It's almost evening. The bone freezing wind blows a chill through my spine. The world is covered with snow now. Creating a blanket over the polluted surface. Purifying the soil, covering the dirt. I Walk stepping on them, snowy and fluffy..

If the bus driver didn't have waken me up, I would have slept in the bus . Well, This is my daily basis now. Forgetting something important, skipping meals and sleeping anywhere.

The weather doesn't give me a warm welcome as well.

Last month, I have moved here, in a classy wooden cottage with one bedroom and a kitchen. The owner of the house lives with his family in capital. So I got one with cheapest and affordable house to stay..

Being an Omega without the wolf, My life is unimaginably good here where no body criticize you. No one here to call you a curse.

Alas! Let's stop thinking something unpleasant. I am envious of those people who don't need to take any transportation in winter season. Werewolves are very sensitive when It's cold.

So Most of them like to move around with their wolves form, it's easy to run then riding a bus..

While walking all alone by the road side, I notice someone is standing on the bridge which connected my small cottage with the road. The cottage is the only one which is next to the woods. So there has no way a stranger would come to someone else..

But Why would someone come here to meet me? I don't have any relatives neither have family who would visit me. My family, My mate, My clan have abandoned me in cruel way possible. They will never visit me even if it's last day of the earth.

Maybe from Owner.?

Wondering, I approach the person. I can't see the face of the male because of the muffler he has wrapped around his neck. It covered half of his face. Rest of them are already covered with Winter cap.

“ Excuse me! Are you here to meet anyone?”

I asked, looking at the 6'2" man who is holding an umbrella and standing still..

When I called him from behind, He turns, his dark brown eyes scan my body thoroughly. Like a pervert who wants to see through my clothes. He didn't even say anything. Keep scanning me, Head to toe .A pervert.

“ Hello! Please excuse my rudeness. If you don't have any work here, Can you give me little way to pass the bridge? I am freezing!”

I am pissed. This Man is getting on my nerves. Why is he standing like a statue instead of saying or moving. However, Judging by his appetite, He seems like an Alpha. Like Warrior Wolf .

It's better to avoid. What if he attacks on me. Wolves with heat can be crazy sometimes. In winter, they are aggressive and dangerous for someone like me, A weak Omega.

I attempted to step faster to reach my sweet home until with a shake in my heart, I heard someone calling my Name..

“ It's Me, Andrew Robertson! It's been a while, Laura!”

Andrew - Andrew Robertson!!

Why is he here? He supposed not to be here.

Andrew Robertson, the brother of our current Alpha. What can bring him here.? I wonder..

“ May I know why Prince Andrew is here in front of a poor and pitiful girl's cottage?”

I wanted to mock him. However, my voice did definitely help me sounding like sarcasm..

“ Why are you talking like this? Laura!! Call me like you used to call me Andrew!”

Like I Used to call? Don't make me laugh.

“ I don't know what you are talking about! However, I have a name that I prefer most. It's not Laura. It's Daisy. I don't have such a great name. Prince Robertson?” I scoffed. He is really good with words. Like he used to be..

“ Anyway! why are you here? Make it quick. I need to rest. I am not strong like you guys!”

“ Can I have a warm coffee or tea inside! I am standing here for three hours!”

He sneezes, brushing his torso.

Tsk! I don't have any kindness anymore to show off. Even my heart doesn't cry for another person's sadness. Who to pity when I am the one with perfect example..

“ As a best friend. Can't I come inside your house?”

Now don't get on my nerves. Best friend my foot. However, I couldn't find to get rid of this man.. He is determined to enter my house.

Andrew is drinking the tea I just brewed for him. He grows up as a perfect

Alpha seems like. Well-defined body, sharp jawline with an attractive aura

around him. I am quite sure, he is popular among the female Wolves. When I last

met him, he was little skinny and pale. Sigh! Things change for everyone in

time being. I wonder how his brother looks like now. Maybe someone like greek

god or someone from dark fantasy romance novels. I have no idea. When I first

met him, he was like a star in the sky. He was already developing his six

packs. I was in love with him so much that I couldn't help but noticing evey

changes in his appearance..

Oh Lord! Why am I even thinking about the person now? He is no one but the

reason for my this situation. I should hate him but my stupid heart never

listen to me.

" So! May I know why you are here?" Folding my arms on my chest, I

ask Andrew who is quite silent after entering the house. I clearly show him

that he isn't warmly welcomed here even though I offered him a cup of tea at

this cold freezing weather out of humanity.

" Cause I missed you!" He replies blowing the hot tea. Is he here

to kid me or wants me to insult him and kick him out.

