Yours Forever Dawn
Prologue
Jeon Jeongguk
" For a moment you- a moonlit dream,
me a grounded reality got intertwined.
You, the best of good,
me, the worst of bad
met at the right corner of the round world.
However, like a flame finding fuel,
my fear of the lovely dawn solidifies but
At the crack of a new dawn,
I opened the window of my frozen heart and invited:
Love to shelter,
Fragrance of flowers to diffuse,
A spring of hope to bloom,
Blue butterflies to dance,
Nightingale birds to sing,
And nature to chant with her silent language!
Alas, the dream that can't be grasped will be disappeared too. "
Kim Taehyung
" You are like love- such a sinful and beautiful desire
you blind my eyes
Deafen ears
Numb my body
Control my soul
Kill my heart
You widely open the gates of hell
Welcoming the blazing fire
Awakening the devils
Befriending Satan
And disappointing God. But still my every heart beat screams your name, they being dissolved in your name scatter a million poetries in the sky. "
Auspicious Blue
Jeongguk, a 45 years old, homemaker. He's married to a ' perfect ' man. Having a perfect family, one 17 years old daughter and 6 years old son.
Auspicious Blue
TOO PERFECT LIFE TO BE TRUE
Auspicious Blue
We live in a world surrounded with friendly monsters
disguised as friends, family, relatives and children.
Be wary of whom you let tame you
and be wary of whose cage and stables you enter into
for it will be invisible behind pretty smiles
hidden behind small talks and small walks in dangerous aisles
a journey seeming utterly beautiful like snowflakes in winter
but in reality, they’ll all use you, disgrace you and leave you bitter.
Auspicious Blue
When everything seems dark in Jeongguk's life
Auspicious Blue
He has come, defeating darkness in Jeongguk's life like Dawn
Auspicious Blue
He is Jeongguk's forever Dawn
Auspicious Blue
but for him, Jeongguk is love and a beautiful sin
Auspicious Blue
Here begins a journey of a forbidden love
Auspicious Blue
I am a TOP TAEHYUNG ENTHUSIAST so TAEHYUNG will be the TOP/DOMINANT in this story and my upcoming stories as well
If you are not into TOP TAEHYUNG stories then don't read and save your time.
Auspicious Blue
This story is PURELY FICTIONAL, HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE ARTISTS. The names are given in the story are fictional. I don't have any intention to offend anyone or bring any damage to Kim Taehyung, Jeon Jeongguk, or any other artists; this story has nothing to do with them. This story belongs to fanfiction genre.
If anyone finds it offensive then please don't read it.
Auspicious Blue
This story contains
MALEPREGNANCY
TOP TAEHYUNG AND BOTTOM JEONGGUK
SMUT
MENTAL HEALTH
SLOW BURN
HUGE AGE GAP ( Younger Top and Older bottom )
If you are uncomfortable with above mentioned points don't read and save your precious time
Auspicious Blue
The pictures will be used in this story aren't mine. Credit goes to the rightful owner and only
THE COVER AND BREAKER ARE MADE BY ME
To whom do I belong
It's 6 am and he wakes up at 5:45 am. Never has he ever woken after 5:45.
When he was single and lived with his momma- he used to wake up at 9 or 10. He hated waking up early, that's why he avoided morning classes in university
But after becoming a husband and entering a new family, he had to change everything. This marriage snatched his ' Sleep ' at the very beginning
He has sacrificed a lot for the sake of this marriage and he doesn't even regret an ounce about it.
well, may be he regrets but he gave birth two children- a mother can't regret
After waking up, he slowly walks to the kitchen for his daily cup of love.
A cup of Tea.
He watches the sunrise and
remembers how lucky he is to see it
smells the morning air
keeps it in his lungs because he can
water his plants
show them unconditional love
He tries to love himself unconditionally
because he has a family and no matter what he has to feel lucky and loved
He keeps staring at his garden.
Early morning tea, sleepy hands on a china bowl
Peace in the garden
Swirls of fragrant steam
Rise from its porcelain well
A cup of love.
After finishing his tea, he takes a quick shower and sprays his favorite perfume. He has been using it for last 21 years.
