Once upon a time I was a virtuous Princess of xi empire - who was ruled by my imperial father-The great emperor lu ling .

From the moment of my birth till my death I was never left with anything that I never got .

Since I was one and only child from my imperial mother - the empress and my imperial father the emperor I was greatly pampered but I never knew that even if I have everything I will be so foolish.

Chu Yang - The younger son of prime minister was both great at political, literature and four arts so everyone in the empire was attracted to him even me the elder princess of xi !

It was no wonder that I want to spend my life with him till our old ages but who would have known that I would die even before I will marry him .

Jealousy and hatred is both familiar feeling to me but there is only one thing that I still can't afford that love. So what if I was first elder princess I was jealous with my own half blooded sister why only cause she get the loved of that person who I always want ! So what even if I was pampered I always hated my own parents cause they both want my happiness . So what even if I sacrifice caused I loved him but later I only got dead because I was foolish!

So two thing that I regret is one -I never cared for my parents I hope they will always be happy and safe and two that love is those luxury that even more than tons of money can't buy . It's priceless. I just hope that next time I will never get attracted by my feelings and suffer like I have to do . I will never do same mistake but if I got a chance I hope I can fulfill my parents wish to become a great empress and fulfill my duty and to protect and serve my xi empire and their citizens!

I thought I would be in hell for the crime I did or would become a ghost and haunt that monster but would would have know that I would be born again and not only that to even return to time where I was as child- I don't know what is this is this sorcery or any witch craft but I just hope that this time - The river goddess of xi - Please just give me strength and power to fight against them and please help me to fulfill my parents wish - oh goddess please listen to my prayer - bless my empire xi .

Good - while teaching me how to write my name - my imperial father was slightly moved because he thought I will not sit next to time but this time it's different I want to spend more time to him to know him and to create bond with him . Even though my small hands are shaking while carrying the big brush but still I some how write my name.

While checking the paper my imperial father asked me You already know how to write your name. I slidly nod so I think he was happy but his face was still that calm but that eyes those eyes are shining and has proud look in them ! well I guess it was not bad ! Hope I will always be like that!