My whole story is based on true incidents so please guys don't copy it, it's my humble requests to you all, I have been in this state in real life

*\~*Love isn't easy, it's always complicated but what hurt more is that you are willing to sacrifice all for him and he doesn't even acknowledge you~

A girl who was an ace in all field but so dumb that she can't express her true feelings towards the only person she loves from her primary school, Jeon Jungkook and need to let go of him so that her new best friend can have him.

You never saw me more than just a sister but I have always loved you

You promised you'll protect me,stay with me forever but was it all just your lies to me

I never stopped you, I even helped you have your first kiss which was not me, have your first guitar which you wanted from working extra hours of part time job but now let me ask you what you did for me??

You only gave me hope, you gave me pain, heartbreak, and betrayal.....

I never asked anything from you but you hurt me more than my enemy could do, I was always right beside you supporting you, loving you silently, why do you need to be the bad character and took a dare to shatter me from inside

You of all people would have understood me, you were the only person I could rely on in this world but you choose the path that break my heart into pieces very slowly without even me knowing

Jeon Jungkook,

My best friend, my first love, my hope in this dark world you left me with nothing just a broken heart.....

Thank you....

Thank you for all the things you did to me cuz as your my best friend I can't be angry on you

but now.....

Go,Go to her

She loves you and you love her, I always wish for your happiness even if my heart breaks you don't stop go and live your life with her, I'll be more than happy for you my love, my jk...

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Characters:

Jeon jungkook/ JK

Y/N | L/N

SONG SUNMI

Kim Taehyung/ V

Blessy John

Park Jimin/ Jiminiee

Min Yoongi/ Suga

Kim Namjoon/ Rm/ leader of bts

Kim Seokjin/ Jin

Jung hoseok/j hope

Kim Saumya

I'll upload the main story tomorrow, it's just it's my first fan fiction story here on MANGATOON , so it'll take time to make it interesting till then..... Hope you like it just like j hope's hope😊☺️🤗😎

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'My feelings for him were so strong that I forgot to live my life as my own'

Y/N's POV

" Hey Y/N you're needed on that table" my colleague, my friend Bless said

Dropping the trash in the trash bin I sigh. How much more do I need to suffer, I can't even do my studies & homework because of all these part time jobs.

Ugh why the hell I am so obsessed with him that I bought so expensive gift for him

" Oh yeah, I am coming Bless "I said getting my fighting spirit up

You can do this, for him ~

~ Flashback ~

" Yeah and where should we start first, what does he wants for his coming birthday ??"Bless asked ending her call and putting her phone inside her purse.

" He is so weird type of a person he doesn't say it aloud but I know he wants a guitar for recording his new song, I know him too well even more than him. Last time we went to shopping he was staring at this one guitar like a kid stare his toy but it's too expensive for him to buy, it was of $300" I said remembering that cute moment

" Ohh~ Y/N then isn't it expensive for you too, to win him" Bless says teasing me and continuously elbowing me from her side

A blush came up to my face

" Yeah!! we're just friends and moreover he is my childhood friend I just want to gift him a memorable 18th birthday gift and I have money saved for my tuition classes and I can pay in installment too" I said reassuring bless

" No way, don't tell me you're going to use that money it was saved by you for attending tuition to take SAT exams and you can't do that how will you pay for that, you haven't done any part time job for many months, you don't need to do this " Bless said worrying about her friend

" I know but there isn't much I did for him, he did so much for me and I can't repay him for that atleast I can help him achieve his dream" I said brightening the situation

" O-Okay but let me help you pay your debt, don't forget we're best partners in crime" Bless said

" B-but-"

" No buts just do as I say or I'll tell him about you doing all this for him and then you can imagine what will happen" Bless says now with a smirk plastered on her face

" Hmm ok but you'll only pay one-fourth of the amount, I can't let you pay more than this" I said stating my point seriously

" Ok fine by me, now let's get it " Bless says

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After buying the guitar

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" Hey I want to ask you something Y/N " Bless asks

" Hmm, go ahead " I said relaxing my left shoulder that was handling guitar .

" You says you want him to live his dream but what about you?? What are you gonna do about it ??" Bless asks looking concern

~ Flashback ends ~

I still don't know what am I going to do in future, till now I only live his dream as my own, I learn music for him secretly and dance from my mentor but it's all to support him, right?

  ~ You tell me JEON JUNGKOOK why am I like this around you ~

'Even though you're not there I still feel your presence beside me, laughing, playing and acting like a child like you're, no one can miss you like i do and ain't no one can love you like I do, because it's all for you after all'

Y/N's P.O.V. :

I have to repay back my loan and then I'll fully focus on my studies and I need to secure more money can't let mum to get worried over me. I remind myself while cleaning the table, let's get over this Y/N

After the part time job get's over:

"Hey what are you both beautiful ladies doing here, don't you know Jungkook's  coming back tonight, he called the members yesterday saying he'll be back tonight, don't you know Y/N" Jimin oppa says one of my best friend and trustee to me and my bestie bless.

Bts : They are the famous boy band group of our school which consists of 7 members, Jin oppa the oldest , Suga oppa the second oldest , Hoseok oppa, Joonie oppa, Jimin oppa, Taehyung oppa and Jungkook, we'll are bestest friends as Jk and me are childhood besties and they can be really protective if they needed to be, so beware of them. Jk went to L.A. to learn dancing skills for nearly 2 years and it's been 2 years since I last saw him and yes, I took a large amount of loan plus interest but it's another story

Back to story:

I literally didn't know he was coming back, ok I'll admit he might've called earlier but I don't take calls as I am always busy.

