*I have this dream once i don't know if this actually happened or it is just really a dream. In this dream i woke up in such beautiful but empty house,i looked around and saw a baby's hand i wanted to touch it so yeah i sat up,when i sat up i saw a body of a kid around 4 or 5 maybe she looked lovely i would say... I looked around once more and saw a sunlight through the window it looks very amazing. It feels like i was a new born baby hahahahahahaha for me that dream was the best of all the dream i had.Seconds after looking into that window i woke up and saw a more beautiful scenery,i saw my mom and dad playing cards,and saw my siblings playing on the side of the bed, of course i was lying down so i sit up and saw that sunlight again "7am" i said "i won" i looked around to my parents side "huh" i said with a confusing expression."oh you're awake do you want something to eat?" my mom asking me..."no I'm good" i answered mom then she got back to their game. I looked to my siblings side and played with them.

Good days

i wanted to feel that once more

i sighed in despair

"here you go again sighing" my classmate talking to me "what do you want leave me alone"i talked back rolling my eyes...elementary... first grade.

I'm a teacher's pet

i would stick to my teacher's side and would be spoiled to my classmate...

no shame right?

second grade...

my first embarrassment...

not a teacher's pet this time I'm shy...not talking to anyone... I'm embarrassed i don't have brains like anyone in my class...

time to return the books...

but before the day that happens i bought all my books on the top of my desk and leave...

...time to return the books my mom came to school with me and asked for my books so she can return the books "it's on top of my desk mom" i told her"where?" she asked i looked to my desk and saw the books aren't there "it was here mom" i said "if it was there why can't see any books?" she said "..." i looked around "it was just right here i promise" i told her with an expression of scared expression "tsk" mom clicking her tongue... mom trying to find the books in my locker,she tried looking in the other books that was piled up on the ground it's where the students put the books that they were returning... she looked back at me who was looking on her phone... she walked towards me and shouted at me..."your so useless are you out of your mind why would put your books on top of your desk when you know there are people who takes books without a name on it"... seriously I didn't know i wanted to cry so bad it was so embarrassing my classmates were looking at us... my first time hating my mom...

third grade...

the first time I got bullied...

I want to continue this story on my next upload so much has happened lately and only here i can express all my pain and suffering I'm a happy person but i always get hurt I'm tired so i thought of writing it here i want give up already so much...my freedom wall is here*...