**   Episode- 1  ** Ordinary Girl

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  Alisa,, she is

pretty much a ordinary girl,,, only thing which was extraordinary was her back

ground.

She is daughter of

a rich business man, who is in list of ‘top 10 rich people of country’. But

that             doesn’t change her

ordinary status. Her father, Mr. Scott,,, has a beautiful family… his wife and

two daughter.

The eldest

daughter is Alisa,,, she has ordinary looks,,,, brown hairs, which she highlighted

with blond,,, brown eyes,,,,,, but she look good in anything,,, she was a

average student in her school life,,, not good at sports, science or math. She

was a normal kid.

But her sister

Ruth,, she was really beautiful,,, she had these beautiful green eyes which she

inherited from her mother,,, glass like shinny skin… she coloured her hair to

cherry blond,,, she was always smart kid,,, she was attention catcher,,, while

Alisa wanted to stay away from those things.

Alisa was 3

years older than her sister,,, but she observed that her sister was always

treated better, Alisa was provided with necessities but she wanted love from

her parent… she always felt like they were running out of it when it comes to

her.

They always said

to her, they provide her everything what else does she want,,, she just wants

love…… soon she gave up on it,,, she decided if she is a shadow then she was

going to live like that.

For most of the

parents loving there one kid was normal,, but for the kid who was loved less,

it felt like she was forever alone…. She was blamed and punished for what her

sister did… when she complained to her grandma,,, grandmother said, “That’s why

you are older sister,,, you should be understanding.”

But for Alisa this

was like heartbreaking,,, like when you did nothing wrong then why should be

she punished,,, she was not ready accept it…. it changed her a lot,,, she was

depressed as a teen and still till date she is depressed….. but she never asked

for help,,, because she would be considered as weak.

As Alisa was

not a smart kid as a result she was announced as useless, whenever her parents

get a chance…. That made her depression even more intense.

Alisa felt like

she is the only one who wants her to live while she is the one  who wants her dead…. This is really difficult

when you are the only one trying to pull yourself to life and trying to end it

at the same time…….

But soon she came

across a man named Edwin Gray,,, she used to see him in business magazine,,,

she was sinking herself in his before even she met him in person…, but when she

met him in person her all hopes for love disappeared,,, as she realize he hates

her….. she decided to gave up on her love forever……

Alisa was now 26

years old,,, she moved out into her small apartment,,, she owns a small

clothing store…. She was not rich but she had a relaxing life till now,,,, she

knew she never can ask happiness from her life that would be being a fool.

...Episode 2 the person I hate the most ...

**     Alisa POV:**

     Today was day off,

I decided to give my staff which was barely 4 people a day off…… they have been

working hard…

    As woke up late

and was having my morning tea…. Yea,,, I don’t like coffee…. Maybe I am really

weird.

    I was just going

to spent my day in my one bedroom apartment… since this is the safest place for

me…. were I don’t have to worry of what people think about me.

    I took the

magazine and was flipping it to find something interesting…. But soon I noticed

a article about him,,,, it’s Edwin Gray….. the person whom I hate the most in

this world….

    I met him when I

was 20,,,, I was not in good place of my life… I was still living with my

parents,,, he was invited with his family for dinner… it was for business

purpose…

    I was not

interested in attending it,, but I end up attending,,, I saw him at the dinner…

he had blond hairs and blue eyes and perfect face,,, he was a handsome

person,,, for me it was the moment she meet the person I  always dreamed to meet….  I loved him without knowing him… maybe because

I was too stupid…

   The whole dinner I

sneaked a peek at him…  when the parents

went to talk about business and stuff…. We were both sitting on the table,,,

only people sitting…. He was not bothered by my existence,,, because maybe he

never cared…

   But I thought we

were of same age,,, so it would be easy to start a conversation….. I gathered

my courage and asked, “Edwin,,, what do you study.”

    He looked at me

for the first time in this dinner,,, he said coldly, “Business.”

    I just nodded, and

expected him to speak but he never did….. Soon he was about to get up,,,, I got

up and called his name, “Edwin…” I just wanted to talk to him maybe I thought

this might be start of his and my relation

     He turned his

attention to me with cold expression,,, but I asked, “Would you… you like to

have coffee or drinks with me sometime…I mean if you have time.”

    Edwin walked to me

and took a glass filled with water,,, while I was still excepting answer… he

poured the whole glass of water on me and said while mocking, “I really hate

b***h like you,,,, whenever sees a man can’t control your hunger?”

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Episode-3 you are worst I ever seen

        Edwin walked to me and took a glass filled

with water,,, while I was still excepting answer… he poured the whole glass of

water on me and said while mocking, “I really hate b***h like you,,,, whenever

sees a man can’t control your hunger?”

I was in tears,,, it felt so insulting that I wanted to die

at that moment… he was about to turn but I said still keeping my head down as

my hairs were soaked in water, “I thought you were different….. but I guess you

are just like the rest of them.”

   He said while

turning at me, “But you are the worst than rest of them,,,, worst thing I ever

seen.”

   That really hurt

but I said, “I know… thanks.” I walked to my room…

     That night I

really cried but I was really angry at him,,, how can he judge me when he don’t

even know me,,, just like everyone did….

     After like 4 months,,,

Ruth came with Edwin,,,, she told us he was her boyfriend,,, something in me

was broken as I refused to see them together,,, I moved out and tried to forget

him,,, but your first love is always the hardest to forget when you can’t stop

loving him….

   But now I a fine,,,

I am over him now,,,, I don’t need a man who can’t respect me… I hate him….

    I threw the

magazine and went to shower,,, I decided I will have lunch with my friend Tina…

I texted her and she agreed,,, I got ready in some stylish clothes,,, I own a

store I should me neat in public…..

     I always wore

long sleeves and lots of accessories on my hand,,, to hide the scars where I

cut myself,,, I tried many ways to kill myself but I end up surviving,,, now I

do it to relieve my stress……….

    I took a cab to

the my meeting place with my friend Tina,,, it is small restaurant so I had

less chances to see people of high status,,, I hate seeing them…..

    I saw Tina

standing there,,, she waved at me,,,, I walked to her with a smile,,,, she

works in my store,,, so basically she is everything I need to be happy for some

time.

   We walked inside

and sat at our usual place,,, today the restaurant was bit crowded I guess…… we

ordered our food,,, we both are not fan of healthy food so,,, we ate all the

tasty and cheese stuff.

     Tina was telling

me about her boyfriend and I tried my best to understand,,, she said, “You

know,,, he wants me to his parent’s,,, should I say yes?”

 I said, “Well there

is nothing wrong in it,,,, but be careful,,,” Tina smiled at me,

   Then she pulled my

left hand and pushed my sleeves up,,, she said with serious voice, “Alisa,,,

when will you stop this.” she saw the scar which was freshly made a week ago,…

      I smiled and

said, “Don’t worry I am fine…. I won’t die that easily.”

     Tina said,

“Alisa…. Please,,, you can talk to me whenever you need,,, just don’t hurt

yourself.”  I nodded as I was trying to

escape from this situation.