ESMERAY : THE DARK MOON
Episode 1 : Family
I'm just a normal human being like others. Every human have a desire in their life, some starve for something, and some even happy and satisfy with what they have....
Is love and care is given to someone as per order or status? Are wishes are forbidden? I don't understand this society's way of things. Everyone says all are equal but those were either in written or just in speech. Not all human always want money, to be a high class, or something else. There are many who even starve for love and attention.
If you look good few may attract, accompany, support you... if you do good things may be some like you.... But what if the money, and the outer beauty gone??? Will they stand with you and care and support you? They may ignore you or they may hurt you by their words and deeds....
authy
readers may think what the hell this author blabbering...
authy
even though I have a long note to type 😁
don't worry I won't nag you guys....
There are a million of people who either lack of money, beauty, knowledge or something else, but heart full of love. In front of those love and loyalty nothing standby.....
Dia
why?? hic... hic... why??hic.. I didn't do anything wrong....
A girl is crying in the corner of a dark room....
Dia
Is being a girl wrong???
Dia
They cherish and love each other a lot. I am too their family why can't they love and care about me💔 ??
Dia
I feel scared...😭 I feel lonely..
Dia
Amy.... hic.. hic..Amy I want to meet you..😭hug you and want to scream 😭
Episode 2 : Pain
Dia
Why nobody understands my pain.....
They use to isolate me,hurt me with words as well as through actions....
Everyday starts with scolds full of bad words and ....😓
I want to cry 😭.,. I want some shoulder to cry on .... A hand to hold with full of trust and love....
I used to Frank my mind and about actions to others, but why they make me to this....
Yes, I agree, I'm a disgrace and bad luck... Then just ignore me...
Why..,.,
Why...
Why can't you understand my pain that I undergone because of you....
authy
Words Are powerful… Words are sharper than a two edged sword as they can turn millions of men into potent and dangerous weapons. In contrast, a two edged sword is dangerous only when it is in the hand of a skilled swordsman.
Dia
But.... Here in my life words and actions destroys each of my small small happiness and peace that I should have been experience... I'm scared to meet the outer world, the peoples, and about the discrimination .... I scared to speak to someone, I scare of everything... Even about my life and my family ....
I use to get angry, whenever everyone laugh, I feel that everyone laugh at me and they are speaking about me....
I don't know.... I don't understand....
She got unconscious after hours of crying....
she is just a high school girl who scared of this judgemental society. she have a lot of wishes and dreams , likes and dislikes,...
years ago...
She was an angel for others...
but...
Episode 3 : Unrequited love
Everyone have their own happy, sad and mysterious moments. But does that mean everyone get their happiness in just a second. Some even struggle and wait for an eternity for it. If they struggle for their loved ones, it might be different but it's too
painful for them. All have a painful past, some overcome it, and some cover it with a smile even if they injured brutally.
It's life ....
It's what this world teach us...
You should not be like this, like that,.....etc.,......
Why can't they try to understand that everyone have feelings...???
Even many of them know about the feelings of their companions, family, friends and those in front of them, they just ignore it and advice them that they are the one mistaken. Like someone says, "we are born in judgemental society"....
There's a pattern for everyone's life they should follow it. This is what we should do.
But what about love? I'm mean a love between every relationships. Does there should be a limit for everything. Until now, even though humans modern way of life changed it doesn't change their core . I mean they are not expressing their true thoughts and feelings they just covering it by a stiff smile to avoid others opinions.
Why??? Why is it like this??? I'm confused. It's painful for controlling our emotions for few minutes but how some peoples hide it for life long ?
Dia wake up early in the morning and do her daily routine. And get ready for school and go down ( to hall)
Laura (Dia mom)
(Cursing Dia while coming from kitchen)
( ) means action
" " means thoughts
Benjamin (Dia dad)
Dia !! why are you late everyday? can't you be punctual atleast once?😠 And what the hell you're wearing??😠🗣️
Dia
"😨" ( tears got up in her eyes which can fall anytime)
Laura (Dia mom)
you bitch did cat got your tongue!!🗣️
Dia
Dad mom it's only 8 am so I'm not late my school is nearby and it only takes 10 minute to reach there by walk. Then why you both scolding me??(in low voice)
Laura (Dia mom)
(Slap Dia) you ungrateful bitch!! how dare you speak back while we speaking? don't you have manners? did we teach you be like this?
Dia
I'll be leaving. Bye... "hope they love me like they love and care him"
after half and hour later a boy came there in his night dress who just wakeup.
Trace ( Dia brother)
😴 mom... dad...
Laura (Dia mom)
oh my sweetie!! you wake up already?
Benjamin (Dia dad)
my charming boy
Even though our world developed a lot in technology and lifestyle, still the male domination and gender discrimination is happening.....
On the way to school.....
Dia
"sometimes I want to end this life but my this fool brain and heart stops me...."
Dia
"somewhere in my heart there's a starving for their love and care even knowing it unrequited 😔...."
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