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My Boyfriend Is A Gay

MISSING EACH OTHER

Life is not easy and it becomes difficult as we grow up but it becomes more difficult for those who easily get fool by by their near ones . The only way to reduce my hard time is by becoming strong both mentally and physically to protect myself from hard times ...

[ AT "FAMILY CAFE"]

" Name Stacy Keibler, age 29, live alone, location of her place unknown, job help  her father in his company work very busy schedule, status still single never had a boyfriend , that's totally not possible well whatever, hobbies not know very well but often found in public garden , family status - ".

" Stop it June, stop stacking on her if she will find out that their is someone from Family Cafe who is looking deeply in her life she will make you arrest by police and than you will not be able to come out of jail easily".

" Oh my elder sister, you know you and our famous brother can do anything in this world if you both work together than what is this arrest by police." June said.

"Okay, now every one on work and June stop reading that magazine ..." said Hyu.

" Hyu, you came at  a very right time, she is your childhood friend why don't you invite her here to our cafe, June will also meet her ..."  said Julie.

" that's a good idea ! So when are you calling her ?! "June asked with excitement " .

" what you both are dreaming about, it's been a long time when we were friends we haven't seen each other since middle school and she might not remember me after this long..." Hyu said .

" You are so boring brother ..." June said .

After this small argument Hyu took a glance toward the page of the magazine having Stacy's photo after looking around and realising that no one is around he took the magazine in his hand and by looking at the sky through the  window from the cafe he mummered a wish to see her and live the life with her again like old times and said " I hope you remember me too like I do ...".

[ AT STACY'S FLAT ] - conversation between Stacy and her father

" Yes I remember ... hello dad can you hear me ? "

" I can hear you very clearly but what's the problem with you by their is always signal problem when we are in the middle of a very important conversation ?"

" Dad I think you're over reacting, if we are over with this stupid conversation than can I hang up I'm getting late"

" So now you're getting late I thought you want to talk with me but it was just my imagination, I got it ..."

"Dad you know I want to talk to you and I should be the one saying what you are saying right now, I can't call you and when you call me I'm busy and when we get the time to talk you come up with the conversation about some stupid blind dates. You know I'm not interested in it. "

" So when are you going to get interested to it and I'm not asking you to get marry as soon as you meet him I'm just asking you to get a boyfriend and when you find him right match for you then just tell me I'll get everything ready"

" dad! Can you stop with this already "

"Okay okay, I'm hanging up I have to attend a meeting now, let's talk later , bye my princess"

"bye dad, please call as soon as possible and please be sure not to bring any stupid topic again"

" okay , but do go to family cafe at 5.30 on Sunday and please this time do not try to make any excuse."

" Okay papa, now I have to go uncle Weng is here so bye"

"bye daughter".

While helping Stacy to get in the car uncle Weng asked "did your father again arranged a blind date for you ?" " Yes" answered Stacy in low tone. While driving the car uncle Weng said " he asked me to take good care of you for these three days so that you don't make any excuse again" after a a few seconds of silence Stacy asked " so what exactly you will do ?" " You know I'm always on your side but this time I'm on your father's side, I think that now you should start finding a partner for you, it's a right age now for you too I saw you that how you face many difficulties and solve it by yourself by taking all burden on yourself and that stupid friend of mine is also not with you always and sometimes you need more than friends and family in life " said uncle Weng. With unhappy face and strange smile she said " yeah now you're also becoming like your stupid friend" by stopping the car infront of Stacy's office and helping her with her things he said " you thing I'm not understanding you but you will soon realise but I don't want you to realise it at a time when it's too late, think about how lonely you feel in a crowd and than think about what I said now you will get a clue of what I mean. I'll pick you up at 8 if you will be late than inform me , have a good day " in a deep thought she replied " yes, you too have a good day".

After coming to her cabine she started feeling down after a deep thought she realised that uncle Weng was right and this made her to accept her father's request and she texted her father that she will go to family cafe on this Sunday.

