How painful and broken this heart is. Seeing my girlfriend making out with another man behind me. At first I didn't believe what my friends said.

Because of my confidence in him, who had promised to get married. But what I saw with my own eyes, made me realize. Not just one or two times that woman lied to me. At first I just used to see them walking together. But this can not be tolerated anymore.

"Honey, I don't have time. Because I'm busy. I'm sorry, Dev."

I read the short message sent by her this afternoon. I actually asked her out for dinner and wanted to propose to her tonight as well. But he even has work that can not be postponed.

"You don't bother me just yet. Please, honey. I already told you, I have an urgent job today. Let's just have dinner tomorrow, OK?"

One more message he wrote some time ago when I tried to call her. I want to have a nice talk with her. Wondering what work to do again. Even though his colleagues had all gone home. I've even asked her friends who are in the same office with her. Today is Saturday night and the next day is a holiday. As a couple, you want to capture the perfect moment for her proposal.

I opened my phone again and I sent her a message, "When are you done? I'll pick you up tonight. Even if you're late, it's okay. I'll be waiting for you in front of the office."

Maybe I'm just an idiot. Who is usually treated like this by the girl I love. A promise of loyalty is just a mere promise. Only sweet words from the lips of someone who is in love. Love betrayal is always a major problem in relationships. Cheating may be easy but keeping the commitment to be faithful is difficult. I'm also often tempted by some of my friends who are even prettier than her. But I always keep the commitment of loyalty. Without knowing my lover did something else behind my back.

I've also checked the office where her works. Currently no one is working anymore. There are only security officers who get the night shift.

"Until when have you been lying to me, Clarissa? I clearly saw me alone with him. But I dare not come clean, I followed you."

Even though I only saw them from afar, I could see their intimacy. Not like an ordinary friend. Even more than it should. When I saw the man fondling Clarissa fiercely.

"I've got a microphone set up near their desk. Would you like to hear it?" Phone call from one of my friends.

An incoming message from a young man whose job is a stalker. Well, thanks to his work, what's wrong with helping a friend in need? I've asked him to make a secret investment. After hearing the news of my lover's affair with another man.

"Send it to me. I want to hear their conversation." Finally I could hear what they were saying behind me. I want to know, is he still faithful or not. Even though it's obvious she's been with that guy a lot.

Finally I decided to listen to what they were talking about. The laptop that I brought belongs to my friend which is usually used for investigations. Of course, this was connected to the small microphone he had just installed.

"Ohh, don't be here, please. People will find out later. Let's just stay at the hotel tonight," said Clarissa spoiled and in a sighing voice.

"I'm always bothered by your stupid boyfriend. Also can't stand it when you're with him. I honestly feel jealous when you're with him." That man was none other than Clarissa's friend, Yulian Marcelo.

"Take it easy, Yulian. You know, the first person who made me feel comfortable was you. And I never loved Devan. He's really stupid anyway. People like this don't want to sleep. Yes, so I cheated, owhh. Instead of not being able to hold back."

What? What did she say just now? Is what I heard true? How can be like that? You guys are bad. You've already given your honor to that man, right? Why are you being like this?

My frustration is mounting. I want to go and beat that man. So how long has their relationship been that way? With me just holding hands and just almost kissing. But it didn't occur to me to go any further.

"I'm annoyed with that boyfriend of yours. Is he not a man or is he weak? Heh, I can't imagine how he could have had the first night with you. Surely he will be disappointed, hahaha! Or maybe I'm grateful that I got ahead of him."

I've had enough of that guy talking to me like that. He insulted me like a loser. I stepped into the restaurant and was about to beat up that immoral man. If possible, I want to send him to the grave to make me satisfied. But I can't play physically with girls. Even if you want to hurt him.

"What are you doing? You can't go there, Devan. You better let her be with someone else." My best friend came to reprimand and stop my steps.

"I'm so annoyed with him! Get off me, Eric! I want to beat him to heart!" If I don't hold it, I actually don't have the courage to face Clarissa's mistress.

Yulian has a large body and tattoos. Also a martial artist with a black belt. There's no way for me to beat that insolent man. Eric's decision to hold me was absolutely correct. This is for the good of my face and body.