The fragrance is different,
it's indescribable. It's better than
the salty ocean breeze's
and fresher than
summer's red-ripe strawberries.
He doesn't need any makeup like those oh so beautiful rich omega husbands of some business tycoons.
He is blessed with ethereal beauty
He washes and brushes his hair,
With a simple part down the middle.
It falling silently over
his shoulder blades, down his back.
It always looks like that, or sometimes a man bun all he needs.
He has never used cosmetics
The way they're used these days
His cheeks glow with youth,
His brows arched like shorelines;
Lashes balanced droplets
Over rushing ruby lips.
So, picturesque.
He enters the kitchen before their head maid and starts making breakfast.
He starts with Apple tea and spinach omelet for his mother-in-law
He starts sautéing spinach in a non-stick pan with a bit of salt until it wilts. In a bowl, he beats a couple of eggs with salt and pepper and mixed herbs. Spacing the spinach evenly in the pan, he pours in the whisked egg mixture.
Why does he make healthy breakfast for his mother-in-law? Cause eggs and spinach contain nutrients that help to keep one's eyes healthy and limit risk of cataracts and macular degeneration.
Next, he starts making breakfast for his daughter. She is a high school student and she needs to maintain her skinny frame as well.
so here go, oats and fresh fruits for her.
Oats are an excellent food choice since they make for quick preparations and are high on nutrients. Besides, oats can be combined with fresh fruits and dry fruits which not only add color but supply the necessary vitamins and dietary fiber and for a teenager it's needed
Next, dish is for his most precious being- his son.
Almonds and walnuts can increase the protein content, so his 6 years old boy needs it. Grinding the ingredients, he whisks a cup of milk and an egg and adds sugar to taste. Then he adds the grains mixture. He pours the batter onto a heated non-stick pan, when the edges of the pancake lift off the pan, he flips it and cooks the other side for 2 minutes, pancake for his baby is ready within 15 minutes. He drizzles some honey over the pancakes and places them on his son's favorite bear plate.
Finally- for his husband he has chosen
fresh whole grain multi-grain bread that is higher in protein, vitamins, and fiber. Medium crisp toast with sweet toppings that are almond butter and pomegranate seeds
He quickly decorates the table before going to feed his pets.
Jeon Jeongguk
Tell them yeong-ah that breakfast has been served, I am going to feed lucky and shrimp.
-- He makes his way to his bedroom, where his lucky charm is still sleeping
Chae yeong
Sure, young master Jeon
Has he made breakfast for himself? The answer is NO
He eats whatever will be left after his family has their breakfast
He doesn't care about his diet, his husband doesn't even touch him anymore. Whenever he wants to get closer to his husband, he has to face words like
" Ggukie, you are gaining weight "
" See, the lovè handles you are having, try to lose weight. It looks nasty "
" You smell like an old man now "
so yeah, never has he ever cared for diet. When he was unmarried, he used to have street foods or packaged food but he remained skinny.
After marriage and giving birth twice he has gained some extra adorable fat here and there.
And obviously some stretch marks
Stretch marks are the body’s equivalent of the face’s laughter lines. He loves his stretch marks, he has given birth twice and they are meant to be there on his skin.
He just really wishes that everyone could see the body for all its beauty rather than hating it. He truly hopes that more comparisons like this can be made to make people feel good about themselves instead of trying to tear their confidence to shreds.
But alas! his own husband hates those marks on his body
He enters his bedroom where a ' blacklady ' is sleeping underneath the white blanket
Jeon Jeongguk
Awww, is my baby still sleeping?
The black lady, wakes up immediately and gets closer to him
Jeon Jeongguk
Let go, lucky charm. You have to eat.
-- He starts patting her head
He showers his baby with numerous kisses and makes her eat her favorite tuna flavored premium cat food
His black lady, his baby- lucky charm is only loved by him and his son. None of the other family members like this adorable baby.
Because it's a cat
And it's black.
Even animals can't escape from ŕacism.
So, his daughter lucky charm stays in his bedroom
And yes, he doesn't share his bedroom with his husband. His husband sleeps in the master bedroom while he sleeps in another smaller bedroom.
Does it bother him, not sleeping in the same room with his husband?
Yes.