[ In Stacy's mind while looking at the sky from her cabine ]

Uncle Weng and papa think that I'm not interested in love but it's not true it's just that I'm not able to fall in love again with someone else .

It's really been very long do you still remember someone like me who use to be in your life  ...

MEMORIES OF CHILDHOOD

Back story . . . (Part - 1)

My father got divorced with my mother when I was of age four he didn't faced any problem with me, my mother clearly not want to keep me she just requested for money but my father refused to give .

When my parents got married we were not rich but we just had enough money for a small family to live peacefully but soon after giving birth to me my father's parents had given us all the property saved my them and it was totally alot more than expected by both my parents, but this made my mother selfish and it become a reason for their divorce. For the property she build up false stories and this made my father to sacrifice his parents savings and not only this property but his few savings too after complete process of divorce my father was left with only 5000 in his account. After divorce we went to my grandparents, I saw how my father apologize to them, they were very angry with what happened and told us to go away from here my father was not having any choice at that time but to leave, he asked his few friends for shelter but none were ready to take them in but one was ready in only one condition that he will give him a good house and also give money to the landlord for them till we are not able to pay the landlord and soon return the money in double amount to him we didn't have enough money for both food and shelter at that moment so after two days of thinking about the proposal by his friend and living in streets he accepted it and we moved to a new house.

I was very small when we were facing these problems but the only thing which I understood was my father's words, we faced many problems and I cried many times but he never showed me his bad side he always encouraged me and told me to be strong and smart to protect myself.

When we moved in to our new house he made me to sit on the bench in the park near our new house and told me to wait for him to return and I did the same but after few minutes I started panicking and this made me to cry, I was afraid that he left me like my mother but I still decided to wait but I was still not able to hold my tears then a boy passing by with his mother saw me crying I noticed that they saw me crying but instead of holding my tears I started crying more loudly. The boy came to me and asked that by I'm crying his mother was trying to comfort me by patting my head. She asked " what happened? Is their any problem? feel free to say to me , I'll help you. " I didn't speak any word then the boy offered me a chocolate and asked me to stop crying . I refused to take his chocolate and said in a cracked voice " my father said to not take anything from strangers and also to not talk to strangers" with a pleasant smile lady said " you're such a good child and your father is also raising you very well . Did you lost your father ?" I didn't speak a word but noded my head to answer her no , then she asked me more questions which made me scar but soon my father came and I ran to him as fast as possible, by looking at my swollen face he asked me " what happened ? Why are you crying so badly ?" Due to crying so much I was not able to reply him then the lady said " are you her father ?" my father replied " yes , is anything wrong ? "  the lady replied " no , it just we saw her crying and thought that she is lost so we came to check if she is alright or not ", by holding me in his arms and patting my head lightly he said " oh dear ! She might be missing me . I asked her to stay here and wait for me " the lady asked " are you new here ? I have never seen you around in this place " father replied " yes, we have recently shifted here " . Then the lady gave us company to our house and soon we realised that the lady lives to our next house . During departure time the boy looked excited and asked me " hello , since we are neighbours we should know eachother. My name is Hyu , nice to meet you ". I was shy but he was totally opposite of me his words made both my father and the lady smile , at that time I wished to be like him but I was not able to say any word to him in reply but my father encouraged me to say something and with so much effort I said " I'm Stacy, nice to meet you too " . Because of my bad habit which is still present in me from childhood that I speak extra which is going in my mind when I'm forced to speak at a situation when their is emotional chaos going on inside me , and this habit made me to say -" and please do make me cool like you " . This was very embarrassing but this made both his and mine parent to laugh and he replied me with yes , and that's how I met him .