"Never mind, Dev. It's useless for you to do this. Besides, he's stronger than you. Now look at you, Devan. Your thin body, how can you compare to a badass body like Yulian."

"I know that, Ric. But I want to get revenge on them. Especially Clarissa, who betrayed my loyalty. I can't accept that, Ric."

"Never mind... we'd better think of a way to get revenge on you. How about we have a cup of coffee? Or have a drink once in a while. Let's think of a crazy way of revenge!"

I don't know how he convinced me. But now my body is weak. With a rumbling stomach due to hunger. Since this afternoon, he had intended to propose to Clarissa. So that they are willing to endure hunger until they enter the place of application. It turned out that expectations did not match reality.

In the end Eric asked me out and for the first time I had a drink. Maybe this is the unluckiest day of my life. Why did the person I love the most have an affair? In fact I think it's been a long time coming. Until satisfied I drank until I was drunk. My consciousness has been lost somewhere. I don't know what I did to get out of the bar, I staggered.

"Huahaha! You're such a bad woman! Clarissa! Why did you betray me? You're the only one I love. But what about you?"

As I was walking around in a daze, I thought I saw Clarissa. But it looks more mature and fuller. I mean her body is so seductive to this lonely man.

***

I don't know what I've been through, so that it makes me wake up in a place I don't know. Well, now I'm in some luxury room. Of course this is not the room where I usually sleep. And what is this? Why am I not wearing clothes?

I looked around no one was here. Is it possible that I was kidnapped by an old woman and want to be made a husband? Wow, this can't be happening. Unless the woman is still beautiful and seductive, maybe I want to be with her. Despite the big age difference.

"Ah, damn it! Why is my mind so messed up like this?" Rather than thinking of something impossible, I decided to leave this room.

I was wondering what happened to me. Ah, the same question I've been thinking since waking up. It's possible that my mind went astray after having this nightmare. Or now I'm having a dream. Either it will be beautiful in time or it will destroy my young life.

"You over there, are you awake? If so, I'll wait outside." Sexy female voice.

Throw away these erratic thoughts. Maybe he's the person in my dream last night? Well, I vaguely remember something. A beautiful woman somewhat similar to Clarissa. But her age looks more mature and his body, you know. Ouch, why is my brain thinking like this?

The clock shows seven in the morning. I usually like to wake up late. Especially if it's a holiday like today. It's better to enjoy the holidays by sleeping in your beloved room. Hugging bolsters and making pictures of islands with endless dripping saliva.

This room does seem luxurious and I think the bed is quite spacious too. Like the room occupied by my mother. Well, my mom is a widow and doesn't have a husband yet. Since the death of my father who has forgotten, how many years. My mother was never close to any man or uncle. Even though what I really want is a beautiful younger sister of the woman who brought me into this world. Trapped in a storm of life that threatens my body and soul.

"Shiit, why is this brain gone wrong, huh? What do you want me to do? At times I feel like a madman in someone's house."

I can only speak alone because I'm crazy. Well, I'm a young man who is crazy about beautiful women and have a hot body. Even though I'm almost a quarter of a century old, I still haven't slept with any woman or girl.

That's probably what made Clarissa cheat on me. Maybe that's why she chose another man as a channel for her desires. While myself? Just a worthless piece of dry trash.

The room also has a large bathroom. There is a sink and there are also some women's things that I can't mention one by one. Well, I didn't know anything about that woman's stuff. Like an oblong object the size of a hoe handle. But the shape is weird and I think I'm dirty thinking again. I don't know what it is and what it's used for, I don't even know.

"The bathroom is clean and smells good. Huahhh, if you stay here for a long time you will feel at home. I'm trapped in a different world. Waking up in someone's room I don't know."

After washing my hands, face and others, I left the room. Walking quietly and saw a beautiful woman and a perfect body passing in front of me. I'm guessing she's probably twenty-seven and up. At least thirty years old and above.

"Are you awake? Sorry, I brought you to my house because you were drunk last night. It seems you also broke up with your boyfriend. But don't be so sad. There are lots of pretty girls who would want to be with you."

"Sorry, Sister Beautiful. I don't remember what happened yesterday." Seeing her beautiful face, who wouldn't be nervous? I'm just an ordinary guy who can't stand temptation like that.

