...Everything in this world is created as such so that it can end . either it is a human, insect, flowers, non living, emotions, sadness,happiness or fate it has to end one day. While seeing to the sky I thought of things like this. I don't know why maybe because I have more negative energy than other or maybe my fate made me into someone like this. I like moon because it's so beautiful even if it have some flaws it is still pretty in it's way like that I want to be the way i am. I am sisira the cold breeze of winter. I am trying to achieve something in my life I am struggling for it I have my dream and everyday I work hard for it but still something is wrong. is it really my fate or destiny?...

it is a spring early in the morning I am walking a road with falling blossom leafs , cold winds are flowing smoothly and a shining rays of sun are smiling in the sky while looking to the world. how beautiful is that.

I was just thinking and walking suddenly I saw a little puppy who was hiding on the corner of tree shivering in cold and lonely. I rushed towards that puppy, " oo you little how come you are here alone! where is your mumma? did you forget the way to home? " I was just asking him like he must be very scared and maybe my words make him little worm. I wrapped him in my scarf and took to the doctor. in the hospital that receptionist asked name of puppy for registration but I didn't know the name.suddenly I thought of name

" it's situ ,yes situ puppy name is situ. " I replied to the receptionist.

"oo nice name. is it your puppy? "

Is it my puppy? she asked . I give him this name because it has a meaning. "situ"it means the place where it belong to originally why I give him this name I don't know maybe he was fated to meet me, maybe we could have destined to meet . I replied her with smile

"yes, it is my puppy"

"ok . please wait until you turn mam"

"ya ok. thank you"

I sit on the chair and waited for my turn.

"puppy number 16 situ . you can go now"

she shouted.

"yes . ok"

when doctor completed checking situ he said

"nothing to worry he just got a little cold . I gave him some antibiotics he will be fine in few days. just keep him worm"

"yes doctor. I will take care of situ. thank you. "

we went to home but situ was still shivering little bit so I rushed to my room and put him into worm blanket after some time he got normal. it's already late night I don't have a dog food so I just give him a worm milk to drink. he cleaned all the bowl I thought I don't need to wash it now. we went to sleep. it was first time someone was sleeping in my bed with me in same blanket I didn't thought that it could be a puppy so funny right I thought so but that night i slept so peacefully that I didn't know it is morning already. when I woke up I saw he wasn't on my side. I searched him everywhere but I can't find him. "situ situ... where are you? situ.. ?

I searched everywhere but can't find him. suddenly someone knocked the door I saw that situ was hiding in corner of door. why did he hide there?was he scared?do he miss his mumma?is he hungry?like this thousands of thought came to my mind I went slowly towards situ and pick him up into my arms he was so little and light maybe he was too weak to walk. from that moment I felt like he needs someone and he knocked my door maybe he is here for me.. !

you know whenever I thought about what to write I always end up writing what I feel actually I imagine lot of things to write but you know we can't win over emotions like this I also end up expressing my emotions.

my time is still stopped at that moment when my family said you can't take that course because we can't afford your expenses for that.

all the whole year without sleeping I worked my *** off just because I knew that I must get scholarship so that I can study but still after all this in the end it is zero. void like my life. for my dream I worked hard I didn't even care about my health all I did was study from morning to night I didn't even take a day off I didn't enjoy like how other was I always told myself that" just few months, just few weeks, just few days you are almost there you can do it you have to do it "

but you know people says that" if you want something from wholheartly then world also help you to get that"but in my case I think it doesn't apply why?don't know. maybe it wasn't enough hard work?

no one not even my friend, family I don't have someone who can listen me but you know since I found situ I felt like at least now I have someone who can listen to me. I know you will think why am I still making fuss about all but you know like other people can't forgot about their first love like this my dream is my first love for me and I don't know either it is going to be successful or not.

"dream don't work unless you do"

I am thinking about it how to make it work and I will not give up until the end maybe my fate made me this stong so I can reach to it.

everytime when I walked path alone it always felt so long and endless but now I have someone who can company me on that endless path making way to my destiny... ☘

so guys don't give up on your dreams and work until it comes true...