But what can he do?
Next, he has to feed another baby.
Jeon Jeongguk
White shrimp, come baby. Have your breakfast
-- He places a bowl full of chicken flavored dog food onto the ground
within a few seconds a very enthusiastic baby jumps on him
White shrimp, is basically his son's pet. But this Kuvasz breed dog loves Jeongguk more than anyone in this entire house - a Mama's boy
His son named him white shrimp and yes he is loved by everyone. Because
He is a dog
and a white one
White shrimp, is exact opposite of lucky charm.
Lucky charm is quiet, graceful and poised but white shrimp is playful, naughty and obviously doesn't have any manner
He keeps everyone awake at night, barks for no obvious reason, destroy every furniture and definitely hits Jeongguk with his paws when he doesn't pay any attention to him
But 45 years old man loves his both babies equally, it's just lucky charm somehow has a few resembles with Jeongguk which make her Jeongguk's special baby
Jeon Jeongguk
Sit boy! Sit!
-- He screams at the top of his lungs to stop white shrimp, who keeps licking his face
Jeon Jeongguk
Eat first and don't follow me to the dining room, your granny doesn't like you there.
-- He makes his way to his husband's room after making sure his shrimp has started eating
He knocks the door after hearing a voice from inside
Jeon Jeongguk
Breakfast is rea--
Before he can finish is words, an arm yanks him causing him to have direct contact with someone's broad chest
Jeon Jeongguk
-- A gentle smile starts playing on his alluring lips
What happened to you?
Lee Joon Hyuk
Nothing, can't I just hug my beautiful husband now?
-- He tucks a few strands of hair behind Jeongguk's ear
Jeon Jeongguk
Yes you can but aren't you getting late Mr. Husband?
Lee Joon Hyuk
Sleep with me tonight, I mean-
Jeon Jeongguk
You want to màke love tonight, right?
-- He smiles brightly before saying
You only remember me when you are hòrny, isn't it?
No one can tell what's Jeongguk is thinking right now. Not even a wrinkle is visible on his forehead
He is calm and quiet,
just as the windless world is --
in the autumn sun.
Lee Joon Hyuk
-- His smile disappears for a few moments but then he smiles again
It was you, who decided to stay in separate room. You can move in this room again. It's our room, remember?
Jeon Jeongguk
Hmm
-- He doesn't want to start any argument right now.
Come, have your breakfas--
-- He stops as his lips being captured by his husband's lips. He lets his husband kiss him passionately
But he doesn't feel any butterfly nowadays, maybe he is too old to feel those silly hormonal ruśh again.
Lee Joon Hyuk
Tonight! And I am not going to use protection, I want to feel you
-- His husband says while staring at Jeongguk's lips which has become swollen now. His breath fanning Jeongguk's face,
He loves the way his lips devour Jeongguk and his tongue explores Jeongguk.
Jeon Jeongguk
OK, I need to wake Hanhan up. Come quickl--
Lee Joon Hyuk
-- He bites Jeongguk's neck causing it to leave a mark
You look more beautiful with these mark--
Jeon Jeongguk
Are you sure? Cause previous month you said I was fat and it turned yoù off. I-- I stopped you feeling sèxually excited
Lee Joon Hyuk
Oh come on ggukie, don't just start it again. Yes, you are gaining weight and as a husband I just informed you, cause no one can see those lòve handle--
Jeon Jeongguk
I got it. Aren't you getting late?
-- He asks while looking straight into his husband's eyes.
It's been 24 years since they got married and he knows his husband's every white and red blood cell
Lee Joon Hyuk
Help me with my tie
-- He gives his tie to Jeongguk
Jeon Jeongguk
sure!
-- He ties his husband's necktie
Lee Joon Hyuk
Do I look OK?
-- He rubs Jeongguk's cheek with his finger tips
Jeon Jeongguk
Yes.
-- He smiles softly before leaving the room. But it takes only a few moments to erase that smile from his face.
He hates taking contraceptivè pills every day. Once or twice in a month his husband màkes love to him and he has to swallow these while little pills every day.
Pills are a funny concept,
“Eat these and you won't concèive "
Yet he feels empty inside, a tsunami of nausea engulfs him almost every day.
