Taehyung

my heart sank at the sight before me.

there sat my fiancé, Jeon Jungkook, on my bed, on our bed.

his hands were wrapped around someone else's waist, his lips on someone else's skin, someone else's neck.

the room filled with giggling and happiness.

while my fiancé is in the room, probably having the time of his life with some girl I don't know who, I am out here, watching as the scene unravel with heavy breaths.

how could he throw 5 years all away like that? I thought, feeling hot tears drip down my puffy cheeks.

as quietly as I could, I closed the bedroom door and walked my way silently through the hall, making my way out the house.

and there, I let it all out.

the sounds I kept in while watching the love of my life cheat on me, were all released.

"how could you.." I sobbed, running my fingers through my hair, tugging them from their roots.

"I trusted you. I trusted you. I trusted you." I chanted, sobbing as I felt more tears drop.

I shut my eyes tightly, sobbing loudly as I did so.

crying was good.

I remember my mother always telling me to let it all out, to cry it all out when I was feeling something inside-to never bottle it up.

crying will make you feel good, it'll satisfy you, she said.

but why was crying not enough right now? it was lacking something, someone.

I felt my phone vibrate inside my pocket, making me pause for a moment. I take it out and read the caller ID.

"Jiminie~🐣"

I answered it and pulled it to my right ear with shaky hands.

"hey Tae! wanna maybe go to lunch with me today? I know you're kinda busy with the wedding and everything since it's 2 days away, but you should let loose, you know? you shouldn't be stressed! it's your wedding day after all, you should look fresh! after lunch, let's go get our nails done, then a massage and then let's go to a spa! I know a great one and-"

"Jimin.." I cut him off with a shaky voice.

"Tae? why..why do you sound like that? what's wrong??"

"I.. you.. fucking hell, Jimin please pick me up. right now." I demanded, another bucket of tears threatening to fall.

"I- okay. okay. where are you right now?"

"home."

I ended the call and waited for him and praised the Lords when I finally saw his car.

I hopped in the front passenger seat.

"what's wrong-"

"Jimin, please, I feel another break down coming so please just shut up and take me away from this place." I said, shutting my best friend up almost immediately.

the drive was silent.

I felt the tears dry on my cheeks and my heart.. well my heart's broken, that's for sure.

the car pulls up infront of a white building, making me turn to Jimin in confusion.

"where are we?" I ask.

"we are going to get our nails done, we're getting a massage and we are exfoliating every bad cell out of our body all inside this building. but before all that, we're going to get a private room to talk about what ever the hell's got you crying." Jimin says, stepping out the car with his phone and sunglasses on hand.

I follow him inside the building, getting weird looks from strangers, probably because of my red face.

Jimin talks to the receptionist and we're immediately lead to a small room with a short table, some pillows on the wooden floor, a videoke, a bottle of Jack Daniel's and two glasses.

the lady lets herself out, closing the door in the process as she did so.

"sit." Jimin says, opening the bottle and pouring the two glasses half full with it.

"now, spill." I suck in a deep breath, bringing the glass near me.

I hold it up, pressing it on my lips and finally downing it in one sip.

the liquor caused all kinds of emotions to grow stronger in me.

I looked my best friend in the eyes before breaking.

I told him all I wanted to tell him, all he needed to know.

"I can't believe he'd do that." Jimin says, complete shocked at what I just told him.

"yeah, well me too. I guess some people are just really good at hiding behind a mask, huh?" I say bitterly, downing another glass of whiskey.

Jimin shakes his head in disappointment, following my actions before standing up to turn on the tv.

"what are you doing?" I ask, watching him as he plugged in the microphone and turned on the speakers.

"we're getting shit faced before pampering ourselves." he says, handing me a mic before typing in a song number.

the music plays and it breaks my heart even more.

"**** you asshole." I spat, glaring at my best friend who simply smiled at me.

"let it all out." he says.

"all I ask is if..

this is my last night with you..

hold me like I'm more than just a friend..

give me a memory I can use..

take me by the hand while we do

what lovers do

it matters how this ends

cause what if I never love..again?"

I let the tears stream slow down my cheeks, feeling my heart break another time.

small but strong arms wrap around my body, holding me against a well-built chest.

I sibbed and sobbed until I felt my body go weak.

"what are you gonna do now..?" Jimin asks, rubbing my arm as an act of comfort.

"tonight. one last night before I make calls to cancel off the wedding, to end things." I say, feeling Jimin shake me.

"woah, woah. let's back up a bit. maybe it was a mistake?? maybe that wasn't kook you saw, Tae." he says, watching me as I shake my head.