"Beautiful sister? Ah, maybe you are the same age or a few years older than my daughter. In fact, call all of you. Oh yeah, what's your name? Let's eat together, okay," said the woman, smiling.

"Ye-yes, Sist." I said yes because by chance this stomach was very hungry. The worms kept fighting to get their share.

Since yesterday afternoon was the last to eat something. That night, instead of eating, I was invited to get drunk until I forgot, going out and meeting the woman who was currently in front of me.

"Young people like you are in their period. They're still in their infancy, so it's no wonder they are attracted to the opposite sex." The woman was still smiling.

"I'm sorry, pretty sister. If I may ask, what did I do last night, huh? Sorry, if I did something impudent. I've never been drunk before."

"Its okay. Maybe you just went through a breakup. Ah, it's normal for young people like you. But forgive me too. In fact, I'll take you to my house. But on the street there is no one else. And I think you're a good boy. So I decided for myself."

Yes indeed, I'm a good person. Not much acting and nothing can beat my good looks. Eits, why even think about cake like that? The basics of my mind somehow, why can be shaken like this.

When sitting at the dinner table, I shamelessly took rice and side dishes. The beautiful sister is very caring to me. Until you get food for me. Just cooking it has made me happy and happy in the afterlife. But instead coupled with being given special food I sat in front. I sat beside the coachman who was working. Eh, why are you even singing? So carried away by the atmosphere.

"Hehh, you didn't answer my question earlier. What's your name, huh?" he asked curiously. Her face when seen up close, similar to Clarissa. Although this woman is still prettier.

"Ehh, I'm Devan. I thank you and apologize for what happened. I'm really sorry, it's been a bother, here."

"Just relax. You better eat and then you can sleep. I live alone with my daughter Clarissa. If you are meant to be, maybe you've met on the street. Or do you know him? He didn't come home last night, maybe his girlfriend brought him."

The woman's face was sad after talking about her daughter. I don't know what kind of girl became his daughter. Indeed, the present era is the end. Whoever her girlfriend is, he must be severely beaten for taking a girl away overnight.

But wait a minute. Clarissa? Wasn't Clarissa the name of my cheating girlfriend? But it could be the same name. It's just that the name Clarissa that I know is only one person.

"There's a photo of Clarissa on the wall beside the wardrobe. Maybe you know her and told her boyfriend not to take my daughter."

Sigh!

It turned out that the girl named Clarissa was the same person. The woman who had betrayed my loyalty to her. The person who took my heart then hit it really hard. The heart is getting crushed hearing it.

***

Nothing is accidental in this world. But a teaching in this mortal life. A life where we are faced with a problem. Let me think for what I do all things in order to get her heart.

A man's heart can melt and break. Because people say, this heart is not made of steel or stone. Being the protagonist in my own story is not easy. Sometimes we also need to be a strong antagonist. Which can survive all odds. With all the strength and passion we have. Work hard and diligently to achieve good life goals.

Okay, the content of this morning's lecture is over. Again we continue in my story which is full of emotion and sadness. When looking at the large photo on the wall. Hanging beautifully in the horizon of my vision.

"Mom, I'm home!" The source of the voice came from someone I definitely knew. Well, who else if not the traitor of love? She is Clarissa Ranudipta.

Someone who is still a girl but no longer a ******. Just like a song, yeah. But the song also begins with a true story which is developed into a work of art.

"Eh... Devan? Are you here?" Clarissa's face looks like she's hiding something from me. "Ma, I'll take a shower first, well. Muach." After kissing the woman sitting at the dining table straight away.

I didn't say anything and he also seemed indifferent to my presence. Does she really not like me? Even though she himself cheated on me.

In fact, it wasn't just the one time she was romantically involved with another man. But I always forgive her. Without me knowing behind me, already having a husband and wife relationship. Even though his status is my girlfriend, who never even did that.

I also don't know how her relationship with the men he had affairs with before. Could he also let her body be enjoyed together with other men? It's really unfortunate my fate if that really happens.

Tub of sorrow blanketing lies. Leaving hope, thrown by helplessness. As a man who accepts the consequences, I no longer want to guess. Get that feeling out of my mind.

