Secrets
authors words
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you can skip this if you want
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this story is gonna be based off of black butler kindave
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i really hope this story will turn out a lot better than the first one i wrote
author
my grammar may not be the best tbh so try to ignore it 😭
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but if y’all have any ideas for this story pls comment some so i can incorporate it into the story
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and pls give honest opinions about this
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but i don’t know what else to say
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i’m just trynna reach the word limit at this point
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the word limit has not been reached yet
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i really hate this limit sometimes
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so how was y’all day?
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it’s the super bowl today
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who y’all going for
author
i’m going for the eaglessss
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i hope y’all are having a good day love y’all
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had to edit some thing
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the super bowl is over
1
Kathleen
has she eaten anything today?
Nathaniel
well i don’t know
Kathleen
what the hell is she doing
Kathleen walks up the stairs heading towards Alana room where she is blaring music in the shower
Alana
“PLEASE WONT YOU PUSH ME FOR THE LAST TIME LETS SCREAM UNTILL THERES NOTHING LEFT”
Kathleen
*barges into alana’s bathroom
Alana
*she pokes her head out the shower
Kathleen
did you not hear me calling you
Kathleen
dad says you haven’t eaten today
Kathleen
dad says he hasn’t seen you in the kitchen all day
Alana
what if i had hidden food around my room and i’ve just been eating that
Kathleen
yea right *sarcastic tone
Kathleen
the food you say you’ve hidden would be a bag of chips and a soda
Kathleen
that’s not good enough
Kathleen
i want you down stairs in 15 minutes
Kathleen
and if your not down there i’m turning off the hot water
Kathleen
*closes the door and heads down stairs
Alana
“and i mean it” she mocks her mother
alana finished up her shower and starts heading down to the kiddies what her mom has already made her a plate of (any food you want)
Alana
*takes a bite of her food
Nathaniel
hey look i know you have your emotions and feelings that you wanna solve in your own way but
Nathaniel
this is not the way
Nathaniel
i don’t wanna lose you
Nathaniel
last time we almost did
Nathaniel
i never wanna go through that again
Nathaniel
almost losing my only child
Kathleen
you know we love you right
Kathleen and Nathaniel go to alana and give her a big hug
a couple of minutes go by and alana eats all her food
Kathleen
i’m very proud of you
Nathaniel
*gives her a high five
Alana gets out her seat and makes her way back up into her room
Nathaniel
hey babe i have a business meeting today at the office
Nathaniel
you know my boss
Nathaniel
he’d always wanting us to work
Kathleen
have you ever learned to put your foot down
Kathleen
your always at the office or doing another surgery that you do all the time
Nathaniel
that’s because they ask me too
Kathleen
THATS WHEN *her voice starts to get i little loud
Kathleen
that’s when you say no Nathaniel
Nathaniel
how do you think i pay for where we live in
Nathaniel
right i work hard for the money i earn
Nathaniel
i don’t get it just by sitting around the house
Kathleen
FOR GOD SAKES NATHANIEL *her voice gets loud
Kathleen
your daughter just tried to kill herself *she says in a whisper
Kathleen
and just starves herself
Kathleen
and just said how important she was and you never want to go through that again
Kathleen
what was that a lie or something
Kathleen
learn to be a father not a business 24/7
Kathleen storms off into the master bedroom while Nathaniel sits there thinking about what Kathleen said
3
The Psychiatrist
how are you feeling alana
The Psychiatrist
i heard you’ve been doing well with eating
The Psychiatrist
are you sure nothings bothering you?
Alana
i’m just embarrassed about something
The Psychiatrist
what are you embarrassed about?
Alana
walked in on me doing something
Alana
and i’ve been avoiding her kindave
The Psychiatrist
what were you doing?
Alana
you know what i was doing
The Psychiatrist
no i don’t *he says sarcastically
The Psychiatrist
if she just walked in why are you embarrassed?
Alana
because *getting annoyed
The Psychiatrist
because?
The Psychiatrist
good job alana
The Psychiatrist
i already knew
Alana
yea i’m not stupid *rolls her eyes
The Psychiatrist
i just wanted you to say it
The Psychiatrist
i wanted you to learn that you can’t expect someone to know how your feeling or what happend
The Psychiatrist
you need to be able to explain how you feel
The Psychiatrist
and to stop holding it in
The Psychiatrist
cause if i hadn’t had push you
The Psychiatrist
you would’ve never told me and you just would’ve kept holding onto to those feelings
Alana
to do that as a coping skill
The Psychiatrist
no, unless it’s making you loose interest in the real world
The Psychiatrist
when do you feel the need to masturbate?
Alana
when i’m upset or my emotions are all over the place
Alana
i was really in my thoughts a couple days ago
Alana
and that’s when it happend
The Psychiatrist
what made you feel that way?
Alana
my mom and dad arguing
Alana
they were arguing over me
Alana
because my dad is always at work
Alana
and my mom said that he needs to be a father not a business man
Alana
especially after my attempt
Alana
and it just felt like my fault
Alana
and how i was weak for trying killing myself
Alana
and i was just being selfish
The Psychiatrist
you were not being selfish
The Psychiatrist
and the tension that they are having is not your fault
The Psychiatrist
you had a valid reason to feel the way you did
The Psychiatrist
and no one should hold that against you
The Psychiatrist
your mom wanted me to ask you about something
The Psychiatrist
how would you feel about someone else in the house
The Psychiatrist
a butler
The Psychiatrist
because they need more help around the house and security
The Psychiatrist
and they wanna run it through you first
Alana
why couldn’t they just tell me that?
The Psychiatrist
because they wanted to come from someone you trusted
Alana
tbh i really don’t care
Alana
as long they don’t bother me
The Psychiatrist
okay i’ll tell them that
The Psychiatrist
is there anything else on your mind?
The Psychiatrist
are you sure?
The Psychiatrist
well i will see you next week for our next session
alana walks out and heads for the car
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