" He is coming back and he didn't dare to inform me" I literally shouted as I was now boiling with anger

"Umm, Y/N he actually did call you but you didn't take it cuz you were working and thought it's a spam and decided to ignore it, I wanted to inform you but-"bless tried to explain

"And Y/N moreover you know he never sent text to anyone, so..." jimin oppa said trying to handle the situation

I breathe in and out trying to regain my consciousness and be normal

" Hmm, ok I admit it's my mistake at first hand but what should we do, he's coming back tonight and I didn't do anything, I didn't buy anything for him, No I should do something or else he will act like a 5 yrs old child not having any gift for a Christmas, I should go right now or else I'll be late" I said started to get panicked about the situation

Jimin oppa came to me and put his hand over my shoulder stopping me from going anywhere else

" Hey, Hey Y/N relax a little, can you ? We all have planned everything and bless here have already brought his gift with me, I had known you'll be busy and won't have time for this all" Jimin oppa said trying to assure me

"Oh, ooh bless and you did but still if I go empty handed he'll still pout like a child and will say where is my gift, let me just buy him a cake" I said and run off to the bakery ignoring what Jimin oppa was trying to say

After buying his favourite chocolate fudge cake from his favourite cake shop I quickly messaged Jimin oppa to know if he's there or not.

Y/N: Hey Jimin oppa is he there yet??

Jimin oppa💜❤️: Hey, Y/N, no he still not here come to bts apartment, we all are here☺️😊

Y/N: Yeah, I'll be there I am on my way🙂

Jimin oppa💜♥️: ok, come safely and don't rush on the road, check for the red lights before crossing the lane

Ugh 😑 again do I seem this dumb, I am the top student of my class

Y/N: oppa: I know I'll keep that in mind 😇😇😒

Jimin oppa💜♥️: yes, you should always,peanut😊😉😋

ugh, how I hated that nick name I am no peanut, I was angry but since he help me buy the gift for jk I'll let this go. I quickly close my phone 📱 and started to walk to the nearest bus station, bts dorm is only one station away

I was not sure what it's taking this bus a little to long to arrive so i sat down on the bench. Suddenly I saw a man dressed in all black and with a white purse running in a full speed pass by me and behind him is a petite girl, slim with a pretty white dress all look like a heiress of some company, around my age is running with all her might assembling all the folds of her dress altogether.

Without my knowing that guy had accidentally knocked off my precious baby cake.

'Oh he did not do that, I would've let this go and didn't involve if I had money but what he did is not good '

I started running with all my might behind him leaving that girl behind me and closing the gap between me and that men in black and smirk when we're both at same level of speed l.

Yes I am a good runner second fastest after my best friend, you were imagining how a nerd got all sporty, well if you're friends with the legendary Jeon Jungkook, you get some skills up your sleeves .

That guy tried to run more faster but uh-huh, you can't win against me mister I am a black belt in karate so I did what I needed to do at the last moment I angle my hand and hit that men's neck from behind knocking him off the ground and lastly bowing a little to him as my habit.

'This is what you get for knocking my precious cake down'

I took the purse and walk back towards that girl who stopped half way seeing me running after him.

When I reach that girl I saw she's really pretty with that girlish look she got those beautiful eyelashes complimenting her dimples that formed on her when she smile seeing me, perfect opposite of me I am just a nerdy girl with glasses and who doesn't know how to do makeup and wear those girly dresses.

I smiled back and handed her purse.

"Ghamsaminda *THANK YOU*" she said in a sweet tone

Oh even her tone is cute if i would a guy I would've fall for her already.

"Ah, it's alright, no need to thank me but yeah you need to be careful while walking on street dressing like this anyone  could've thought of robbing you" I advise her and she nodded her head like a child

"But still I need to thank you"That pretty lady said

I suddenly got reminded of time and Jungkook, oh no I am late I quickly took out my phone to check the time and there were so many notifications from members, I decided to ignore them.

8:30pm

" No it's really not needed, I need to go I am in a hurry" I tried to sound as good as possible

I quickly run towards the bus stand luckily bus just came on time I quickly hop on the bus and reach the nearby departmental store, I bought Jk's favourite chocolates and run towards their apartment.

Kookie-ah just you wait a little  I'll be there

When I reach their apartment, I quickly hop on elevator, I click their floor no. fixed my hair and put on my glasses that were in my back pocket.

I put on a big smile and rang the bell only to counter myself with the girl who looks like she puts so much make up and wear those sultry clothes on purpose.

" May I know who are you??" She asked me

who am I, you got to be kidding me I am grown up in this apartment almost spending half of my life here, I should be the one asking who the hell are you and how did you end up here, slut

" I am-

" Who is it darling??" a voice called

and of course I know this voice it's

*Jeon Jungkook*

My crush and my best friend

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Hey I uploaded the new chapter, I was thinking I should make it a little interesting

❤️💜❤️💜❤️💜❤️💜❤️💜❤️💜❤️💜❤️

Even though they're friends, they have some similarities. Y/N always liked Jk so she learned every skills that makes him golden maknae, but he thinks she's overdoing herself and thinks girls shouldn't work hard like men.

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                      ~ Peace ☮️ ~