Thinking about what happened an hour ago, Xie Ming felt dejected.

She wished everything was a dream, a nightmare that would pass as soon as she opened her eyes but it was not.

It wasn't a nightmare but a harsh reality. The reality that she has to face alone.

Though she didn't want to believe it, everything was true. It was true that her fiancé and the man whom she loved had abandoned her on their wedding day.

Her fiancé, Chen Siquan had been cheating on her for three long years with her younger sister. They had been fooling and playing tricks on her but she was too naive and stupid to figure out anything.

Though Ming always felt there was something amiss about them but she never really gave it a good thought. May be because she was blinded with the fake love that her fiancé showered her with.

Ming closed her eyes and mockingly smirked when she started getting flashes of what had happened at the altar.

Heart broken, sad, angry, frustrated. With different kinds of emotions stirring up in her heart, Ming was feeling aggrieved and useless.

Wasn't she supposed to be married by now?

Wasn't this day supposed to be the happiest day of her life?

How did things turn out to be like it was now?

She was supposed to be someone's bride but here she was walking in the street all by herself in a vulnerable state.

Ming's life was a total mess.

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An hour ago.

At the altar.

Dressed in a white gown, Ming blushed and her heart felt warm when she saw the man she loved standing at the altar, waiting for her.

Holding her father's hand, Ming slowly made her way towards her would be husband with a bright smile on her face

But her smile vanished when she met his mocking gaze which was making her feel uncomfortable. She could feel that something was different about him. He didn't look or feel like the man she had loved for three long years.

All the way down the aisle, her eyes never left him. She was trying very hard to figure out what was wrong but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't figure it out.

'Maybe I am overthinking.' Ming tried to calm herself down.

Curling her lips into a beautiful curve once again, she made her way towards him.

Stopping right in front of him, Father Xie kissed Ming's forehead before handing over his daughter's hand to Chen Siquan.

Let out a mocking chuckle, Siquan smiled. "You thought that I'd really marry you? What a delusional foolish woman."

Ming's body turned stiff and her face turned pale. She couldn't figure out what was happening.

Extending her hand, Ming touched his arm and asked, "Siquan what are you-"

*THUD*

Ruthlessly pushing her down, Siquan hissed, "Don't touch me, you make me sick."

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Ming hissed in pain when her palms hit the cold floor. Struggling and trying very hard to get up, she was about to say something when she saw Chen Siquan walk away.

Stopping right in front of her younger sister, Siquan stoked her arms before cupping her face.

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"Darling, I hope you are happy now."

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Xie Ming wanted to get up but her legs felt weak. She wanted to say something but could not. All she could feel were tears running down her cheek.

As Ming was trying to get up, she saw Xie Yurin walk towards her. Offering her hand to Ming, Xie Yurin said," Get up elder sister."

Placing her hand on Yurins hand Ming got up huge she frowned but she saw Yurin wiping her hands with a tissue paper.

Xie Ming looked at her sister and then at Chen Siquan and asked,"You two..." before she could finish her sentence Xie Yurin interrupted her saying," Since the very beginning elder sister."

Xie Ming furrowed her brows trying to understand what Yurin was trying to say.?As she was busy with her own thoughts, she heard Chen Siquan say," Did you really think that I would marry you and I was really interested in you? Haha.. you think to highly about yourself Ms Xie. I was just fooling around with you. You just a piece of thrash in front of my Yurin."

Xie Ming froze when she heard Chen Siquans words. Anger started building up within her. Gritting?her teeth, Xie King caught Chen Siquan shirt and shouted ," Why Siquan why? Why are you doing this? I had really loved you don't do this please st...."

Suddenly Xie Ming was pushed by Xie Yurin.

"Keep your hands away from my Husband."Yurin shouted.

Everyone present in the hall gasped in surprise. Loud murmurs echoed throughout the hall.

Father Xie who was standing beside his eldest daughter was still in daze. He couldn't believe what he was seeing.

Quickly composing himself, Father Xie started walking towards?Xie Yurin and then

then?*Thasss*?A loud slapping sound echoed throughout the hall .

