none of them know that he has a elder daughter called "crystal Ames" they only know that he as only one daughter that is "stella Ames"..because he is ashamed of me and didn't introduce me to anyone he raised me secretly..

And my sister stella whom i love her by my whole heart but she..she is also ashamed of me and hates me amd never considered me as her sister. she uses me as a puppet whenever she needs me and needs my help and it's still going on.....

one thing I'm proud of my father was he allowed me to study and now currently I'm studying in first grade in senior high at xxx school. He allowed me to study on one condition that i didn't allowed to disclose my family name or my parents name so my mother "Helena Ames" asked her friend for to register me school as their daughter...they are also a rich family but not famous as mine so that family is "oyales" so at school i got my name as "crystal oyales".

In school I was bullied by everyone even including my sister. yes!!! she.. she is just one year younger than me and she is in final grade in junior middle high ..

l fell so depressed when they tease me by calling "fat" "ugly"... I used to cry alone at some corner cursing god that "why??..why god why u made me fat and ugly...of all the girls on earth u only found me and created me like this!!..." at time my mother comes and she used to console me.

But i still have hope that one will appear in my life who will make my world colorful and beautiful and accept me and love "As I'm"...

But now i can feel that, that person is somewhere around me i can sense is warmth i can feel it..now I'm just waiting for him to show up in front of me....

As I'm thinking, I encountered one such moment that literally made my heart skips a "beat"....

To be continued ~~

I hope you guys like it, there are still some girls who are facing this kind of problems...This story is for them..

plzz let me know how is this??

One day after school I get on a bus to go home...yes!! my father sends driver to school only to pick up stella but not me. I've to use public transportation since none of them know that I'm his daughter..Its not uncomfortable for me to use bus. Because it doesn't effect his staus or dignity...

I don't know why, today i was very happy and i can feel that something good will happen to me..While traveling back to home one thing was going on in my mind "what will happen??" i was thinking that only on the way to my home..

In my house i was not allowed to enter the house through front or main gate. At backside of my house there is an entry where the maids and workers of my house are allowed to enter through there..so i used that entrance to go in and get out of my house..

I get off from the bus and started to walk. When i was walking on the road the children of my house servants were playing They are also one part of my happiness other than my mother..I used to play with them and laugh with them so when I'm with them I'm happy..

when they are playing one of them suddenly saw me and run towards me saying "sisterrrrrr.... u are back!!". As he was running towards me he didn't notice that a car was coming behind him with high speed...

"stop" i said and ran towards him. The car was in high speed so the driver was not in the situation to slowdown his car...so i ran and covered him around to save him, there was no time to pull him beside so i dared to save him and closed my eyes...

I heard a "screeching" sound as the driver applying the brake so hard. yet the car was coming so close to me..

"oh!! God I'm dead!!" thinking in my mind i closed my eyes tightly..

suddenly!! i fell to ground i thought that the car hit me, but i feel no pain in my body. I was surprised..

"Are you okay?" i heard a gentle male voice, I was shocked and i suddenly opened my eyes to see.. When i opened my eyes to saw his face he was wearing a mask but i can only see his eyes..Those "EYES" are magical...They are deep brown in colour they were "charming" if he is handsome, majority of the credit goes to his eyes...

I don't know why my heart starts to beat faster "May be this is the first time I'm encountering such situation that's y its beating like that" or "This is the love at first sight" i thougt and laughed in my mind...

I was lost in his eyes looking in to them and they were also looking at mine...And suddenly i heard "Hey!! Are u okay??"and after hearing that I came to my conciousness and said "Ahh...hhh ya I'm okay" then he got up from me and lend me a hand to help me then i also got up...

He was cleaning his clothes and for my surprise those clothes he was wearing are my school uniform.. So one thing is confirmed that he is in our school!!! That time i felt so happy that i wanna dance and scream so loudly..

Again i looked in to those magical eyes and suddenly they turned towards me i got startled and it was such an embarrassing moment..I suddenly bent my head down and said "Thank You" and he said "Its Okay, don't do such things again"and he turned and start walking away from me that time my heart was very heavy that i felt that he is leaving me...