An omega has to sacrifice everything including their health to satisfy their husband
Jeon Jeongguk
Hanhan, baby! Wake up
-- He enters his son's room.
The only person in the entire house for whom Jeongguk has been living. His sunshine, his baby boy Haneul
Lee Haneul
5 more minutes, momma!
-- He pouts as his momma removes his blanket
Jeon Jeongguk
No, you have to go to school. And have your brea--
-- He stops immediately as his baby starts munching his cheek
Jeon Jeongguk
Are you done with your nom nom?
-- He smiles softly
Lee Haneul
Soft soft cheeks!
-- He gives a toothy smile, he exactly looks like his momma
Jeon Jeongguk
Yes like you!
-- He attacks his son with double force and starts showering him with loads of kisses
Jeon Jeongguk
Come on, brush your teeth and take shower quickly
-- He helps his son to have shower and brush his teeth
After making his son wear his school uniform, they enter the dinning room. Where his daughter, husband and mother in law have already started their breakfast
Jeon Jeongguk
Have your breakfast
-- He makes his son sit on his favourite chair
Lee Joon Hyuk
Yes baby!
-- He says while checking his emails
Lee Haneul
You promised me tomorrow you would take me to wonder land. You didn't forget, right?
-- He says, there is still lingering hope in his voice.
Lee Joon Hyuk
No, how can I forge--
Lee Seo Yeon
Appa!! You can't, tomorrow is my selection for high school ice skating competition. Let him go with him-
-- She glances at her mother
Lee Joon Hyuk
I don't understand those things baby, I have zero knowledge in ice skating, take your Eomma with you. He used to be a ballet dancer. I have promised Haneul to take him to wonderla--
Lee Seo Yeon
Fine, I will quit. Cause you always keep your promise whenever it comes to Haneul not me. And I will not go with him
-- She grabs her bag and leaves their house immediately
Lee Joon Hyuk
What's wrong with her?
-- He asks Jeongguk
Min Hyo Ri
Nothing is wrong hyuk-ah, it's just your husband doesn't know how to raise a chil--
Lee Joon Hyuk
Eomma, not now please
Min Hyo Ri
Did I say anything wrong? No! I am telling you Hanhan will be like his big siste--
Jeon Jeongguk
Eomeoni, I will take hanhan to wonderland and your son can go to our daughter's school tomorrow to cheering her up. She will be more than happy, if her appa goes there.
-- He gives a tight-lipped smile
Hanhan, won't you go with momma?
Lee Haneul
OK!
-- He smiles and starts eating again. Though this baby wanted to go wonderland with his momma and appa like his classmates, but he can't create more trouble for his momma, he is quite matured
Min Hyo Ri
But still you won't accept that you are a failure as a mother?
-- She keeps staring at Jeongguk
Lee Joon Hyuk
Eomma, please stop for God's sake.
-- He finishes his morning coffee and toast before saying
Eomma, I will drop you to your friend's house first before dropping Hanhan at his school
When everyone leaves the house, Jeongguk remains alone with maids and servants
Chae yeong
Why don't you start working again?
-- She carefully asks him
Jeon Jeongguk
Nah, They won't let me work again. Plus I am pushing 50. Who would give me work at this age?
-- He helps her to clean the dishes
Chae yeong
You can start making cupcakes again at home and deliver them to the nearest cakesho--
Jeon Jeongguk
You know my mother in law well, she won't let me indulge myself to make cupcakes. It shall tarnish her and her family's reputation.
-- He wipes his hands after washing some dishes
Chae yeong
Go take rest master Jeon, you look pale nowaday--
Jeon Jeongguk
Yes, side effects of contraceptivè pills.
-- He gives her a tight lipped smile before speaking
To whom do I belong?
To the man who comes home from a career
I gave up to care for myself,
to the man who pours into me every need, secret, thought and dream without cease?
While I silently and forever support.
To whom do I belong?
