Spring With Winter
my first love
* * action or thought
- - future aysa pov
Aysa
Hello everyone, I am Aysa . Although right now I am an adult with a job back then I was a little child with my first loveo(*⌒―⌒*)o in my heart too.
Aysa
I was in school maybe in 7th, I think it was 8th standard when my bff Lila introduced me to her friend from music club Tige. He was tall like really tall he was around 6ft, I was 5ft. I used to look like child in front of him.
Lila
sa sa come, he is tige
Lila
tige she is aysa my BFF *said while hugging her*
Aysa
since when did you know each other
Tige
*look at her* hahaha. *🥰*
Aysa
- at that time I didn't know what that look is -
Aysa
- and I started to fall in love with him -
Aysa
-I was in art club and our clubroom was next to each other, so it was easy to visit, sometimes both club's members were in same room. As we met continuously we became good friends, or I should say best friends.-
Aysa
-As the time went by I started looking for excuses to be near him. He used place his hands on my head or shoulder as I was perfect size small and sturdy but didn't dislike. I liked it o(^o^)o. We used to talk daily-
Aysa
-He began to be comfortable around me that's when I got to know that he is-
Tige
hey I wanted tell something
Aysa
one sec how did this happen and from WHENNN
Aysa
what love at 1st sight
Tige
something like that I mean she live just opposite side of the street
Aysa
- he has loved Lila from 5th standard even before I was transferred here. I was transferred in 6th grade and got to know Lila in 7th grade. I was sad but also happy for him-
yours truly
that's all for today
yours truly
thanku for reading (*^^*)
my first love
Aysa
-We used to talk daily, that's when he said that he can sense the same feelings from Lila that he have for her. I said I will talk to Lila and tell him back. Lila also liked him but was confused, so he took this chance and confessed, and then what she said yes. I was happy, Lila was and is very innocent and sweet girl that why I and everyone else liked her. That's why I was not jealous. Because even if there was some other girl I Don't think I had the confidence to confess. As time went by they started Dating-
Aysa
-They were happy but in last year I got to know they broke up because Lila wanted focus on her studies and that her mom would not be happy with there relationship. I was angry with Lila, but I was also with her because she was going in depression because of studies. -
Lila
tige I Don't think I can continue to date you
Lila
I want to focus it's a high time
Tige
But why break up I Will not come in front of you, and you can focus all you want I will not disturb you please Lila
Lila
sorry* left from there *
Aysa
where is Lila you both no together
Tige
she wants to focus on studies
Tige
I don't know what should I do
Aysa
don't worry I will talk to Lila
Aysa
-Time went by we completed our school and went our ways-
Aysa
.-after few months I got news that Tige's family members were in an accident and after that incident he moved to different state. We used to talk online but not much he became busy and me too -
yours truly
have a nice night
my first love
Aysa
-He messaged me that he is coming back I was happy, I also got to know that he has a GF with whom he is in relationship for almost 2 years. He was only coming or visiting for 10-12 days. So we planned to gather and to have a tour.-
Aysa
oh my god tige how have been
Aysa
-Lila and Tige were comfortable with each other but at same time awkward too.-
Aysa
-we went to a Korean fair -
Aysa
-we were all BTS fan -
Aysa
-we tried new things , clicked many photos and went to karaoke...it was a super great outing-
Aysa
- after that he went meet his other friends and I got a message from Lila-
Aysa
-She consulted to me if she should talk to him about past I said yes so that everything is clear between them no guilty or awkward feeling between them. His departure day has come. He has to went early so that he can pick his GF from airport.-
Aysa
I was not brave enough to confess but after one week I called him and asked if he is okay and if he had talked to Lila. But I still couldn't confess my feelings to him.
Aysa
After that I stopped being in love with him
Aysa
Time went by I was doing an office job 9 to 5. I met someone named somewhat similar to mine. He was younger than me but my senior at work. Coincidentally we were regular costumer of the same bar or you can say I was working as a bartender on weekends. And he got to know my little secret.
yours truly
have a nice day
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