And I'm keep looking at him walking until he disappears from my eye sight...

And suddenly I heard someone coughing behind me and i came back to my senses and i turned around with a innocent face..

In between all these i forgot about the boy who is reason for all these. As i turned around he was looking at me with a cunning look and said "Sis do u remember me??" in a sarcastic tone and I replied him as someone caught me doing something wrong by saying "yes of course I remembered u..how could I even forget u" and before he ask me anything I ran away from him ..

At home when i was in my room my mother came I didn't even notice her. I was lost in those eyes. Even when thousands of boys are there in front of me,I can easily recognize them...

My mother came and sat beside me then also i was lost in my own thoughts..

she called me "crystal.....crystal are u here??" then also i didn't replied her...Then she screamed near my ear "cryssstaalllll......" then i came to my sense..she asked "what happened? where are u lost?? tell me"...

"Ok Wait I'll tell you" I said and narrated her everything..When i was telling her i was blushing..she noticed it and began to tease me "ohhh... my daughter is blushing.. look!! how beautiful you look with those blushed chubby cheeks..Thanks to that guy who made my chubby girl happy...crystal plzz always be like this...No matter who teases u or how many teases u there will be one who loves u with his whole heart... And u will find him soon.." after saying that she went saying goodnight and I slept on my bed thinking about what she has said that " That one guy could be him.." i began to laugh and suddenly thought if some one hears me they will think I'm abnormal..and i became quiet but deep inside i was worrying "If i saw him also..he may be handsome and I'm like this,fat and ugly will he loves me back?? forget about love atleast will he turn and look??" All these thoughts came up to my mind..

I was happy few minutes before and now I'm sad.."What will happen in future let it be..Let's me enjoy the present moment" by saying these things to myself I went to sleep....

To be continued ~~

Next day I woke up early as I have to get ready for school and I've to go school through bus. So I get dressed and came down to eat breakfast prepared by mom, they were all arranged on the table after seeing those delicious dishes water filled in my mouth..

I looked at my watch there's only 15 minutes left before my father comes here..yeah!! I've to eat them before he comes, I was not even allowed to eat wid them..

So I decided to eat those tasty dishes as much as possible before he comes. I think that's why I became likes this, As for my saying I think my mom was the main reason for me being like this, hahaha is that funny!! Now I'm blaming her for making me like this "fat" ...

"It's ok, who told you to eat like a pig and become fat and now you're blaming her?" I thought and I scolded myself in my mind..

When I was thinking, I suddenly looked at my watch its already time for my father's breakfast so he will be here soon!! So I stuffed the food in my mouth as much as I can and I left from there...

And I stood behind a wall to see my father and my sister.."Good Morning dad" she greeted him with a smile ,"Good Morning Beautiful, You're looking so awesome today,,my baby girl is always the best" he said happily looking at her. Then he suddenly saw me hiding behind the wall, since the wall width is less he caught me and said to stella that "You are my only love, You are the one who will make me proud, Unlike others they are just born to be an extra luggage for the family,,no use from them just a burden!!" in a sarcastic tone . After listening to those harsh words my eyes filled with tears and I ran away from there..My mom saw me crying before she could speak anything I ran away....This kind of things happens twice or thrice in a week, I'm used to those scolding and harsh words....

While going to school through bus I was thinking about what happened in home a while ago.. Suddenly I saw a boy wearing owr school uniform,, Suddenly It remembered me of the boy from the yesterday's incident and those " MAGICAL EYES" I was lost in my own thoughts about him like how he will look??, Will I find him in school today?? all those questions came in my mind..

While I was thinking bus stopped suddenly and I came back to my senses and I looked around, It was my stop!! So I got off from the bus and started to walk towards my school...