To the children so afraid of the world that might hurt them, so I have to be their shield even if they despise me as their mother
Chae yeong
She is now a teenager, she will learn eventu--
Jeon Jeongguk
I gave birth to her, yeong-ah. It hurts so much when your own blood look down on with aversion. Hanhan might become like his big sis--
Chae yeong
No, our little master is the sweetest. He won't becom--
Jeon Jeongguk
Yeon-ah, was like him too. Anyway I am going to my room, if needed call me
Chae yeong
Atleast have your breakfast master Jeon
-- She says softly
Jeon Jeongguk
I am not hungry
He makes his way to his room. Another day of his life wasted again. He is getting closer to become nothing but dust
Stardust or Droplet of star?
He wakes up at 10 am. Yes, 10 am is morning for him. He isn't a morning person, even if someone donates him 1 billion dollars, he will still choose to be night person.
After brushing his teeth and taking a quick shower, he sprints towards their kitchen. Because without a cup of bitterness he can't begin his day
A cup of love
A cup bitterness
A cup of coffee
He looks outside of the window, It's autumn now but still quite hot.
as if warm sun
burning his lips, cheeks, shoulders,
skin.
He hates hot weather
After making his coffee, he starts scrolling his instagram account. As expected 7 following request
It feels good to be handsome, only 3 posts and 378 followers
But he won't accept these fakeàss people.
He concentrates on his coffee
Sweet, sweet morning aroma,
A daily gift many know well
Rich dark grains trickling down
From Ground Black Gold early in the day
Captured in the palm of the filter
Sweet water, heated just right
Turns the grounds in to Black Gold, liquid delight.
Anxious addict waiting for the fix
As the black magic weaves its spell
Desperate, hand clutch the cup
Straight to his lips,
Smooth……
love ....
and peace abide
Trembling hands,
relax
and gain rest
A new day has begun,
He still isn't wearing anything, roaming around with just a towel wrapped around his lithe waist.
His face so handsome
near or far
Features like
a well sculptured land
It will be etched in one's memories forever, if they see him once.
How they would love to carry him away
on a silver lined cloud
curled up beside him.
He is perfect.
In height, age and appearance.
His pink lips turn a darker shade when he licks them.
He is handsome this one.
The way he turns all red when his emotions are spiked.
Or how he tries to make his uneven eyes appear bigger.
He looks great in white... or blue...or other colours.
He is a beautiful man indeed.
He is kind and respectful.
Blows children kisses and plays with them.
He is loved every where he goes.
He doesn't take life too serious.....and plays along with all.
Kim Yoongi
Taehyungie, when will you open the shop!!
-- He screams at the top of his lungs
Kim Yoongi
And I told you not to roam around the house nàked.
-- He throws a shirt towards his baby brother
Kim Yoongi
And for fùck's sake, SHAVE
Kim Taehyung
Nope, I am handsome-with or without beard. And I love my BEARD more than you love your husband.
-- He blows a kiss to his brother
Jung Hoseok
And I love your bea--
I mean, listen to your brother Taehyungie
-- He has changed his sentence when his husband glares at him
Kim Taehyung
I know, you want to have sèxy beard like me, but your husband won't allow you. So, sad!
-- He bleps
Kim Yoongi
Don't provoke me to beat the shìt out of you. He will not have beard and roam around like a jungle man. I told you before, this outgrown hair on your face won't make you more handsome, see what happened? no one wants to date you.
-- He is hissing like a cat
Kim Taehyung
As if I care!
-- He rolls his eyes and starts having his omurice which was made by his brother-in-law
Kim Taehyung
Brother in law, you are a genius ~ it's tasty unlike your husband who doesn’t know anything about cookin--
Kim Yoongi
What did you sa--
Jung Hoseok
Stop!! Agh, I can't with you two. Taehyungie go to the shop, it's already 10:37 am.
-- He tries to calm his husband and brother-in-law down.
Taehyung finishes his meal before kissing his brother's cheek, and bids goodbye to his two most favorite people of his life, his big brother and brother-in-law.
Kim Yoongi is 13 years older than Kim Taehyung, and they have a sister too, Kim Minji.
Minji is 10 years younger than Taehyung and 23 years younger than Yoongi.
Only 4 people live in this small house 3 siblings and one brother-in-law.
It's not like they are the happiest people on planet earth, but they try to be happy for each other
It's a family where
There's ice-cream in the fridge.'