More strangely we went to same school and also were in same class , soon we started going school together , he helped me to make friends both with boys and girls , our families also became very close . In his family their was one older sister and he had both father and mother , by looking at him I also thought of having mother and sometimes I asked my father too but he only said - I will take care of you like a mother as well as like a father so if you need mother tell me I'll be like a mother to you and never ask for your mother again . I was not that smart to understand his feelings in his words but soon I realised it and stopped asking him about mother . Soon I was middle schooler and Hyu and I were in different classes but we still use to do things together whenever we get free time in school we use to go to eachother classes to meet eachother, and also he was the reason that I have a good life in school , at first I usually used to get in trouble but he is always their to protect me and this makes me very happy . My father started earning good amount of money but he started to go out more for work this made me to spend more time at home alone but again Hyu is their to give me company, since he is only good in art and sports activity it is very hard for him to deal with academics and I was good academics so we use to do homework and my teaching to him at my house and whenever father is not coming home Hyu's sister and mother both invite me to their house for dinner . I got used to it very nicely but one day my friends were talking about their boyfriends and randomly my friend asked me about my love relationship but I was not having any boyfriend at that time. " Come on ! What are you asking we both know that it's going on perfectly good and not like ours " Elsa said, " wait ! I don't have a boyfriend" I said, " what are you saying, now don't fool us we know that Hyu from the next class is your boyfriend" Ella said . After hearing her words I was completely shocked and Elsa and Ella was more shocked by the look at my face . Ella said " what's with your expression, isn't he your boyfriend ? You know he is very popular but because of you no girl is able to approach him and by the look at your face it looks like you just now realised that you like him " ," what are you saying we are just good childhood friends and that's it " I said in a trembling voice "so you don't like him like a boyfriend but as a friend , right ?" Elsa asked, then Ella said " then it's a breaking news for all the girls then we should also start approaching him and Stacy you have to help us , okay ...? ". I was not feeling good when they asked me to help them . And from that day I started avoiding Hyu I'm sure he will be worried about me but I was not able to face him after that talk with my friends. When father was at home I tried to ask him indirectly about this feeling of liking someone but he caught me and also cleared my doubt and asked me that who that boy is but I ignored his question but again I'm not able to hide anything from him no matter how much I try and he openly asked me that is it Hyu , I didn't said anything but my face was completely red and he got his answer . From next day father started helping me with Hyu , I was ignoring him for past three days but my father ,he planed everything and made me to spend more time with him and keeping in mind my old habit of speaking too much unconsciously I spoke to him less to avoid my feelings to come out infront of him, and I also told my friend about my feelings about Hyu so that they stop asking me to help them . At first I thought that they will be unhappy and will not talk to me but instead of this they told me that they will help me and also told me that they were messing with my feelings so that I realise my true feelings. And that day I realised that I truly love love him .

HEART BREAK

Back story . . . (Part - 2)

After realising my feelings I decided to work hard for Hyu so that I can make sure for myself that he will accept me when I'll confess to him . I also tried to clam myself infront of him , I don't want him to know about my feelings by me unconsciously due to my old bad habit. I experienced this feeling first time and I don't want to ruin it .

Soon sports festival came and Hyu joined basketball team for the festival, I was not good in sports and the only thing in which I was good at was academics and acting so to spend time with Hyu I decided to take part in acting .

School was busy with preparation for festival and so their was few study periods and after study all students have to go to their respective places for practice . Drama practice do not consume much time like other activities and after the practice I directly go towards basketball court and watch Hyu playing , I love looking at him when he is very happy . In the middle of the game he comes to me and I give him water bottle and towle . I soon noticed that all the girls from different classes come to see Hyu and other boys in basketball team but I'm sure that Hyu is not interested in them and that is enough to satisfy me . But recently he started to pay less attention towards me .