"Devan, I'm sorry. I promise I won't do it again. Really, there's only you in my heart. Please forgive me, okay?"

Remember the promises made after being caught cheating. That was a few months ago, when I caught her walking around making out with Aldi, a boy who had been her schoolmate. There are also several other people. There is also Alex who has been seen making out with each other.

"You know Clarissa? It's a good thing you're her friend, right?" the woman asked, glancing at me.

Even though Clarissa is my only girlfriend. But didn't know that she has another girlfriend. Well, I'm pretty self-aware and self-aware, just being an idiot. So stupid.

"Yeah. I know her. It's been a few years. We're schoolmates too." Well, I was indeed late for school. Because of my condition which cannot be told to anyone, it seems that I often miss class. Until finally can be one level with her.

"That means you're really young, right? Clarissa probably just got home from her boyfriend's house. I as a mother have also forbidden her to stay at her boyfriend's house. But yeah, it's a girl nowadays. Hopefully her boyfriend can take care of her. Almost every night he sleeps over at her boyfriend's house."

Even though I was the one who officially became Clarissa's boyfriend. And I never even asked him to stay at my parents' house. Even I never let her stay. I also can't come to this house. I don't know what happened, since going out with me, I just found out her house is here. This is also because her mother brought me here.

"Let's eat auntie's cooking. Or do you call me auntie? Ah, I don't know what you should call her. Hurry up and eat then."

"No, Miss. Eh, I'll just call you Sister Beautiful. You're still young like this. I doubt you are Clarissa's mother. The problem is you're still very young," I teased a woman whose name I didn't know.

"Ouch, this embarrasses me, young people like you even like to tease old people, hihihi. In that case, it's up to you, okay. In that case, I'll just call 'Young Devan', okay."

"Where are the parents? How old is beautiful sister, really?" I'm sure that this woman in front of me married young. If not, Clarissa is not her biological child. Or it could be her husband's child.

"Hahaha! Hurry up and eat. After that, you can sleep again. That room you stayed in last night was my room with my ex-husband. Can the widow be left alone."

Well, it turns out she's a pretty interesting widow. Forgive me for having bad intentions. Clarissa, maybe I can get my revenge on you. My thin brain is very useful at times like this. Moreover, I'm the type of person who is vengeful and likes new things.

Don't think that I'll just be a plain young man who doesn't know anything. If it can't destroy you, I will destroy it from your family. I am Devan Juliardi, I will be a man as strong as steel. Revenge in an unusual way.

I decided to leave this house before Clarissa came. I'm sure she'll be in the room a long time anyway. She also may not know, I saw her with his mistress.

"Sister. The food is really good, you know. Makes me want to eat here every day. But–"

"But what? Aren't you Clarissa's friend? But you don't seem too familiar with her. Never mind, you can meet this beautiful sister next time, hihihi."

Don't make me smitten. Especially if I make her the medium of my revenge. Maybe this will make me happy.

"Hehehe, if that's the case, just be my pretty sister, okay? Let's meet again, shall we? Introduce, my name is Devan Juliardi. And what's the name of the beautiful sister in front of me?" I reached out to her. This was my formal introduction before I started my scheming. Hahaha.

"Introducing, my name is Kirana Raqilla. I am currently thirty-eight years old. Nice to meet you, sister's favorite handsome sister." Her smile was quite enchanting. Reciprocate his gentle hand.

Looks like I might get a chance to start it. Well, what was on my mind right now was to approach the woman who had given birth to Clarissa. If need be, I can marry her, right? Ha ha ha! Truly an evil plan has been imprinted in me.

"Hi, Miss Kirana. From now on, you are my friend who is the most beautiful in the world." While smiling and winking one eye.

"Ouch, how are you? But my sister likes to be friends with you. Whenever there's time, we can hang out together and it's thought we'll get new young boy, hahaha!"

"That's okay, Miss. Besides, age is just a number. But today I have an appointment with my mother to take me to the market. You know, I'm the only child in the family. And the only man is also in the house."

"Then give my greetings to your mother, well. Invite us here sometime, maybe we can become in-laws or mother-in-law, ahihihi."

***