Im Vanessa a vampire I want to live like a human andhave a normal life.But,I can never change my faith because Im already a vampire and also the princess who is going to be the queen...

yeah Im like

a human in the Daytime... But in the Night

its beyond your imagination!

Im a vampire! and I dont want to kill someone but I need some blood too and I cant control mysel for craving for *BLOOD!

I dont have any choice but I dont want to kill humans*!Im not a monster but I cant resist the smell of blood I cant control myself Im feeling like Im curse I cant do anything!

Why cant i be like the humans they all have their freedom but why i am born to be like this.

Im gonna start a new life!im gonna go to a school.so, no one can find me!

hope the students there and teachers are kind. or else i will not gonna be easy. on them.

I hope there are no boys that is bastards i dont want ant relationship with boys because im a vampire.

my clothing should also cover me from the sunlight.

High School DaYs here i come!

hope there are no vampires in the school im going to...

there will have a big trouble if they know im here!

but how can they disobey me or said to dad! i will kill them if they did😎

i have no mercy in traitors!

if dad finds me i think i cant escape...

Im doomed if he knows that i want to be a human! dad does not allow me to be like them cause humans killed many of our vampire family.

Especially priest are the worst they taught vampires are bad guys!

without mommy i didnt know how to be a girl thats why I hate humans too but i wont harm humans because they are not doing anything from me also I will not sip their blood because since i was a child dad dont understand me why i dont drink. blood.becayse i will remember mom because she is half human! i hate my dad for letting mom die i hate him thats why i dont want to be the queen of vampires i always hate that im born!

mom is the best but why didnt she use her powers she is the most powerful vampire! i hate seeing her like that! I hate it!

I always bear in my mind why did mom died?is it my fault? is it dads fault? or she dont want me anymore?nor dad? or she wants to leave us? i always hate it why does she always have to sacrifice if only i didnt born she would not die because if me! why is the world so dull?

when i see childrens who have parents i always envy them always! because they have someone to take care of them!they have a loving mother!

but me who always wants cannot have annymore!

my mom is so beautiful she is the girl that every man wants in vampire kingdom! but why does she has to sufferrr😭😭😭whyyy!!

well anyways I just want a normal life...that's why I escaped that hell..I dont want to be just like my mother..(╥_╥)

Well I accepted the fact that. my mother is dead for a long time ago when i was still a kid...

You maybe is wondering why my mother died so early right?..

well its because she don't want to be a vampire...cuz..you know vampire live up for hundreds of years..but even Mom love that monster...she don't want to be ONE like him too...

well let's stop talking about my past cause I'll cry...heheh

cheer up!