Well... Where should I start?
I'm just a young boy living his peaceful and boring life in quite the monotonous way.
I'm 17 and I go to high school daily, I'm not outstanding or a genius, but I can stand my ground on pretty much every subject, except for history, that sucks.
What I usually do is lose myself in my thoughts. I think really hard on things as "What's going to happen in a few decades?" "Is it fine to kill people who are bad?" "What would I do if I had infinite money?" Things that would most likely never happen or are really out of my reality... I have to say though... recently my thoughts are kind of erratic and focused on my girlfriend's behavior. Yes, I do have a girlfriend... someone as marginalized and quiet as me.
She's been kind of distant lately, she would rather hug some mutual acquaintance of ours than hug me!
But today... I got a sweet candy that she likes and we are going to talk about what's going on.
The moment we sat together, she fell silent and constantly evades my eyes. I tried to force her to talk.
"What's going on with you? Did something happened? Did I do something wrong?" Questions that I asked but got no answer. I felt desperate and held her hand to get some kind of reaction out of her.
"I don't love you. I never did" Were the words that came out of her mouth.
For a second I thought that she was joking or failed to tell her feelings, but it wasn't like that.
"I just wanted to try... Wanted to know how would dating with someone like you feel. Now I got tired of pretending"
Just like that, she destroyed what I though was a deep relationship. But I guess I just felt like that because she was the only one who actually noticed me more than just some random guy on the classroom. The other classmates only approach me to ask me for things... I really hated that thing about people... and I really wanted to trust more...
Another school day came to an end, felt like days stuck there... I... just don't care anymore and just want to left alone and in peace.
As I walk towards my home, I crossed the street without looking carefully and got myself in front of a truck that can't stop. So I guess this is it... it's the end. I rather sleep forever than live in this ugly world.
I close my eyes and wait for my sweet death...
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Am I dead yet?
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I don't feel anything... I mean... I kind of feel like I'm suspended in space, floating... Is this... The Afterlife?
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