MOM I CAN'T BE THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD JUST BECAUSE YOU WANT TO.

MOM I HATE YOU.

MOM FORGIVE ME, I REALLY LOVE YOU.

******.

Mommy

I am so confused about everything and at the same time so tired and desperate.

Mom, I'll heal myself so I don't bother you.

Mom, I'll be that independent adult you always want me to be even though I'm not even 20.

Mother.

Mom with the thousand tears that fall from my cheeks, I will listen to 100 songs to forgive you, I will remember all the times you lied to me saying that you love me to forgive you, I will write and read more than 300 poems to heal and speak to you normally again.

Mom, I don't know what else to tell you, because I'll get mad and I won't be able to forgive you anymore.

Even though you're supposed to forgive me.

Forgive me for writing the following.

OH SHIT HOW I HATE MY MOM, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER, I HATE HER , I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, IT I HATE, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT , I HATE IT, I HATE IT, IT

I'M SO SORRY, BUT I REALLY HATE YOU.

MOM JUST STOP FUCKING ME SO I CAN FORGIVE YOU.

Mom, I'm just a self-contradicting little girl, so don't listen to me.

mom just shut the **** up and **** you, **** you and don't talk to me damn you are horrible, despicable, hateful, pitiful, stressful, damn, asshole, idiot, stupid, bitch, brainless,dumb, bitch, bitch, slut, son of a bitch, fucking mouth, gossip, backstabberbackstabber and many more things,I can't say anything positive about you because you don't exist! There is only a lot of shit, you are a piece of shit without a heart, without feelings, nothing good, just garbage, human garbage, a horrible and disgusting human garbage, in my first years of life I considered you a god, because you created me and I loved you with all my being, but you were the first person who hit me, the first person who who insulted me, the first person to hit me and the first person to betray me and make my life a fucking hell where I'm locked up with you, you fucking unhappy bitch.