Dangerous Obsession
Riya
And here I am sitting in my room talking to boyfriend...well if I say clearly then its fighting...between me and my boyfriend
And I am listening to his curse words...why?....simple...I am an idiot...don't know what's holding me from breaking up with this man....who always abuses me....why?...because I talk to other men.... Seriously we are living in 21st century and still there are some people who says that a civilised woman should not talk to other men because it brings disgrace to one's family
Those some people are my sweet and caring family and my loving boyfriend
someone: Riya what the hell are you doing in your room come out and help me in my house chores
Riya
hey...listen...do whatever you want to I don't care...just stop irritating me...I have my life and my rules
yes she is my mom..
always talking to me in rude way...sometimes I think whether I am an adopted one or what...But as I am living in Indian family so I think its normal among Indian families to treat the eldest child as the way they wanted to
yes I am the eldest one among my siblings...one brother and one sister...both are younger than me
Riya's mom
Riya ... I am fed up from you...why don't you study ... if not study then why don't you help me in kitchen...for how long will I fight with your grandmother for you...you know right how much she is eager for your marriage
Riya
mom please...you don't get start...that's why I don't accompany you in your chores..
From the time of my birth my grandmother wanted to marry me to a man as early as possible
She is like a villain old lady that maximum families have...and she is the major reason for my distance from my family...she always instigate my dad and my siblings against me...only my mom is there who supports in most cases...but she always gets scolding when she does that...because of me
From the day of gaining consciousness I never got motherly love...reason is simple my grandmother...she always used to pressurise my mom for a son and when her eldest grand child was a girl she lost her temper...she always scolded my mother that she brought disfame to our family from the day she stepped in this house...she is good for nothing...in result of which she used to beat me...yeah...I know....most of the kids get beaten up by their family members...and I am not saying that mine was worse...no man...I know some people whose childhood life was more traumatizing than mine...
whenever I remember my childhood memories I only remember my mother's beating...my grandmother's curse words against me and my mother and my father ( sigh )... he was always busy in his office work....so in short i neither got motherly love nor father's attention
After 7 years of my birth my brother came in this world...who stole all lime light from me of being a single child...now I became elder sister...well honestly saying I hated my brother alot...why?...because my whole family wanted a boy .... I was just a mistake... I know it sounds foolish but this is the truth that I always felt...everyone expected a boy at my time but here I was a girl and that too with darker skin
In our culture dark is considered as bad omen .... and here I got a darker skin...
I think god was against me from the very starting
On top of that I got capricorn zodiac sign
Every capricorn person may relate to me...that how irritating it is to be a capricorn...observing each and everything...keeping everything to themselves...loyal to everyone....keeping distance from everyone....and on top of that overthinker
Riya
Amber
Riya why are you so rude to your boyfriend
Riya
( sigh ) stay out of my personal matter Amber I am warning you
Amber
Riya I am your friend why you always talk rudely to me...If it was not for me than your psycho boyfriend would have broke into your house long ago
Riya
Amber...I am talking to you very nicely ...
If you really want to mess with me than please don't because I don't know what I will do
Amber
humph..do whatever you want...you deserve to be suffered
She is my so called friend...I will not consider her as my best friend because she is not
I have a friend circle of 5 girls...but none of them is truly my friend....because I am not beautiful like them...I am clumsy according to them... Irritating too...and to the girl whom I talked just now was one of them...she is the reason for chaos in my love life....she tells false stories about me to his boyfriend and his boyfriend tell those stories to my idiot boyfriend who trust me but less than other people
Why she does so?... Because in coaching there is a boy who is madly in love with me...but I don't give him a fu€k because I have an obsessive boyfriend who doesn't like me to talk to other men....and if I talk then his so called good friend ( Amber ) will tell him about it...[ that's what she always does... telling my boyfriend fake stories of talking to multiple boys like a s!ut ] she doesn't like me...because I always score more than her in studies... she is more beautiful than me...than also no boy gives attention to her whereas I unknowingly get many one's attention
I don't know what misfortune I got in my life that I am surrounded by such people...It literally makes me attempt suicide...no one loves in my family...considers me as a burden...no friend..
always look me for their selfish reason...boyfriend...who doesn't even trust me...and keeps me with him like I am a trophy....
But even if I attempt for suicide....no one will give a fu€k about it...just a few days of tears and then everything will be back to its track....no one cares whether I am happy or not...the thing that matters is whether I am bringing shame to them or not
Riya
Shiv
Riya we are in relationship from 2 years
Shiv
why you always say no to me
Riya
Shiv I am not going to do it before marriage
Shiv
Riya please stop being foolish...everyone does that...its common now
it may sound like an old age person but really I don't want to loose my virginity....to him...no ways...to such person I am not gonna loose it
Shiv
you know what Riya...you should feel lucky that I am your boyfriend...just look at you ... who will like you...no one even give a glace at you...always dress like a clumsy person...no dressing sense.. look at your hair so dirty ...no way of talking... there is nothing good about you. .. look at your friends they are so beautiful and gorgeous ...but apart from all these I have always loved you... always thought good for you...how much money have I wasted on you...everytime we meet I give you chocolates or presents why..
because u like it...but look at you...you always think about yourself...always care for yourself....you are such a selfish person Riya....you deserve to be suffered
Riya
( trying to control tears ) ( smile ) really you are such a great person
This is my boyfriend...whom I loved a long time ago...but after realizing his true colour I just hate him...want to get away from him but he never let me do so...how?
Riya
Shiv its over I am not gonna come to you ever again
Shiv
Riya you b!tch...s!ut...I want to beat you with my slippers very badly that you won't be even able to recall your name....I will really beat you with my broom very badly once I caught you Riya
Riya
Shiv ... I am not gonna give a fu€k on your abuse words....do whatever you want ... I am not in mood to argue
Amber
Riya what did you do to Shiv
Amber
he cut his wrist and wrote a suicide note in your name...that you are the reason for his death and you always torture him for money ... you are a gold digger
Amber
what happened Riya why he did so
Riya
because I denied on his sex request
Riya
what..why ?... I don't want to
Amber
Riya don't be a fool...just do whatever he wants to....or you will end up behind bars...as a friend I suggest you to give yourself to him...
Amber
currently out of danger
Amber
my boyfriend went on time...so he okay now
Amber
okay then I will accompany you
I know him very well..he must have called her boyfriend and told him about his action so that he would be out of danger on time....he is such a cunning man that he developed fear in me that he can go to any extent to get what he wants
Shiv
Riya sooner or later I will marry you...so why don't you give yourself to me
Riya
Shiv if you have waited till now ... then why not a little longer
Shiv
Riya ... its a waste to meet you....you are really a b!tch...just fu€k off ... don't show me your face again
Riya
( bitter smile on face ) bye
Shiv
just go away...always pissed me off
This was our one of the peaceful meetings in a restaurant.... and as always it ended so well... nothing new....if there is nothing new then why does it hurts....well no worries...left over deficiency will be full filled by my so called loving family
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