" Oh! After eight years, you suddenly miss me and found my place? How

easy for you to come in and leave from a person's life. isn't it?"

Andrew Robertson, was my first and only best friend back then. If it wasn't

him, maybe I wouldn't have to end up loving that cruel Alpha and lost

everything. But I don't blame Andrew for those sad things happened in my life

but I do indeed blame when I needed someone to help me out, he didn't mind to

show his back and left. Now what does he want from me? A guilt over abandoning

me like my family did or regret for hurt me..

" We are sorry for what happened back then! It was indeed a bad

incident and on my brother's behalf, I would like to apologize" He

immediately lowered his head with apologetic manner.

" Enough! I don't like to see you doing this or  apologizing in

someone's sake. Andrew! Cut the chase and explain why you are here. I am tired

after work. I need rest to keep going, I am not strong enough to be a night owl

" I would be stupid if I am saying that I am going to be melted with his

apology. Because I have changed. Before I hated people being sad but now I

don't care about it. I don't care about anything whatever happens with my life

as well. Living as a cursed Omega in this werewolf world, I have learned one

thing. Become a selfish is the best way to survive in this cruel world.

" OK. Since it can't be avoided and you don't want me to be good with

pursuing you to listen to me. Then don't blame me for what happens next."

His voice immediately changed. It was cold and bitter. He doesn't look agitated

but cruel. Somehow my weak and sensitive body feels the pressure of his

unpleasant scent and wants to hide..

" This is letter from community. You have to go back home and meet them

tomorrow morning." He holds a letter with the community seal on top of the

letter. I frown upon the letter. Why will I get a letter from the community

what abandoned me without any reason.

I didn't mind to open the letter in front of Andrew. I don't care what they

want from me this time. But I have a bad hunch on it.

However, when I open the letter, a sudden shiver runs through my veins, I

couldn't keep going to complete the letter because of the first header on the

letter.

' Do or die.' It's not something funny to me. The seal  obviously

belongs to the community heads. Why would they write something like that? To

get the answer, I keep myself calm and keep reading.

But my eyes stuck on the lines of the letters, I look at Andrew who finished

the tea and cleaning the table as well.

" Are you here to take me with you?" I ask. My voice is filled

with uncertain pain I can feel it.

" Yes. What is your answer? Are you going or not?"

How mesmerizing it was for me when he asked me that. I can't help but laugh

at this point. He wants my opinion when the fucked up community already ordered

me to go with him or I will be killed by him as well.

" If I say No. Will you let me go for our old friendship sake?" I

asked the same question like he said earlier. I wanna see how much you people

can be fake..

" I can't disobey the community, you better know than

myself"

I laughed at his calm and discordant voice. I stand up with the tray of

snacks and enters the kitchen. I have to go back. They want me back. I don't

know why they want me back. I am not special anymore. But I can at least

understand that they don't want me in good terms. As like I am going to be an

experimental thing to them. Should I run away?

while I was lost in thoughts, I notice some people with black Jacket standing

outside. My heart beats faster when I realized my entire house is surrounded by

the men of community. So They already have plan B if by chance, I try to run

away. As expected from the community where no crime happens but someone like me

finds it as hell..

" When are we leaving?" While wiping my hands on napkins, I ask

quietly. Since I don't have any other way to escape.. Let's face it. It's

already 8 years, I have been running away from everyone and from my pain. let's

see how it will go on, anyway.

" So! You are coming with me?" He sounds joyful.

" Do I have another choice? Unlike someone, I don't want to die at

least. I dearly cherish my life " I walk inside the bedroom, packing up

everything I have here. I don't know when I will come back and If I will able

to get a chance to call the landlord. But I don't want them to worry about

their house. I leave a message to her saying where I keep the keys of the house

and how uncertain I am to come back here so soon. I hope she gets my messages

soon.

The car is heading to the road to my hometown. The heart city of the

country, the place of Royal Werewolves. The road where I don't want to go back

and rewatch my ill-fated past journey of life. I feel nauseated whenever I get

the feeling of going by this road. But I don't think that today I have the

freedom to choose my own happiness even after I didn't hurt anyone or did some

crime. Or was coming in this world, is my great mistake, I don't know.

The vantage heading towards directly to the head office of community. So I

am not going to my house but in community. Maybe my parents don't know if I

will be back. Well. They don't care about me so it doesn't matter to them.

Surprisingly, the city hasn't changed since I left. It is still remaining

fresh and clean. The gardens around Evey houses make me missing my little

house, I left today already. As like I left my house for some unknown

destination. It pains me .

" Get off! We are here!" Andrew opens the door for me. I feel like

laughing since his actions aren't matching with his voice. He is being forced

to serve me well. His voice is the first proof to understand.

