She grabbed the hand that was outstretched toward her with all her power, in that moment, lights appeared in her eyes, that make her feel dizzy.

Rhea was certain that she was about to die at that moment, but she didn't care, because that moment was a moment of silence and peace for her

'Just how long has it been since the last time I felt this peace '

Suddenly, a bright light appeared, and her miserable tape of life began to appear before her, and bring all the bad memory, especially the day of the fall, the fall of the imperial family.

     The sudden passing of my brother the emperor was the matchstick that ignited the devastation

"This is a closed case ! the emperor Demetrios Castello de Alger Garia died from an accident that occurred due to his fault, if you keep investigating, it will make the other kingdoms into chaos, and they will think of a coup against the royal family, so we ask your majesty to bear with it a little longer," the nobles said.

The death of the last emperor was the most heinous crime in the history of the empire because the emperor was found cut into pieces

That investigation only left our family with more questions than answers, of course, we couldn't accept the reality.

  It's not like we were weak or not good enough, it's just we have never expected To be betrayed.

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   After the previous event, my second brother was crowned as the next emperor of the empire, because my first brother wasn't married nor had a son to be his Heir, so the only solution to avoid the revolution is to make Maximilian the next emperor. even after that, he didn't lose hope of finding the one behind the murder of big bother.

But the opponents didn't want to submit. And they started the revolution under the excuse of saving the empire from the fall. In an ordeal like this, the nobles did nothing. Just watching the imperial family goes down, and the most disappointing thing is the rumours they spit out.

"it seems that the royal family is trying to use the emperor's death to break the empire"

"they had tried to keep up a reputation of innocence, but they have finally shown their true Colour,  "

The more we tried to find the truth, the more we were scorned and condemned by society, they spat at us, telling us that the emperor now is nothing more than the body, and we should stop and not look for trouble.

" Rhea I will find the truth of brother's murderer, all you have to do is to eat and sleep well, when the sun goes down go to sleep and when the birds chirp, wake up and eat, you have to make sure you eat three times, that all you need to do, so please promise me you will, you just need to do that and wait for the good news "

my older brother's face was always smiling mischievously, but now it was serious and hardened like stone, next day he left the empire.

My daily life, was as my big brother desired before he left

The empire's affairs were under control because no one knows that the emperor leave his place to investigate his brother's Murderer, until then

...He hasn't been back for months, and...

when he did return

Ah Ah !Maximilian ! Maximilian My soooooooooooooooooon Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

My mother who has latterly accepted the death of my first brother got slapped in the face after hearing about her second son's death, she was beating her chest and screaming as if her heart was being ripped out, and when I tried to approach her, she coved my line of sight.

" don't look, don't look rhea"

".... "

From that day my mother knew that our family had fallen apart

Even though she acted strong in front of me, she would always secretly cry and blame herself as if all of this was her fault, and bleeding from her nose and ears, which makes her life shorter than it was, after one year, my mother passed away but her last words were ;

  "Rhea don't worry about anything, you just need to live, don't care about our family member's death, you just need to focus on living your life happier, I'm begging you don't waste your life thinking about death," rhea's mother said.

perhaps, after her death, my life became worthless, but her words dug into my ears, and give me a special desire for living, but live a life like the dead.

   after that I was side-lined, and my cousin took the throne. He throws me into prison, and torture me with all kind of torture. I suffered from psychological and physical torture until I lost my senses and desire of living. and in the end, I was sentenced to death, in front of all the empire.

   I can't help but feel happy, even though it's going to be the end of my life. I don't know if that was the only way in which I could be free. or maybe I was the one who didn't choose the right path.