As Xie Yurin was trying to balance herself *THASS* another slap landed on her face.

When Father Xie raised his hand to give his younger daughter one more slap someone caught his hand and pushed him on the ground," How dare you slap my wife in front of me?"

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(Flower field, that's where I'm at (where I'm at)

Open land, that's where I'm at (where I'm at)

No name, that's what I have (what I have)

No shame, I'm on my grave, yuh

두 발이 땅에 닿지 않을 때 (땅에 닿지 않을 때)

당신의 마음이 당신을 넘볼 때 (당신을 넘볼 때)

꿈이 나를 집어삼킬 때, 내가 내가 아닐 때

그 모든 때, yeah

불꽃을 나는 동경했었네

그저 화려하게 지고 싶었네

시작의 전부터 나 상상했었지

끝엔 웃으며 박수 쳐 줄 수 있길

나 소원했었네 믿었던 게 다 멀어지던 때

이 모든 명예가 이젠 멍에가 됐을 때

이 욕심을 제발 거둬가소서

어떤 일이 있어도 오 나를 나로 하게 하소서

Oh, every day and every night (yeah)

Persisting pain and criminal mind (yeah)

내 심장소리에 잠 못 들던 밤

창밖에 걸린 청승맞은 초승달

I do wish me a lovely night (yah)

내 분수보다 비대해진 life (yah)

저기 날아오르는 풍선을 애써 쥐고

따져 물어 대체 "지금 넌 어디에?"

Where you go, where's your soul, yo, where's your dream?

저 하늘에 흩어질래 (yeah)

Light a flower, flowerwork, flower, flowerwork

저 하늘에 눈부시게, eh, eh

Light a flower, flowerwork, flower, flowerwork

그 어디까지가 내 마지막일까?

전부 진저리 나, 하나 열까지 다

이 지긋지긋한 가면은 언제 벗겨질까?

Yeah, me no hero, me no villain, 아무것도 아닌 나

공회전은 반복돼, 기억들은 난폭해

난 누워 들판 속에 시선을 던져 하늘 위에

뭘 원했었던 건지 이제 기억이 안 나

얻었다 믿었던 모든 행복은 겨우 찰나

Yeah, I been going no matter what's in front, 그게 뭐가 됐건

새벽의 옷자락을 붙잡고 뭔가 토해내던 기억

목소리만 큰 자들의 사회, 난 여전히 침묵을 말해

이건 방백, 완숙한 돛단배 모든 오해 편견들에 닿게

반갑지 않아 너의 헹가래

내 두 발이 여기 땅 위에 (aye)

이름도 없는 꽃들과 함께

다신 별에 갈 수 없어, I can't

발밑으로 I just go

목적 없는 목적지로

슬픈 줄도 모르고

그림자마저 친구로

Light a flower, flowerwork, flower, flowerwork

저 하늘에 눈부시게, eh, eh

Light a flower, flowerwork, flower, flowerwork

문득 멈춰보니 찬란한 맨발

원래 내 것은 아무것도 없었지 (that's right)

And don't tell me like you gotta be someone

난 절대 그들처럼 될 수 없으니

그래, 내 시작은 시

여태껏 날 지켜온 단 하나의 힘과 dream

(Light a flower) 타는 불꽃에서 들꽃으로, 소년에서 영원으로

나 이 황량한 들에 남으리

아, 언젠가 나 되돌아가리

저 하늘에 흩어질래

Light a flower, flowerwork, flower, flowerwork

저 하늘에 눈부시게, eh, eh

Light a flower, flowerwork, flower, flowerwork

Flower field, that's where I'm at (where I'm at)

Open land, that's where I'm at (where I'm at)

No name, that's what I have (what I have)

No shame, I'm on my grave

두 발이 땅에 닿지 않을 때

(땅에 닿지 않을 때) 당신의 마음이 당신을 넘볼 때

(Light a flower) 꿈이 나를 집어삼킬 때, 내가 내가 아닌 때

그 모든 때 yeah (la-la-la)))

