My Life Changes Because Of Him
The day I met him
My hands were trembling as I tried to feel the tightness of the rope that I hung on the branches of tree
Fiona
I'm sorry, Mom. I can't take this anymore. I've had enough
I whispered as tears roll down my face
I've been living a miserable life. My irresponsible father had left us to be with his new wife and kids. From then on, I was left under my mother's care, I always said to myself that everything will going to be okay but life is so cruel. Half year ago my mother died because of a serious illness. I was left with no choice but to face life's battleground alone.
Nobody cares about me, so why bother waking up each day?
I feel a powerful urge to end my life...
I closed my eyes, hoping that after this I may find my peace. The cold wind blew on my face, and before I took my last breath someone held me by my waist. I let go a very loud cry in frustration and turned around to see the jerk who intervened with my plan
Vince
what do you think you're doing?
He ask as he lifted me away from the rope
Fiona
Let go of me! you jerk!
I shouted, struggling to free from his strong arms
When my feet touched the ground. Our eyes meet and all I could see in him was profound compassion.
God's love
Vince
You are breaking God's heart because of what you are doing. Don't you know that there are millions of people around the world fighting back just to live one more day.
Vince
Think of those who have incurable disease but still hope to be given chance to live.
Vince
And here you are taking it away so soon.
he added while gentle patting my head
I said in disapproval although deep in me, I'm slightly moved by his words. He didn't argue with me after that I lean to the nearby tree and cried my heart out
I look at my side and saw that handsome guy offering his handkerchief. I didn't accept instead I wipe my tears with my barehands
I look up at him and even my eyes were swollen, I can see that he is a tall guy He's wearing longsleeve and a brown pants
Fiona
God? I don't believe in God if he really exists then why would he let me suffer like this
I bitterly said, he just smiled and gently patted my head again and then he gave me a book, I read the title ---BIBLE
Vince
You should start believing in him now, It's not yet too late to experience God's overflowing love and mercy
It's been a long time since I read this book. I grew up with my mother teaching me to read it every day.
Every night before I sleep she would read some Bible stories, and then we pray
I always Believe in God but when all my loved ones left me especially my mother, I doubted his love.
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