It was all like a beautiful dream . Finally my life was complete with Zhen Zhi on my side , always protecting me but that day ruined everything in my life .

I Shi Chen an orphan who always wanted to get someone to care for me , love me , protect me . But it is said that if you gain something , you will also lost something . I grew up in an orphanage and afterwards got adopted at the age of 6 . My parents took care of me , educated me , gave me all the facilities. I was happy enough at the age of 8 , I had a younger sister Jing Chen . I used to call her Jing . As she was my parents own kid , she got all the love and care whereas I was almost disappeared from their life . I somehow comforted myself saying that this love was never belonged th me .

We grew up together , I always doubt that my Jing had some grudges towards me which was proved to be true on the day of my 19th birthday .

My parents held a party to introduce me to my new independent life . They introduced me to several people . It was all going well but Jing announced that she was going to be the the new head of our family with her new boyfriend Zhen Zhi who was my boyfriend! . I didn't wanted to ruin the families name so I called Jing in a room instead of making a scene in the party . "Jing ! , what the hell was going on just now ! " I asked her she gave me a vicious look and smiled , " How naive you are my dear sis , you still didn't get it " said Jing . "Why have you said that Zhen Zhi was your boyfriend why , you know that I and him are in a relationship then " I shouted , " you are not were , now he is mine . Do you think he will love you ? look at yourself just a poor adopted daughter, you are only capable of being pitiful nothing else " she said and left . I was full of confusion , anger and worried that how can this be true . It was the worst day of my life . I went home without saying a word and cried all day thinking that why am I the one who always suffers whether it is someone else deeds . After this I stopped contacting anyone and left my home and parents to start my own life . As I was always good at studies so I got the post of sales manager in the Quin Shing company. It was the country's most famous company with best products . I rented a room and lived with my roomate Li Ming , a cute and charming girl , always having a smile on her face she was younger than me so I used to call he Ming or sometimes Ming everything went normal , life was back to path . My parents invited me in Jing and Zhen Zhi 's wedding even though they knew everything but still I can't refuse as they took care of me for all those years so I agreed but I was very sad ,guilt ,angry ,just I can't define that feeling . Like thousands of needles pinching in my heart .