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The Inner Self Of Mine Is Killing Me

THE INNER SELF OF MINE IS KILLING ME CHAPTER 1

IN CHAPTER 1 WE CAN SEE THAT THE MC KILLED SOME ONE FOR THE FIRST TIME AND GONE TO JAIL.

...THERE HE REMEMBERS OF HIS PAST...

Hello my name is Benjiro Genkei I am a High school r my age is 16 I am in class 11th.

My father is a business man named Aiki Genkei and my mother is a house wife named Sakai Genkei.

...I live in Tokyo...

...with my mom and dad....

It all started when I was at the age of 7 years I was playing in the garden and suddenly I killed a dog.

After that strange things started to happened like I was getting more and more angry r and I was loving the darkness. I was getting deep and deep in the darkness without knowing.

From the first only I was very kind and never a cold hearted man, but suddenly it all changed.

My all friends get away from me because of my rude behaviour and I also was very sad for it but I can't tell anybody because of my darkness but only one who stayed with me was a girl named Akira Takahashi.

I can't tell anybody about my darkness because no one will believe me my inside some time give me so much pain that I can't do anything just beating up myself.

My family and also my close friend whom I like can't understand me

they can't understand me a inch.

Later by later everyone disliked me and later my family my mom dad and the girl whom I like also started to dislike me because of my behaviour.

But I can't do anything as my darkness is making me so much hurt that I cannot tell that if I am hurting someone or not. My heart became a full of stone I can see it in my mind I can fell it.

And then the day come when a bullying boy disturbed me and I suddenly loose my consciousness and done something when I opened my eyes there was only blood and blood in front of me and a boy was lied down when I look in my hands, my hands were full covered with blood.

I was so shocked that I knell down and cried infront of that boy so much and putting my head in the wall that from my head the blood was coming.

I didn't understand how it has done but I know that it was done by me.

Then the news of mine that I killed everyone spread and I gone to jail there everyone was so dangerous that I wish that they will not kill me.

The darkness of my body when gets activated I can't control myself I am like a boy who has a psycho problem.

Because of this darkness inside my heart I have always fell that there is no heart inside myself.

When I was in jail I fell something strange, a strange thing that never happened to me.....

THE INNER SELF OF MINE IS KILLING ME CHAPTER 2

...In the 2nd chapter...

we can see that the ml is in jail and thinking about his past.

My story is not too good nor too ironic. It all started when I was a little boy and got consiusness, I from the beginning fell that there was no heart in my chest at all it doesn't means that I don't have a heart but my heart is full of a broken stone.

My parents were very happy but sometimes they argue so much that I fell that I should never be born. My mom sometimes in a bad mood said something to me that I can't cry and also can't tell that I am feeling pain, I just cried in my pillow my pillow always full of tears.

But I never show my depression, pain and suffering. Instead of showing it I always smiled and cheer and laugh with everyone.

My friends always tell me that you are so happy we wish if we ever be happy like you, but no one knows the truth behind my fake smile 😊

Whenever I was sad I fell like a lighting strike goes over my heart and every single time my heart becoming a rock little by little.

But about this I could not tell anybody they will laugh at me if I tell them.

...HEY YOU, ARE YOU THE NEW PRISONER WHO CAME TODAY...

...Suddenly a voice came and I look backwards who was that....

Who are you I asked him.

O sorry not to introducing myself

My name is 'Kenji Nakamura'

Hello nice to meet you I am 'Benjiro Genkei'

And yes I am a new prisoner comes today.

Kenji ask :- Why have you been arrested ?

Me :- Because I killed someone in my school when we both were fighting, and you !

Kenji :- Me, because I killed 20 people who were teasing my little sister. No one can can touch nor tease my sister. And how dare they tease my little sister in front of my eyes.

Me in my thoughts :- This guy sure is very strong not to mess up with him.

Kenji :- You look younger than me you can call me Kenji kun.

From now on you are my buddy.ok.

Me :- whattt… me with a person who kills 20 person single handely.

No way.😱😱😱

Kenji :- ok bye bye.

Me :- Atleast he gone.🤦

Now I should go to my cell and atleast I got a single cell not to share with someone.

Someone :- stop stop please stop, somebody help me please help me.

Me :- why those guys are beating them and why the guards are not doing anything ?

Me :- A sudden pain happened in my chest and I loose my control from my body but I was conscious this time, I don't know but from where I got some power like a super human strength and beated up all those bad guys who were beating the boy in front of me.

After that I gone to my cell back.

Everyone there was so shocked that there mouth got shut and the one who whom I met today Kenji, also was in a shock 😲

Later everywhere the news spread that I beat some strong people.

But Kenji was very suspicious he told me to come see him later at cafeteria after the cell is open.

There Kenji ask me if I have a ' Dark Impulse ' or not

I was shocked 😳 that what is he telling to me ? Is it about the darkness which is raising in my heart little by little.

I was so shocked 😳 that I couldn't move from there.

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