When I entered the school, Few girls were talking in a group in front of the building enterence "Did u guys heard?? that the new transferred students are gonna attend their classes from today" said one girl "yeah I'm so excited to see them" said another one "I heard that two boys have been transferred to our school this year I think they are in grade II of senior high!! and they're very talented in everything including academics and sports" said another and last but not least "And they are very handsome too!!" said another one...

I entered the building by listening to those girls.."Yes!! by the way The transferred students registered in to our school a week ago right?? Then y didn't they attend the calsses till now ??Ya I remember they have to do some activity before attending classes..I think from today onwards they will attend." thinking that in my mind I was going to my classroom, Suddenly I heard someone calling me "Stop you pig!!" I heard and I turned to see who it was..

It was stella along with her friends waiting for me to tease me "Hey you fat pig you are not allowed to go in my way!!" she said yelling at me and I said calmly "I was just going to my classroom" "You...are you dominating me??" she said in a bossy voice " No... it's not like...." before i completing my sentence she slapped me and said "You fat and ugly bitch...you are not allowed to speak in front me..just get lost from here.." as she said I left from that place without saying a word because If I have said something also.... she will directly tell this to my father by adding some extra spices...Then I have to face the consequences of that...That's y I left that place without uttering a word...

After I left her friend asked her "Why you always bully her like that??" and she said "I always like to do that to that pig" with a scary voice....

I went to my classroom with that swollen face of mine.. everyone saw me but none of them didn't show mercy on me...So I cursed myself for expecting mercy from them...

I went and sat on my chair with head bent on the desk...I heard two voices at a time "Are you okay??" I was surprised and I suddenly got my head up to see who was that?? "Are u okay??" they again asked me... I have never seen them in school or in my class I was seeing them for the first time....

They understood my shocking expression and before I ask them anything they only introduced about themselves "Hii...I'm 'cassiee' and this is 'Emma' we are the newly transferred students here and we are in this class now" said cassiee...I was looking at them without changing my shocking expression then again " While entering class we saw ur swollen face but none of them didn't came to ask you so we came to ask about it..." said emma...

Then I began to cry loudly they were confused "why are you crying??" cassiee asked... While crying only I answered them "No it is the first time that someone asking me about.. how I have been.. All my classmates... they didn't even tried to spoke to me once because that I'm fat and ugly...I was so alone all these time..you people are the first one who are worried about me so... I was touched that's y" I said, They began to laugh "You dumboo we are in same class, we are calssmates it is our duty to ask problems of them ...who said that u are fat and ugly look at those cheeks and nose while crying they have become so red that it reminds me of rose... U look cute wid those rosy cheeks....but seeing u I can feel that how lonely you are... Don't worry from now on u have us.. You are not alone" said emma...

I was crying a while ago but now my eyes are filled with happy and excitement and asked them "Really?? you guys are becoming friends with me!!" I was so surprised that I thought I was dreaming for a second...Then they both said in a single tune "yess!! dumboo yessss!!"

Now I understood the feeling of having a friends in life I was happy and suddenly cassiee asked "By the way y is your face swollen??" I thought for a second ,"why to ruin my happy moment by remembering that incident" so I said "ohhh that... I just slipped and hit the wall very hard that's y" They are not ready to believe but finally they were convinced....

"Watch out your step next time don't hurt yourself too much" said cassiee

As we were talking and laughing the teacher came in to the class "Ok the class will begin now go to your places" he said...They went back to their seats they two were just beside me, we three were in the last row of our classroom..best place to eat ,talk ,laugh etc....

I was so happy today while the teaching was still going on I looked upwards to thank god "Thanks god for sending these two in my life like a sudden shine when there is darkness covered everywhere in my life" I thanked him in my mind and I looked at them...Like coincidence They were also looking at me and suddenly we three began to laugh..."who was that??" The teacher asked angrily and we suddenly bent our heads and kept quiet .....

To be continued ~~

God has done a right thing by sending those girls in her life... only she knows how it feels to be lonely all these time .... and now she also knows how happy she was by meeting such a good friends who cares about her...

So By making new friends she have a new "HOPE" in her life....I wish everything between them go well always without any fights and misunderstandings.....