Destined To Feel You
The Spiritual Realm
Strella
You deserve better than him , you know that right?
Asuka 🦋
I know I do...I just loved him a lot and I know he did too. Our entire story is just so messed up..
Strella
Please Asu..you yourself told me to that you keep yourself in the first priority now..then what happened?
Strella
Yes I know that your relationship was online, but it was intense. I have seen you guy's relationship from start to end. You gave him a second chance, but he lost this again. You know that you shouldn't be with someone who doesn't know how to pick up their own sh*ts.
Asuka 🦋
I know..I still remember how psychotic I was for him...but this time it hurts less. and..I AM GONNA BECOME A VERY BIG SPIRITUAL PERSON AND ACHIEVE ALL MY DREAMS U KNOW!!!
This is Asuka . She is quite an exceptional kid..I mean u know she always got picked on when she was young because of her crybaby nature. She was a normal kid then. After that in her new school at her small country..she tried to express herself as much as possible. Things were uncomfortable for her but she still did. Well....because of this now the people at her school thinks she is overconfident or thinks that she creates dramas. She is an introvert..but wanna be an extrovert so yes readers..u know her pain in this.
She has quite a big IQ but she doesn't study now. For this reason people think she is lying. Ughh!
Strella
Author introduce me too!!
So this is Strella. In this new school, she is the first one to be friends with Asuka here. They bonded on being kpop fans.
Asuka 🦋
Well..I was never a kpop fan..u know. I just listened to their songs and that's it.
Asuka 🦋
But I kinda pretended to be a big a*s fan.
HEY U ARE NOT ALLOWED TO ENTER THE STORY YET TF.
Strella is quite that crackhead in the class who can make friends with everyone.
"Oh she's sweet but a psycho~"
Uhh let's go to the main story now.
Rusty
Asuka..will you be my girlfriend?
Asuka 🦋
Oh yes!! Yes I will. I.d.i.o.t.
They were happy until a month later..they broke up.
Why they did isn'r important anymore to Asuka.
But this breakup was important to her.
Her world went upside down.
They just dated for a month.
On top of that it was online.
But she still was deeply into him.
But what hurts the most always...helps the most too.
This was the reason she got introduced to something called.."The spiritual realm"
Preview of the next episode:-
"Future ONE"
Asuka became quite obsessed with all the magical and spiritual things. So she started creating fantasies in her head.
After her breakup with Rusty, The tarot readers on youtube were the only ones who gave her hope.
For some reasons those fortune readings perfectly resonated with her current circumstances.
Most of the readings said "You deserve better"
"Someone new is coming into your life"
Slowly Asuka started to forget Rusty.
She got more interested in the question "Who is my future spouse?"
Then one day a youtube video came to her. It was something like..
"Meet your future spouse hypnosis"
Asuka 🦋
Uhh..this is interesting.
Asuka 🦋
It's been a while of my breakup with Rusty..
Asuka 🦋
This breakup has shaken me so much that after this it made me realize many things..including my self worth..
Asuka 🦋
I love myself more than ever now..and I got interested in some big dreams.
Asuka 🦋
Anyways..let me just..see this video.
So in a dark room she started hearing whatever the guy was saying.
She closed her eyes and..
??
I am your future person..and..
The hyponotizer told her to imagine whatever came to her mind..
Asuka 🦋
So..your name is..?
Asuka 🦋
Candy..? (in mind)
Asuka 🦋
Ughh 😑😑 how can this be someone's name. I think I am imagining stuffs. 😑(in mind)
Asuka 🦋
You look like the idol everyone is crazy for..(in mind)ughhh I am imagining wrong again 😑😑
She couldn't see his face clearly but it looked like someone that is very famous.
Asuka 🦋
Randy..if you are really my future..I hope I will meet you one day. Though I haven't met you yet..I can say that I love you..
Asuka 🦋
Can we hug each other even in imagination?..
Asuka 🦋
I wonder if his real name is Randy.
Asuka 🦋
I know I haven't met him yet..but, it felt so..
Asuka 🦋
I hope you really exist.
Asuka 🦋
For now..I have to focus on my dreams.
Asuka 🦋
Breakup with Rusty made me realize many things!!
Asuka 🦋
For now..I am working on my dreams..and I will keep doing this.
Asuka 🦋
Hmm!!! I will get a million subscribers on youtube!
