...Hi,I'm itsuki I live in Tokyo Japan and I'm the most caring and loyal friend you'll ever have people think, I'm shy because of how I look and how my voice is so soft and quiet and for the most part. that's true. when it comes to me. I don't like making a lot of trouble or a lot of noise. I just hanging out with my friend and eating good sushi and being totally peaceful. but if you mess with someone I love. all the peace is gone and my heart burned like a thousand flaming sun and I'll become monster and that's where my story begins you wanna hear it lets go... before that fateful day when everything change I was just a normal. peaceful. girl who lives with their parents and did my best in school. though that wasn't a.ways very good. the kids all knew not to mess with my friend because I would lose my mind and yell and scream and make their life horrible until they apologized. but when they did I would just say thank you and go back to normal I had no idea this little aquir of mine would change my life forever. I was on my way to meet my friends. at the public garden on the bridge when I saw four guys surrounding them. but the guys all had their backs to me so all I could see were my friend's faces and they looked so distressed I swear my friend miyumi was about to cry. My head boils and my cheeks turned red I ran up to them already yelling...

itsuki- what are you doing to my friends. you jerks?! get away from us!

...I panted like a dog totally out of breath. the guys were all stunned. their eyes wide and mouths dropped open then miyumi tapped me on the shoulder and said......

Miyumi - itsuki. they weren't packing on us.

itsuki - then why were you about to cry? and you acari. I saw your face too. don't defend these jerks! I know what I saw!

Aoki - um. excuse me. I'm so sorry. we weren't harassing your friends. we were just talking to them.

itsuki - oh. yeah? then why...

...suddenly couldn't breathe I saw his face and all the air went out of my lungs. The rage in my heart became other humiliation and I wanted to crawl into a hole and never come out it was......

Aoki - I'm Aoki and they were just trying to get an autograph. these are my band mates behind me. I swear we weren't doing anything bad.

I couldn't barely hear a word he said because all I could think about were the millions of times I danced with my friends in my living room to their videos it was Aoki from the band take back time. the biggest most popular band in all of Japan and almost the whole world. when he saw me freeze up. he smiled

Aoki - haha. don't worry. it was really brave of you to stand up for your friends like that. we have to go to prepare for our show tonight. but why don't you guys come? look. I always carry extra tickets just in case I meet cool people like you guys before a show. and if you wanna come backstage after. just say this to the security guard and they'll let you in.

he gave me a paper with the words. "Abracadabra Aoki sent me."

itsuki - I'm sorry

Aoki - it's okay. I like your courage. maybe we'll write a song about it one day.

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They left and my friend screamed with joy. but I couldn't even think about going. I was so embarrassed. how could I do that yelling at someone just for being nice? and to the pop group? I love the most. while we went to eat and my friend couldn't stop talking about going to the concert. I just kept replaying the moment over and over in my head. except every time I pictured it. it got worse and worse in my imagination. I even started to believe I pushed him off the bridge and into the water

acari- itsuki. relax. that never happened. plus. it was your crazy defensiveness that got him to give us the tickets in the first place!

itsuki - I'm not going.

acari- what? are you crazy? this is the chance of a lifetime! we get to go backstage!

Itsuki- yeah and I get to face Aoki again. my hero who I've idolized since I was in middle school. except now. instead of meeting him like I always imagined. he'll always think of me as the crazy girl. who punched him and made him cry.

acari- that didn't even happen!

itsuki- well that's what I remember. and you can't change my mind. so no. I won't go. I'll stay home and eat ice cream and cry.

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That night. I was home. eating ice cream and crying. when my phone dinged with a text message from a number I didn't recognize. all the message said was. "Outside." I looked out my window and there he was. the black SUV parked behind him. I assumed in case anyone saw him and he had to run away. I thought maybe i was dreaming. but nope. it was real! even in my house. I couldn't hide from my embarrassment. I opened the window.

itsuki- I don't have makeup on. I can't come out. how did you find me?

Aoki - I asked your friends when they came backstage. I just wanna talk. I wanted to talk to you

itsuki- talk to me about what?

Aoki - come down and I'll tell you.

(itsuki exhales)

I took a deep breath. got my self as ready as I could with such a short amount of time and went out to meet him. even now. after doing a whole show for hours and dancing and sweating he looked perfect.

itsuki- I can't believe you came here. don't you hate me after I yelled at you for no reason?

Aoki - hate you? I think you're the coolest person I've ever met.

itsuki- I think your idea of cool and my idea of cool are two went different ideas of cool.

he laughed. I wasn't even sure I'd made a joke.

itsuki - what did you wanna talk about?

Aoki - before we get to that. do you wanna go to the beach?

itsuki- now? it's the middle of the night.

Aoki - I know. but when I'm on tour. I almost never have time to go. today was my only chance. but I wanted to see you. and I figured this way. we could do both.

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