I don't know if I should blame my family who put much hope in me, or blame myself for not being able to change my fate or the man I loved so much that I was about to sacrifice the whole world for him, he told me he'd be back, but he never returned, I even refused the offer of Duke Emel, who promised to protect me. I don't want to blame anyone for my foolishness, and stone-head stubbornness

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“Your

highness...... I have an urgent report about the princess ……um mm…”

“What wrong

with her “

The silence

eat the atmosphere, that person was the only one who care or remembered a person

called rhea

“Speak “

“She will be executed “

«Gather the

army, we will invade Garia “

That was

the only one who still remembers her, a man with red eyes like blood and White skin

like snow,

Black hair.

“ I think I

kept my promise to the very end, now please I also want to rest, it’s the time

for me to join you, I don’t think there will be a person who cares about me

now, everyone died, so I don’t have a place here anymore “

that was

the end of my prolonged life pain, that pain lasted six years when I was about to

die, I felt the ecstasy of victory, a feeling that no one could understand only

people who were tired of living.

“I have lived my whole life following the

noblesse oblige, but in the end, I got nothing from this oblige, just pain and

sufferance “

What a relief, I’m good to break free from

this cage, when I tilted my head I saw the executioner look at me with pity.

[don’t look

at me like that, I’ve been waiting for this moment for six years, you know, in

this life, there is something worse than pain, even worse than death, it’s when

I’m not myself anymore ]

I think

this was my last conversation, after that, I heard someone screaming my name,

but I couldn’t see him, because my head was already removed from his

place. It wasn't an end for a princess

“Stop no,

rheaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa”

Even after

he came, nothing changed, because the sentence has already been carried out

“ is dark here but it's so warm, it feels

like my family warmth, honestly, I don’t want to go from here, it reminds me of

a feeling I’ve lost a long time ago “

I don’t

want to go through that pain ever again, I don’t want to see my family fall, I

don’t want to be alone again

When I was

crying because of that warmth, I heard a voice calling me from the dark, saying:

“What will you do if you got another chance,

would you change the script, are you going to write another end for your story?”

For someone who had lost everything, this was a suggestion that heals wounds, at the same time a proposal that restores the painful past, also creates a fear of repeating the past, after a great silence, I answered that voice.

   “ These  scars, aren’t going to fade, don’t look like they are ever  gone away, and that fact  will never  change, I’m glad to hear this proposal, but  I can’t do it alone, I can’t, I can’t, I’m not that good enough, I’m sorry’’

Even I tried to cool down but, in the end, I can’t override the will of my heart, and started crying like a baby

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

“ oh my poor child I’m not going to ignore that pure heart of yours, so enjoy yourself, I know you can do it this time, I’m going to give you my blessing, because there were two people who sacrifice all they had just to give you this opportunity, they even accepted a hard condition, so don’t be selfishness “

After crying, a light emitted out of nowhere and pulled me out of the darkness, when I opened my eyes

I was shocked, it wasn’t long before I broke down in tears

“ Rhea what's wrong with you, are still sick “

‘What, Am I in heaven?  No, no way.......... Wait a second why my body feels so stuffy, and my head look worried it looks like a kid's hand.’

     ‘ I went back in time to the age of 8, even though I was scared, I accepted my fate ‘

but the look in rhea's eyes gives several meaning the first one of Missed and the second is long waiting if you see that look of her you would have noticed the cruelty of what she went through in her previous life

‘sooob, sooob !!!!!!! I’m back, I’m back thank you god for giving me another chance to correct the future,  I’m sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn’t do. ‘ I don’t know what the reason is but I looked at Demetrios, he looked at me Strangely.

   “ oh honey, what’s going on with you today, you look like someone who came back from death “

  It’s just an analogy, but it’s true, I came back from death, just to save you all, this time I won’t be silent, I won’t be the coward I used to be, because after you all gone, I felt like life punched me by, in that time when I let my life support gone, I realize there was nothing worthy in this world

That was the start of the new me, but

‘Demetrios gaze makes me feel uncomfortable. He was just staring at me as if he saw someone else, what the hell with him, It's like he's reading my thoughts. Suddenly he opened his mouth with some words

  “Rhea stop crying like a baby “