There's always strawberry flavored ice-cream
in the fridge, for Taehyung.
Chocolate chip cake for Minji
When all else is lost
This fridge will always have foods for the youngest two siblings.
Yoongi and his husband Hoseok always make sure that they shower Taehyung and Minji with nothing but Love.
40 years Yoongi is like a mother to his two younger siblings.
Yes, God hasn't blessed him with his own biological baby, even after 16 years of marriage, but he tries to be happy at least his baby brother and sister are with him.
He wrote 17 letters in last 17 years,
In honor of his parents.
he is not saying they’re all worth reading.
But every year that has passed,
Without his parents being here,
Is a year he feels like retreating.
Sometimes, he wants to give up the fight,
Get back to his parents sooner,
Finally see their smile.
Heaven’s too far,
But if that’s where they rest,
he'd walk through hell, every mile.
They might be poor but not unhappy that he wants to give up
It's just that he always wanted a baby. He loves his husband more than his own life, and he always wanted to see a little version of his sunshine, his husband Hoseok but almighty above doesn't want his happiness
An hollow has been gnawing his heart and he can't share it with his brother or sister even his husband. They will think he is too selfish to be true.
Is a baby everything for him, that he is willing to sacrifice their love? Who will be there for his siblings if he gives up?
But what about his own happiness.
His happiness to become a mother.
Jung Hoseok
What happened?
-- He kisses his husband's cheek before asking
Kim Yoongi
The new neighbors, they have welcomed a baby girl yeste--
Jung Hoseok
It's ok! See, we have 2 children. One is 27 another 17.
our eldest child Taehyung-ah will get married someday and--
Kim Yoongi
And he will have his own babies. I want my own babies too, why can't I have one? I have never done anything wrong so why is God punishing me?
-- He can't store his tears any longer
Jung Hoseok
Aren't you a mother already? Yes, they are your siblings but you are their mothe--
Kim Yoongi
I want to feel my babies inside me growing. I want to create a life with you.
-- He starts wailing and Hoseok wipes his tear droplets one after another
Jung Hoseok
It's ok, shhhh! don't cry, don't cry!
Taehyung who has forgotten to take the keys of his noodle shop comes back home. And he has been eavesdropping everything
Kim Taehyung
That is why, I am not getting married. I can't selfishly have my own babies and see you sad. Nothing comes first before you and brother-in-law. I can give up my everything just for you two.
-- He whispers under his breath and leaves for his shop
On his way to his noodle shop, he notices a billboard and a very familiar face. It's an advertisement for a rising jewelry brand in South Korea, maximum idols and actors have already worn those fine crafted jewelry.
He still remembers his brother-in-law wanted to buy one ring of this brand for Yoongi, so he entered the shop leisurely and Taehyung was waiting for him outside the shop. A few minutes later, he saw Hoseok sprinting towards him, he grabbed Taehyung's hand and they started running immediately.
It took Taehyung whole 3 minutes to understand why they were running.
It's because those jewelries were hella expensive and Hoseok must have told the employees of that store that he was going to use washroom.
He just couldn't tell them sorry ' I can't buy a single ring because these are hella expensive ' after making them show him 3 boxes of rings, could he?
After returning from the shop, they told the incident to Yoongi and got 10 minutes lecture, that how they should not waste money on branded products. Yoongi detests wasting money- he has been saving money for Taehyung's and Minji's better future.
A soft smile appears on Taehyung's face. But it took only a few seconds to vanish when he stares blankly at the billboard.
A beautiful woman is wearing jewelry of this brand called L'artiste.
His mind is a mess now, like a clutter of feelings.
Yes, this model is his ex-girlfriend
He was holding onto her
like a tree holding its leaves.
at first, it seemed to work,
but then, there was this autumn breeze,
he had to let go of her, let go of the leaves.
but it’s okay, it’s part of the journey,
there’s sun after rain, smiles after pain.
his leaves are now gone
and he is waiting for snow.
and as we all know; new beginnings only come from letting go.
He hears an old jazz song being played on radio from Hyun ae ajumma's chicken shop. Hyun Ae ajumma likes old jazz music like Taehyung, though she doesn't speak English, neither understands the depth of those musics, but she likes those so-called boring tunes.
