they say whenever a person life change in the way they don't want everything gets ugly, I umi ray, 18 ,student in goun high is living everyday in hell (or heaven) finding every thing wrong in me.

...oii umi wait..........

this is the last thing I listen every night.

..."well I was sitting on my chair like every night at 12 I was with my roommates and a sound like usual came we never looked at it before I never cared and they never dared it was hard to live with person which believe in ghost because I never had an experience nor was to naive to believe in something like that....

Although that night I was proved right I lost.

...Afterall everyone died and my two roommates are still critical state lying on hospital bed....

......If you ask me what was that? I don't know but i regret about my curiosity. ......

......And now I am that thing. "......

That is the day when I was sent psychiatrist from the police officer rescued everyone and arresting me 'a cannibal'. I spited every single blood not flesh. I knew I was no more than a Monster to them.And I agree, being alive after devouring more than 80 people still being hungry attacking every single person. Now that I am here I knew I was wrong from very first of my existence. But I don't know the more time passes by I think all people except me deserve to die.

It's 50 days after the incident and I am sure I am no longer normal now I can't go the way I used to. My mother came today And can't even control my urge of hunger in front of her. the only word she left for me today is ' die if you are a Monster don't call me mother '.

Two day after that I was sentenced to death but on the day of my dead raw my life changed to being one of the most terrifying personality one can ever describe. I was about to execute by cutting of my head I was ready to die but one explosion not normal at all happened it was like I entered a movie where I was mc although I'm! huh but still for a person on verge of death being saved is always a surprise.

...you are thinking who saved me right it was masked guy I don't know nor I care ....

......the thing I know is......

...I owe him...

......alot. ......

Me being alive is a miracle but me being at top of food chain is my work.

my life changed at that day but it seems like I was already far far away from mentality of normal human being . Is it good ? I don't know! but I survived with that mentality that's all matter .

If I began from starting it was end of July when I entered Gaun high as a student, the main school and hostel was in same area. So, it was convenient to stay in hostel. I still remember mobile was not allowed but snuck one in I was kinda rebel when comes to rule or you may say I was at pick of my puberty. Till 1 month everything was normal but every single piece started falling apart.

night was not silent but day was.