"I know that cherry head anywhere. plus, no one else was allowed to come upstairs other than Kook and I. that was our rule." I said, my voice breaking.

"well.. are you.. are you sure you're willing to throw 5 years away?" Jimin asks.

"I don't know, Jimin. why don't you ask him? 5 years. and he had to cheat on me two days before our wedding. our fucking wedding Jimin! how could one possibly do that??" I yelled from the top of my lungs, instantly regretting it when I saw my best friend's lower lip quiver.

"I'm sorry. I just... I can't be with someone who's not committed. sure we were together for 5 years, but all those could simply be wiped away in under a minute or two.." I say, completely drained.

Jimin squeezes my arms before giving me a warm smile.

"Let's get pampered." he says, causing a smile to allear on my face.

•••

I walk inside the house, feeling completely freshed from Jimin and I's day out.

"babe? you're home?"

and the tears are back.

I lick my lips, closing my eyes and taking a deep breath before letting it all out.

I play with my diamond ring wrapped around my finger.

"babe?" his voice comes closer.

Jungkook steps out of the kitchen with basketball shorts and an apron on.

I give him my fakest smile before letting him kiss my cheek.

"come on, I made dinner." he smiles.

I follow him to the dining room and we have dinner.

I act as if everything's okay, that I'm not hurt, that I didn't catch him cheating just a few hours ago.

we finish our food and walk up to our bedroom together.

"baby, it's only a night and a day away." he says, wrapping his arms around my waist from behind me.

his lips peoper soft kisses on my neck, the same lips that peppered the same soft kisses on the girl.

"all I ask is if..." I sang, remembing the song I sang not so long ago.

"..this is my last night with you.." I continue, swaying our bodies together.

"..hold me like I'm more than just a friend.."

"baby why are you singing that?" he asks, burying his face on the crook of my neck.

"..take me by the hand while we do, what lovers do.." 

we continue swaying like that, contented in eachother's touch.

"..it matters how this ends.." I sang, turning my body around to face him.

we look into eachother's eyes and I bring both my hands up to cup either side of his cheeks.

"..cause what if I never love again?" 

slowly I brought my lips closer to his.

those soft cotton candy lips I kiss everyday for 5 years feel like how they've always felt-tasted like how they always tasted.

I push in deeper, feeling his tongue brush my lower lip, asking for entrance and I grant it to him.

before this escalated to anything, I part our lips, biting on my lower lip.

"..I wanna... I wanna save this for the honeymoon.." I lie.

you won't be getting a honeymoon. I thought.

that night.

when he fell asleep with me in his arms.

I packed my things, slipped off my ring and left a note.

I slipped the note inside an envelope along with the ring, placing it on my pillow beside him.

"I loved you like you put the mother fucking stars in the sky." I whispered, feeling tears about to fall.

"I hope I regret this. I really fucking do." I said before leaning down to plant one last kiss on my ex fiancé's forehead.

"I love you."

Next day on the wedding

tae is not in his room so Jungkook got tensed and started searching for him. In the process he finds a letter saying

"hey kookie,

it's me taehyung hope you forgive me. I know you don't love me anymore and you love a girl and I saw you two being happy. so please lead a happy life and don't try to contact me I know without saying proper goodbye leaving you is a not good thing.. hope you can forgive me if you still have respect towards me have a great life jungkook..

your's hyung "

then jungkook started crying and ran to where taehyung went. Because Jungkook know everything about Tae so he went to a small park which is near to their school. He saw taehyung there sitting on a bench listening to music ,tears rolling down from his eyes and then jungkook went to him and said

"tae tae why you left kookie alone? you know that he can't live without you "with tears in his eyes

without looking at him he said " of course he can live happy with that girl without me"

then jungkook got confused and asked "which girl? "

"don't act smart Jungkook I saw that with my own eyes and listened your chuckles-"

"tae tae it is not me...

it is my brother and his girlfriend... and I'm in same room and we were talking about my precious little tae so we chuckled "

"so you are saying you are not in love with any other girl? " then taehyung became sad and hugged kookie saying

"sorry I should have asked you.... it's all my fault please can we get back together kookie"

jungkook felt happy and sad at the same time and said

" I am here to get you back so you don't have to ask but I'm sad that you don't trust me "

"sorry kookie baby I really love you and trust you but that day something happened... can you please give me another chance? "

"taetae you know that I can't say no to you so you don't have to ask that"

"so......

shall we get married? "

"I know you love so I brought the rings here "

and they both trusted and loved eachother in every way ...

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