" Thank you, Prince Andrew. I am honored to be served by you!" I scoff getting off. I like to see how he looks pissed at me. Well who cares? As

long as I feel happy. But my happiness didn't last longer when I feel a

pressuring Aura behind me. As like someone is hating me being happy. I am not

surprised but I want to know who the person who hates me to be happy.

I turn around, seeing few elders are standing in front of the gate They're

waiting for me. So it is really something big matter than I expected..

But my heart almost sank when I get to see a very familiar person standing

in front of the main door of the house. It's the great Alpha of our community,

Alexander Robertson, the person who rules the country. And by his side, his

beloved Luna, Karina Georgia, the daughter of late prime Minister, the Alpha's

chosen mate not destined mate.

My heart shivers when I feel an intense pressure of bitter pheromones, it is

coming from the door. I guess both wife and husband hate me. What an ironic

moment!!

" Laura Sauveterre, we have been waiting for you. Please come inside" The elders sound politeness? I can't believe that. As I am being honored by them. I quietly Walk towards them without responding. To be honest, I feel traumatized now. So I don't think I can talk..

The Elders respectfully go to the Alpha and the Luna who are standing right in front of door with sour expression. I can guess, they are being forced to face me. Now thinking about it, He looks more handsome than last time I have

met. His 6' 5" body with the breathtaking hotness. I feel so broken once again, thinking this man isn't mine. The man who was fated to be mine but rejected me without showing any Mercy on me or my dearest Wolf who could never able to see this world for once. Thanks to him, I am lonely, cursed and abandoned.

" Shall we go inside? Alpha! Your ex-mate is here"

Alexander's eyes are on me, cold and sharp, filled with hatred and despise.

It's bothering me why he has to hate me even after 8 years, knowing that I am

never going to pursue him to love me..

Anyway, he just nods, holding his Luna's waist, he enters the hall room.

Damn! If I say that I am fine seeing him with the girl, I think I will lie to

myself. Even after 8 years, I feel the same amount of pain inside seeing how he

chose someone else when I was his mate.

But keeping the pain inside of my heart, I follow the elder. Andrew and his

subordinates are also entering the hall room as well. Nonetheless , I feel my

heart is going to be blast when my eyes met someone very very familiar in the

crowd of the hall room.. The eyes with despise and the Feelings of strangers

in..

" Ms Laura Sauveterre is here. We should start discussing about the

matter as soon as possible" The elder starts talking but he mentioning my

name is making me irritated. Since they are forcing me and threatening me ,

maybe I can at least ask for one wish.

" Sorry to interrupt, Mr, Gregor!" I raised my hands but I heard a

sound of gasping from the crowd. maybe they're surprised that I called him with

his name.

" What is it?" He asks without looking angry or pissed. I smile and

pat my own face quite a bit and looks at him directly.

" I don't belong to Sauveterre family, so I hope you don't use any

surname. It's quite disrespectful towards the family and I don't like to use

another family's surname as well."

Everyone is starting gossiping, whispering. I can feel the intense glares

from my formal family towards me. Well if I say I am fine by saying that. I

will be a liar. They're thinking and talking about how bold I am but I know how

much scared and in pain I am now. I don't want to go back to world what I left

eight years ago.

" As you wish! Ms Laura. ! Anyway! Everyone silent please! The matter

we are going to discuss about it is Ms Laura is going to be the breeder of our

next Heir of this clan. Our Alpha and Luna have accepted our request so, Laura

will be the mistress of our Alpha until she gives birth of the next heir of our

clans!" I stand up right away when he announced that. A breeder? What does

he mean? Why do I have to be the mistress. I don't care if I die but I don't want

to go with them.

" I refuse. " I shouted loudly. No matter what I can't let them

use me. They already abandoned me then why are they trying to do it? This is so

unfair with me . I wanna cry..

" How dare you rejecting the great proposal from our Alpha? We are

dying to be the breeder but you are rejecting those?"

The aggressive comments on me are increasing. I look at Alexander who is

sitting next to his Luna holding his hand. If I have to be his breeder, do I

have to see them being like this everyday? It will be a hell for me if I think

about.

" Ms Laura! You might have forgotten what you read in the letter. If

you say yes to come back, you have to do what we wish to. You have no way to

reject our proposal"

One of elder reminds me. But his words are like devastating to me. It wasn't

mentioned that I would be a breeder. How could they trick me? Or I would have

said No instead of coming here. Seeing him with his beloved will be nothing but

a hell for me. How am I going to face it? I should have said No on the first

place. If they forced me to get married with someone, maybe I would have abled

to keep the flow but marrying my own mate who rejected me before, is kinda

torturing myself..