Asuka 🦋
I am not getting much now though..
She shares all her cover songs to everyone hoping they are gonna like it.
and yes they do...but it always felt like she is forcing this..
She wonders why can't people appreciate her for real..
Why does she need to ask people to leave a like..
But..she never gives up..
Until she realizes somethings that are very important..
Long story short..she realizes that..everything should flow well..
She doesn't need to try so hard to gain a subscriber..she doesn't.
and her spirit guides ...are always guiding her.
Iri
You haven't even introduced me author -__&
This is Iriel. This is Asuka's spirit guide.
Viewers if you don't understand what a spirit guide is let me explain . Spirit guides are kinda like your invisible angelic guides who always there to guide you. You might think they don't exist but Asuka believes them.
Her life was always full of mysteries..
Asuka 🦋
Readers..you can't explain many things by seeing it through eyes now can you??
Asuka 🦋
There are many things that are true but can't be explained through logic.
Asuka 🦋
Yes it all started from a breakup and now I am grateful that the breakup happened as it inclined me towards spirituality u know..
Asuka 🦋
I hope one day..I can talk about this with people after I become a very famous singer of the world!
Asuka 🦋
I hope I can make them believe in miracles.
Asuka 🦋
and I hope one day people realize that my talks with Iri is not imaginary.
Iri
You are different then the rest Asu..
Iri
You gotta believe that this is not only in your head.
Iri
We can't prove our existence to you now..but yeah..you are the chosen one who is first to see many unexplainable things..
[Preview of the next episode]
Asuka 🦋
Ughh..I don't wanna depend on my parents anymore..I wanna earn money.
Asuka 🦋
Ughh I hope a miracle just happens one day and I fly to another world 😑
Lily- the lonely girl
Asuka thought..being a youtube singer with a million followers would be her dream fulfilled...
Little did this girl knew..she would have gone much bigger than that.
Bigger at a point that none of you can even imagine.
Asuka 🦋
Ughh let me eat some ramen. 😑😑 I don't get why I only have 254 subscribers.
Asuka 🦋
My only true fan might be my new bestie Jojo. 😭 But at least I have a fan.
Ok so let me introduce Jojo to you guys first. He is one of those who found her from the youtube channel but soon became her best friend.
He is quite bubbly. He is 22 .
He is that one supporting bestie that everyone needs.
Jojo
HAHAHA I AM THAT PROUD BESTIE EVERYONE 😤🤧
So this is JoJo. Asuka has always been the motivational one after getting introduced to spirituality but even though if she ever feels down jOjO is the one to get her back up.
Asuka 🦋
Ughhh dude...I feel like living in a cage always you know.
Asuka 🦋
This online life bores me at a super extreme level...and my parents..don't even understand this.
Asuka 🦋
I don't have the money to go out.
Jojo
Never give up on your youtube career though.
Asuka 🦋
Honestly...I don't know. Thoughts of giving up youtube scares me.
The time Asuka is speaking about is the time she had lots of friends but most of them were "fake"
Jojo
You will be the best singer of the world. You are my bestieee 🤧🤧
After that each and every day..she looked for how to "live alone". She felt like her life at home was hell and her parents just don't understand her..she might have big dreams..
She termed herself as "spiritual"
But..at the end of the day...she was that one little "Lily" girl from Alan Walker's famous song 'Lily'
She tried to look strong infront of people cuz from somewhere she heard faking till you make it is spirituality.
Forcing yourself to think u have something even if you don't is spirituality.
Little did she know...that this was the selfish version of spirituality and real sprituality isn't like this...
Slowly you readers will understand what I am talking about.
This is not just a love story...it is also...a story of a girl...who went from nothing to achieve all her dreams too..
By the way let's talk about her moments now.
Well about the money thing, she kept procrastinating and still didn't know how to earn money in her circumstances...
I mean she could have used her talents to do so...but..she wasn't 18. Didn't have a bank account and the whole concept was just so....complicated.
Asuka 🦋
-___- let me just scroll instagram as usual.
Asuka 🦋
Wait..I wanna do something different today.
Asuka 🦋
I wanna go to a past life hypnosis but this one related to my life.
Asuka 🦋
Oh..woah..it's working I do see a different mountain type thing..
Asuka 🦋
I wonder where am I..
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