My name is Maxwell my friends call me max,am an 18year old collage student currently living with my mum.Today am going for auditions at club 6 music ,this wasn't my idea if it's up to me I would rather lock my self in the room and play guitar all day but my mum's friend who is my therapist think my situation is getting worse ,am having panic attacks like all the time.Since my mum was diagnosed with cancer four months ago,my life has been a total mess I can't handle this at all. "Max hurry up you will be late for the audio," "I am coming mum give me a sec,"

They say first impression is important I wore my black Jeans and a white shirt and some sneakers, I think I look pretty ok.

I just arrived at club six buildings and my hands are sweating, I don't think this was a good idea."excuse me am here for the audio could you please direct me to the room there being held,"I asked the receptionist my voice was shaking ,she didn't even respond she just gave me a tag no 23 written on it . I just stood there staring at her not knowing what to say next.

"Go straight room 3 they are waiting for you,"she finally said without even looking at me,I got to room there and stood there for 3 min just looking at the door, as I went to open someone opened first, our eyes met ,my heart started beating faster and faster he was the most beautiful man I have ever seen in my life his blue eyes were drowning me in and in a couldn't look away." Lewis let's go" Someone said behind me "ok"the cute guy in front of me responded but didn't move an inch,

"I can allow you to stare at me the whole day,, but you have to pay for it," "what" I snapped out of my imagination and come back to my senses he was talking to me, I was blocking his was ,I moved aside this was embarrassing, how could I stare at him like that I wish we never meet again,

I went in there were allot of people who also came to audition most of them were talented even more than I was ,my turn come I sang and I was nominated no 4 and I qualified to stage two,I was exited I hadn't felt this way in along time I was now looking forward to the next performance on Wednesday.

when I got hope mum was in the kitchen cooking I rashed to help her,this was the reason I wanted to stay at home all day to take care of her,we talked about the audio and she was really happy after dinner I went to my room,when I lied my head down and closed my eyes all I could think of was the hot guy,his name was lewis yes lewis,,,,how could someone be that cute and tall everything about him was perfect mostly his blue eyes .I fell asleep without even nowing only to wake up at 8am ,I hadn't slept like that in a long time .

The week went pretty first and with no time it was Wednesday, the D-Day, I had mixed feelings about the second stage of the auditions not forgetting my handsome crush, Lewis, maybe he will be there maybe he wouldn't but all in all I have to look good in case, ok it's crazy I should be forcing on the auditions not some cute guy.

I got to the building 10 min earlier, I entered an empty room and started practicing … I sang my heart out like my life depended on it but when I turned there he was leaning on the door staring at me, I wanted to say hi, but my mind was frozen, I tried to say something but nothing was coming out of my mouth, he just walked away without saying anything the moment he left it's when I realized I was holding my breath the whole time.

When we gathered in the hall we were informed we will be grouped in to five and we will be competing in groups, the group that will win will be turned in to a boy band and shall be managed by Club 6 they were willing to invest in the winners and turn them in to superstars.

We were grouped according to our first performance, after the grouping I realized my name was no where, I went to confirm with the judges I was informed that I will join an already formed boy band it was formed six months ago but there vocalist had an accident, and they are looking for a new one, they think am qualified for the position, I was really happy to a point I couldn't say anything the manager came and introduced him self as Peter, he took me to his office and explained to me that I will have to work 10 times more than everyone else the band is planned to debut nine months from now, so I will have to move in with the rest of the band we will live together, do every together and practice together, I agreed I was given the contract ,I signed it , and it was time for me to be introduced to the band members.

I was introduced to Liam Payne,Mark malon and Zayn Scotland, their band leader was not around but I was assured we will meet later.They were all sweet and friendly and I knew we could work together, they were all younger than me .

They showed me around the building, the practice room and even were we will be sleeping I was informed I will be sharing a room with the group leader,I wish his as sweet as his bandmates and friendly, someone I can get along with.

I said my goodbye I was going to join them permanently the next day in the evening,I was happy but still worried I haven't stayed away from mum for a while now will she be okay,I texted her and told her everything she called and told me not to worry my auntie lisa will be staying and taking care of her while I chase my dream hearing that was quite a relief. I got home and mum had already packed my things it's like she really wanted me out.We eat our last meal together,talking and laughing.mum's eyes were glowing she was sincere happy and I loved seeing her like this I will work hard to see her like this forever.

I couldn't sleep at night,I didn't know what tomorrow holds but I was ready to face it .Morning came and I attended school as always but I was completely absent minded the whole day.i kept looking at the room key I was given,i have never shared a room with someone before,I hope we get along well with my new roommate.

I recieved a text from mum,she is going to pick my aunt from the airport and will not get a chance to see me off,I was cool with that.

I got home took my staff and headed to Club 6 building when I got there I went to my room no6,I opened the door and right there on the bed was lewis,my crush,my heart was beating as if it wanted to get out of a cage,"hi my name is Lewis but you can call me Lewi,your new bandmate and roommate"i just nodded I couldn't talk my throat was to dry for me to talk.

I unpacked my things,the room was neat and quiet I could hear my own heartbeat. I was still sweating there was only one bed,was I suppose to share a bed with him?sharing the room is one thing but sharing the bed!! am doomed that I know for sure.once I was done I went to the manager's office to announce my arrival, I was informed that due to their busy schedule I will not be attending school anymore,I was given a timetable,going through it I learned that I had to go for a morning ran everyday at 6am,breakfast at 8am,vocal training from 9am to 11am,a break ,lunch, another then in the evening I will have piano class.The rules were,you can't be out of reach and you can't sleep outside the premises even on weekends, family members are not allowed to visit.

That felt like going back to a bordering school again,but all in all I had to follow the rules and make my mum proud,I was doing this for both of us,I signed the papers and I was dismissed.

I called my mum and told her I had settled,I heard my aunt shouting that I should not forget them when I became a superstar,I said my goodbye and went back to my room,I passed a loud room and someone called me over it was Zayn,I went in, he shared a room with mark and liam,their room was a mess everything was everywhere,we listened to music and sang along,I had a lot of fan and I lost track of time it was already 10pm,I went back to my room I tiptoed not to wake the sleeping Lewis,once I was in bed I closed my eyes, "you kept me waiting you have to pay for that," what!he wasn't asleep and is he talking to me.he uncovered me and pinned both my hands above me head,he started sucking my neck and my ears,he unbuttoned my shirt and started sucking my nipples I was getting hard,"should I stop,"he asked with a deepsleepy sexy voice "don't don't stop,"he put two fingers in me mouth and asked me to suck them wet which I did with pleasure,he teased me and played with me and all a could do was call his name,I wanted more,I was ready for him,all i wanted now was him inside me.

"hey dude wake up you'll be late for the morning ran," I opened my eyes "its almost six let's go," I looked at myself I had all my clothes on it was just a ******* dream,just a dream but I was as hard as a rock down there,once he was out of sight I ran to the bathroom, took a quick cold shower and got ready for the ran.