*It was very dark that night. The weather was Showing its Fierce Rage as if the sky where crying . and he wants to take away everyone in his tears drop . but still that night was very good night for me . I had someone with me the one who was crying . and I felt very much with him I looked up at the sky with my eyes I looked at the sky with the very sweet look. and for the words I had , it was " thank you" to me sharing your tears . I like it . you have a A Place For My tears even if it is flowing on the earth by miles from your tears.

I am very happy in this* .

I was standing on the site of of the bridge talking to the sky my mother died that night. and I come to suicide because I did not I want to see this world without my mother .

If not mother not me

I leaped into the river and slowly started going deeper.

I heard the sound of death very well in the lap of Death she wanted to fit me in her lap.

I also wanted to sleep on her lap forever but then I got a voice when I opened my Eyes then I saw my mother she was right it in front of me .

I put my hand in them .

and they held my hand and for a moment got out there and said " Ryan "

what are you going to do ?

Mama is not happy with you that bye you the world at such a young age . Mom wants U2 live in this world and be a very successful person.

want you fulyfill your mother dream ?

Then Ryan said in a " Suppressed voice mother you were the reason for my life" .

If you are not how can I live ?

I don't want to live not see this world without you take me with you to mom . plssssssss

Mom smiling & say

" son you are not alone".

I am always with you if you don't want to live take this I give you but son promise me that you will take care of this ( " Reason " ) more than me and always even nearby .

My mother is started speaking away from me I kept screaming wait mom don't leave me alone cannot live without you.

She slowly started getting away from me and I went event Deeper .

I say to my self plsss someone save me .

Then I Show someone over the river .

She slowly started coming to me .

I show her .

she give me her hand .

and I realised she was holding my hand and pulling me up. I could feel her slowly . I come out of the river she Laid me down By The River and the water started pouring out . sometimes She blows her mouth and sometimes presses my chest so that water Can drain.

I come to my sense .

when I opened my Eyes and looked in front a girl a blood - soaked condition sitting in front of me. Blood was coming out of his waist and there was a scar of rope 2a tree near me. because even She did not know how to swim still.

She saved my life by leaping into the swollen river. I was watching it all when she show that I was conscious she said " are you ok " .

I said "*Y***es**" .

Then she slapped one and Drag Me Near and .

" Say are you crazy what were you going to do it is so easy for you to die escapes from your troubles is Cowardice and you are coward"

Is your problem so big your life got shot in front of those troubles it is very easy for you To Die but look at me I also have many problems in my life so have I give up ?

am I going to die too . I'm not like you why are you doing this again .

She started crying taking all these things and weeping weeping and seeing me speak

" You make your life so easy that it will be e difficult for you to die " .

Understand ?