One day when I was returning home alone I saw Hyu's mother was waiting for someone I asked her "why are you looking worried ? "." Stacy where is Hyu ? Why didn't he come with you ?" Hyu's mother asked in panick " don't worry aunty he is still in school he is practicing for the festival, but what the matter , why are you worried so much ?" I said. Aunty said " Stacy , look from tomorrow onwards be with him and don't leave him alone specially with boys and come with Hyu tomorrow" " but aunty -" I said but interrupted by her " I don't want to say anything but please consider my words and do as I said and also you like him so it is also useful for you " " no ... I mean yes, but how do you know it I didn't said this to anyone " I said , aunty replied " so you do like him ha , it's written very clearly on your face I will help you and I will be very happy to have a daughter- in-law like you " aunty said . After saying this she smiled at me and left me. That day I was very uneasy to see Hyu's mother, she looked very worried to me , but without paying any much attention I decided to do what she told me.

Next day I waited for Hyu at his door , I remember that he told me to go school by myself and not wait for him , but I got a good excuse to tell him. When Hyu opened the door I pretended that I just came to his house , he asked the expected question that why I'm was infront of his house , then I replied " Hyu ! What a coincidence I was late too so I thought to check if you're late or not , since you are also late lets go together " , it was very hard for me to say this because I had been standing for one and a half hour or even more than that infront of his house , but he didn't notice that I said a lie and everything went  smoothly. As Hyu's mother said I occupied his whole daily school routine I didn't left him for a minute except for study classes , as we were in different classes .

During lunch break I went to his class to ask him to have lunch together but he was not there so I searched him in all the possible places and I finally found him at the entrance of canteen I quickly ran towards him and asked him to have lunch with me but he refused but I tried to become little selfish and forced him in every way possible for me to make his mind to have the meal with me but instead of him accepting my request he yelled at me. At that time everyone present in the canteen were looking at us , I was not concerned about me but I was worried about his strange behaviour so I tried to calm him down by apologizing to him first but he was very angry at that time and again he shouted at me but this time he was more cruel and mean to me when I started to realise that what he was saying I was not able to look anyone but Hyu who always saved me from the words which he was using for me at that time.

When I was new to my present class I used to get bully for different reasons but I didn't said this to anyone not even my father . At that time I was the only one who was not able to make any friends and the students in my class use to make fun of me by using my family problem and if I try to save me from them and their words they become more hard for me to handle, they also use to say that -

" poor dummy, let her do what she wants after all she don't have a mother , and also his father don't like to stay with her " ,

" poor girl , no one wants to be with such a shameless girl" ,

" she is so annoying who want to be with her", " ...".

At that time Hyu saved me and he was the reason for my good life in school but he said same words to me , I was not able to take those words and also not able to stop my tears so I ran away from him and locked myself in girls toilet room . For whole day I was not able to stop my tears and due to this my whole face was  swollen, luckily father was not at home so I was not needed to hide my face from him. I didn't went for drama practice and not to see Hyu's basketball practice. Even though he said those mean words I was not able to hate him or feel angry , I only thought that I disturbed him when he was having something on his mind and he put all anger at me , so it was the wronged timing for me to ask him . So I decided to talk to him next day , but who know that next day was going to be more troublesome than the present one .

I was locked for a half day in the washroom and in that half day alot had happened without me knowing it . Since I want to talk to Hyu I asked his mother before coming to his house to avoid standing for too long like before but he went to school early and without me , I thought that he don't wanted to talk to me but I kept all the negativity aside and concentrated to only to talk to him about yesterday. When I arrived at school I saw students have made small groups and discussing something and even in my class the condition was same but the only difference was that that all my classmates were staring at me with a strange face . When I was observing the situation my two friends took me to a side and said something very terrible for both my heart and brain .

Elsa said " Stacy where have you been yesterday, you know alot had happened to Hyu ", Ela added " Elsa , are we required to tell her everything ?" .

I was not able to understand anything, I asked " what you both are talking about ? And what happened to Hyu , is something wronge ?" , I saw how Elsa took Ela aside and after a little conversation between them Elsa said after a few minutes of silence " Stacy, Ela and I will tell you everything that happened yesterday , so come with us I can't tell you here. " The class was about to start but according to what happened today I think something strange had happened yesterday, so I decided to go with them, Elsa and Ela took me to the school terrace then after a few minutes of silence Ela and Elsa explained.

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