I still remember the first time I met you, how could I not? You looked so beautiful, love at first sight you could say. I felt such a strong urge to get to know you. Know who this person who stirred such a feeling in my soul was. Who were you?

I still remember the look on your face, your subtle, gentle smile. That smile, that beautiful smile, it made my heart race. And that look in your eyes, those beautiful blue eyes. And your blond hair, that enticing blond hair. You looked so beautiful, the aura that surrounded you was so bright, yet gentle, and cordial.

I still remember when I asked you to be my friend, I remember your smile, and how your eyes crinkled. Your faint and euphonious giggle and how it made my chest throb in a cheery manner. You were unreal, dreamlike, and I was your friend. You were my friend.

I still remember our first hug, I don't think I'll ever be able to forget how it made me feel. It felt like a ray of sunlight in winter. It felt like a warm bath in cold weather. It made all my worries dissolve. I felt like I could do what seemed impossible. It made me forget everything. It made me happy. It made me feel like I was home. You were my home.

I still remember when you said I love you. And how fast my heart was beating, and how the heat rose to my cheeks. How you smiled at me so brightly. And I felt like I could die peacefully. You made my world a better place. You aspired me to become and be a better person. A person deserving of your smile, your love.

I still remember our promises. Our promise to always be there for each other. Our promise to never leave each other's side. Our promise to always trust each other. Our promise to always be with each other.

I still remember how you laughed while watching funny cat videos. I loved it when you laughed while I told awful jokes. I loved it when you laughed at the silly pictures I drew.

I loved it when you laughed at the memes I sent you. I loved it when you laughed. I loved it when your face reddened while laughing. How your cute dimples showed, how you threw your head back and pressed your hand to your stomach trying to suppress the pain from laughing. How you could barely breathe, and as soon as you began to catch your breath another dreadful joke escaped your lips. I loved it when we laughed together. I loved it when we were together.

I loved the manner in which you laughed, it was entrancing, It makes my chest feel full. I could hear your laugh for the rest of my life. I wish I could have. My love, your sole existence had given meaning to my life. I would do anything and everything to make you smile, to see you smile, again.

" you're my world, and I'm the moon that solely revolves around you"

I can still hear the sound of your laughter, the sound of your voice. You're euphoric voice. I wish I could hear it one more time. I would do anything to hear you again. See you again.

To feel the warmth of your company once again. I miss you my love, my little dove.

My love

My little dove

Where did you go?

Je ne sais pas