Other ajummas, make fun of her for being too British or American but who cares.
Taehyung loves to talk a lot with this widow lady
Taehyung used to listen to this song a lot
Stardust by Nat king Cole
Kim Taehyung
" ....and now the purple dusk of twilight time
Steals across the meadows of my heart
High up in the sky the little stars climb
Always reminding me that we're apart. "
-- He softly sings the song while staring at her picture, above
".....you wandered down the lane and far away
Leaving me a song that will not die
Love is now the stardust of yesterday
The music of the years gone by "
standing on the footpath, staring at a billboard- surely looks weird, eh? But does he care?
Kim Taehyung
-- He continues to sing
" ....besides the garden wall
When stars are bright
You are in my arms
The nightingale tells his fairytale
Of paradise where roses grew
Though I dream in vain
In my heart it will remain
My stardust melody
A memory of love's refrain "
He surely remembers something and the tip of his ears become red instantly. He never wanted to listen to this music ever again
God
please don't let that song come on the radio
it reminds him of the curve of her back
and the way her hair curled in the front
of the night she snuck out to come see him
and he was lost for words
but full of kisses
when he saw her standing at their door
messy hair and sleepy eyes at 2am
saying -
Lim Ha Rim
I just had to see you Tete
Don't let it remind him of
all the nights he cried himelf to sleep
hearing her voice on the phone
telling him-
Lim Ha Rim
Baby it will be ok.
Or the early morning video calls
where she'd wake him with a smile
letting him know that there was reason
to still go on
that song reminds him
of driving through the sunset
turning on the radio
and simultaneously saying-
Lim Ha Rim
Hey, that's my song
oh God,
don't let that song come on the radio
it'll remind him of the way
his tongue slid down her abdomèn
and her nails scratched his shoulder blades
her hands in his hair.
don't let that song
take him back to the time
her legs were thrown over his
while he fed her chocolates
with his mouth
He won't have any other choice
but to remember the hint of hazel in her eyes
the gaps between her teeth
the moles on her left cheek bone, underneath lips and on left side of her nose bridge
the feeling of the summer breeze
when it was just him and her
Oh God
don't let that song come on the radio
it belongs to him and her
it belongs to another age
another time
another era
it belongs to
all the stars she made them shine, like they were theirs
Hyun Ae ajumma
adeul! What happened?
Kim Taehyung
-- He's been tranced and needed waking. So, Hyun Ae's voice makes him to look at her
Ah, nothing. I will buy some fried chicken while going back home today. Hyungie and Minji-ah were nagging yesterday
-- He shows his boxy smile
Hyun Ae ajumma
I haven't seen Minji-ah, for a few day. where is she?
-- She asks him while packing some chicken thighs
Kim Taehyung
I haven't seen her either. I mean, when I return home at night she's already asleep and in morning she's already in school. Her exams are coming, it's before Christmas. She has been busy these days
-- He says with a ' proud big brother tone '
Hyun Ae ajumma
Such a good girl. She wants to be a doctor, right?
Kim Taehyung
Yes!
-- He says while showing his ' proud smile '
Kim Taehyung
Ajumma, I am going- I will come earlier tonight. Don't forget
-- He makes his way to his noodle shop
Hyun Ae ajumma
May God bless these adorable 3 babies and Hoseokie
-- She increases the volume of her 17 years old radio
next shop ajumma
oh, come on Hyun Ae, don't increase the volume. You are scaring my customers off with those horrible songs
-- She hisses
Hyun Ae ajumma
-- She increases the volume to the max
I can't hear you bìtch
Taehyung walks towards his shop, he is moving among the crowd.
Someone wearing white with a bun has passed him. That someone is listening to music- a purple earplug can be seen
Kim Taehyung
Hey, you dropped this!
--Taehyung has called the omega who is in his own world
Taehyung runs towards the man but he has already crossed the road
Kim Taehyung
He dropped his hair stick
-- Taehyung whispers while holding the hair stick, a shiny blue stone reflecting the owner's pain.
Taehyung keeps staring at it, but somehow it looks like a droplet of star
Kim Taehyung
It's pretty like it's owner
-- He whispers under his breath
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