Xie Ming was still in daze because of what she had heard the word MY HUSBAND was still ringing in her ears ' Husband Yurin called Siquan her husband. That means that they are... Nono that is not possible no that cannot happen.' Just as Xie Ming was fighting with her thoughts she heard a loud noise .As Xie Ming lifted her head she saw her father has fallen on a glass table and was his forehead was bleeding,"Father" Xie Ming shouted as she rushed towards her father to help. Father Xie lifted his gaze and as their eyes met, Father Xie felt embarrassed. He did not know how would he face his daughter after all this. He started blaming himself for everything that was happening today. If not for him his beloved daughter would've never met this ungrateful Chen Siquan.

....

The Xie family and the Chen family were two influential family of country S. Father Xie and Second son of the Chen famliy, Chen Seini were best friends.

One day when Chen Seini suggested father Xie about marrying his eldest daughter, Xie Ming and his First nephew, Chen Siquan, Father Xie did not think twice before agreeing with it as it was beneficial for their business and his daughters future as well.

He remembered how he had forced his daughter, who was studying in aboard, to come back home and marry Chen Siquan.

Initially Xie Ming was against the idea of getting married so early but because of her fathers continuous nagging she had agreed to meet Chen Siquan and date him for a while so that she could understand him. Father Chen had happily agreed to this.

After meeting Chen Siquan, Xie Ming found him interesting and started liking him. Chen Siquan was also very sweet to her and treated her very well. After dating for 3 years she had agreed to marry him.

...

Looking that his beloved daughters pitiful state Father Xie could not help but blame himself as he lowered his head and said ," I'm sorry Xiao Ming, forgive your father."

Xie Ming was taken aback by her father apology. Tears uncontrollably started flowing from her eyes ," it's okay dad don't blame yourself it's not your fault. I would never blame you for this."

" Tsk.tsk how sad my most beloved elder sister and father crying together. Come come let me join you. How nice would it look? You both crying together and I laughing at you both?" After saying this Xie Yurin started walking towards them.

After hearing what Xie Yurin had said Xie Ming felt anger building up from within. She felt her legs getting stronger. She closed her eyes and after gathering all her strength she got up and glared at Xie Yurin," Don't you dare come near us."

Everyone present in the room were taken aback by the look in Xie Ming's eyes. Even Yurin subconsciously took few steps back.

As Xie Ming saw Xie Yurin take few steps back she said ," why Yurin why? Why did you do this? I have never wronged you in any way. I have always loved you and cherished you ? Why did you do this?"

Xie Yurin smirked," Are you sure elder sister that you have never wronged me?"

Xie Mings thoughts were running wild she could not think of anything that might've pissed her sister off.

As she was meddling with her thoughts,Yurin sneered and said,"You have always taken everything away from me. You never gave me anything because you always looked down on me and thought lowly of me. Everyone has always thought highly about you. Everyone thinks that I am no one in comparison to you. You took everything that I deserved. You always got more than you wanted. And I...I never got anything that I wanted. You even got the privilege to see mom during her last times but I never got to see her as dad had sent me away to my aunts place just because of you. After Mom's death you even took Dad away from me. I hate you elder sister I hate you from the core of my heart"

Xie Ming didn't know what she was suppose to say. She was taken aback by whatever her sister had said ' Did she really feel like that? Have I really done all this?' Just as she was thinking Yurin spoke again," Father has always loved you more just because you resemble mother he has always dotted on you. He has always given you more importance. Even I wanted to go to abroad for my studies just like you but father never gave me a chance he never let me go."

After hearing this Father Xie got up and held Yurin's hand ," No Xiao Yurin this is not true father loves both of you equally. Father did not want to send you to aboard because back then you used to fall sick very often so Father was worried about you and wanted to keep you by his side. Don't blame your elder sister like this."

" No you are lying father. It's all because of her. That is why.. that is why I decided to take back everything at once. I wanted her to feel the pain that I felt for so many years at once. I wanted to make her life living hell. That is why I planned everything with the help of my husband."