I will use this text like author's words, cause author's words are kinda short, so I can't write there what I need. So I am sorry for grammar mistakes, because I am not from English so um.

Warning ⚠️

× boyxboy (if you don't like it u can leave bye 👋)

× alcohol

× kidnapp

× abuse

× depression

× pedopilia

× rape

× Illegal things (like drugs, vulgar porn and more)

× nudes (just in story I wouldn't show pictures here)

× vulgar language

x sex scenes

× maybe BDSM

🔞and more 🔞

(if you're not interested in this story, please just leave, and don't report it)

Ryan's pov

I'm lying in my bed, I am scared because I know what will happen. My dad is in the bar or casino. After mum dies, he goes out a lot, and he starts drink, too. He made a lot of big dept, and we don't have any money, but he stills goes to casino. To be honest, he never won, he always spends a lot of money on hazard, but he always lost.

He made me to sell my body to his friends, to pay "our" debts. When I was younger I used to like him, but after all I hate him so much. He starts taking my ***** photos, when I was eight. When I was twelve, he starts selling my body. And now when I am fourteen years old, he made me work at some gay bar.

After all I'm a bit happy, because I am not stripper, I am just waiter. But still a lot of men ask me for hook up. I always say no, but sometimes they ask my father, and he always agrees. I live in small town in Venezuela. This town is full of old houses, what look like they're going to fall. There are a lot of marketplaces with Illegal things. This town is the ugliest town what I have ever seen. It's very dirty, there live a lot of weird people too.

When I was younger around six or seven, we used to live in Chicago, but after father's debts we can't afford it, so we moved to Venezuela, to this weird town. After we moved here I lost all of my old friends, because my father never allow me to have mobile phone or computer. My father send me to the most cheap school in Venezuela. All the students in this school are weird. It's maybe because this school is in this cheap weird town.

To be honest, I rarely go to school, because sometimes when I slept with someone, it hurts so much so my father let me stay at home. I spend most of my time in our house, if I can call it house, because I am scared, cause most of the people in our neighborhood are very weird. One time when I just want to go to convince store to buy just some food, because I eat once day, but sometimes just once of two days.

I was just about 100 meters far from convince store, but one of these weirdos raped me so um. And after this accident I am scared go out. I go out just when I need to go to my shift in bar or when I go to school.

So this is first chapter, I hope you like it. If you do, you can comment, like, follow, send gift or add it to your favorite. Thank ya for reading first chapter

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But still. I am still scared when I have to go to school, because I can't afford bus, so I have to walk by my self to school. I'm okay with walking, because school is not far, but I am still scared of people I can meet when I am going to school.

I guess I said a lot of my past, so let's talk about now. I am in lying in my bed. It's about midnight. I know my father can come every time. He usually come home about midnight or very early in morning. Sometimes he come home with his friends. To be honest, I really hate all of his friends. They are weird like all people in this town. Whatever time they came, I try to stay in my room, and pretend I sleep.

I pretend sleep, because my father want me to be with they, but I have two problems, one of them is that I have social anxiety, and second is that his friend always want me to sleep with them, and the touch me and a lot of more, but one of the weirdest is one man around his late 20s I guess, I never asked him about his age.

To be honest, I try never talk to him. Because as I said he is the weirdest, because he didn't want me just to one-stand or just for sex. He asked me if I want to be his boyfriend. Yep, it is very weird, because I am fourteen years old, and he is around 20-30.

I was thinking about a lot of different ways to kys, but then I heard turning the lock, the front door creaks open. I am scared as hell, when I heard some men talking. Not only that, but I know very well, they are my father and his friends. Likewise, I'm shaking, but still try pretend sleep. I think they will let me sleep, but I was wrong.

When I heard door of my room opens. I was scared as hell. Then I can feel someone is touching me. I was wondering who is it, but not dared to look. I don't want to let them know that I am not sleeping. But then he said "I know you aren't sleeping, so get up you use less piece of shit,, when I heard it, I know who it is. It is my Father. I know his voice, and he always call me like that.

I know very well, that I have no choice. I get up and follow my dad. We are going to table in living room, I guess. Yes, I was right. When we get to the living room I heard voice. The voice I hate the most, second only to my father's. It's his voice, I am not sure about his name. It is Nathan I guess, I am really not sure. But it is the men who offer me to be his boyfriend.

Hi there it is me Kurii ! I just want to say that I'm rewriting this story, because when I write first chapter three, I want to delete one word, but I accidentally delete full chapter three. So I am mad at myself for being so stupid. So I guess I this chapter going to be better than before, because I get new idea, better idea. But still I delete more than 200 words. I am so fucking stupid.

back to story haha

I ignored him, because how I said before, I really don't want to talk to him, but to be honest I don't want to talk to anybody. "You don't go to talk today?,, Nathan says, how I said I am not sure about his name. I am going to still ignore him, because I don't give single ****, about him and about everything he said. I just don't like him, yeah maybe he is beautiful.

Because he has 6 feet 2 inches (187.96 cm) he is a lot taller, because I am 5'3 (160.02 cm). He has got black and hazel green eyes.He was about his late 20s, so that mean 25-30, I guess. Not only that, but he has got muscular body, too. And he is kinda rich, if you want to know how I know this, I know this, because my dad said it in Some conversation. He just has a lot better look then I do.

I have brown medium curly and medium straight, they are a bit fluffy. My body is not muscular at all, but I am not fat. I am kinda skinny, I am a lot of underweight. I have just 93ibs (43.9 kg) I am not surprised, because I don't eat a lot. Likewise, I have 2 big eyes, they are both blue. Only fat on my body is on my hips and ***. I don't have any sh scars, because I am crybaby and I can't do it. I always want to do it, but I am too weak.

"Why are you ignoring me,, ? Nathan said and touched my face. I quickly moved my face. "Dad cam I go to bed,, I ask, because I was scared. " No, why would I let you?,, my father says, his voice seem to be pissed. " I have morning and evening shift at bar,, I lied, because I know if I said truth, he will don't give single ****. "Uh fine, you can go,, my father says. "Good night baby,, Nathan says. I still ignore him.

In the morning, I wake up by sound of my alarm clock. I have to use alarm clock, because I don't have my own phone. It was 2.30, so I don't slept long, but better than nothing. My shift starts at half past three, so I have about half n hour to get really, because I am going to walk to bar around fifty minutes, and I need to change to my uniform, and get ready at bar.

**Yeah, I am absolutely sure this chapter three is better than before. I hope u like my story, and if u do you can support me more ways, like comment, like or vote.

...thanks...

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