EIGHT LETTERS
I miss him
2025, September 19 (Present)
Na bi
Hm...(Taking a deep breath and Walking through the street)
Na bi
(Stops and slowly looks up at the murky sky)
Na bi
*Why still it's so hard to breath without him?*
Na bi
Ugh...(Raining) *I miss him. I hoped for a happy ending for us. But all became useless...My hope, My dreams with him...But I am satisfied with one thing. I made his last wish come true*. ( Looking up once again. A little smile formed on her face) *Its the same climate as the old days*
Na bi
(Then she realized that all the raindrops plunged on her clothing and that came to be wet)
Na bi
(Jogging to the further side and gradually stepping to a house)
Na bi
(She put her shoe on the other side) Baby...Can you bring the turkey cause I am wet...(High voice, still calmly)
Unknown
OH...COMING...(A calmly high voice came from inside the house)
After sometimes...A guy came outside
Na bi
Thanks...(Smiles back)
Unknown
How did you become this wet?? don't you take an umbrella?? I warned you before you go that it will rain soon...Huff why are you so clumsy?? Give...(He took the turkey from her and started to help her with her hair)
Unknown
You look somewhat sad...What happened ( Still helping)
Unknown
You can open up about anything Na bi
Na bi
Suddenly I felt a different feeling when it rains...I just...I am not feeling well
Unknown
Hm..(Nodding with an understanding)
Unknown
Don't overthink too much...We have to let the past be as it was...You know, I am here with you...You can share anything with me...
Na bi
It's tough...I miss him...How can I overlook him even if he is not with me?? It's just like slaying me wholly
Unknown
I know...I know how much you miss him, okay?? But don't you think it's a handful sophisticated...I mean, you are believing that all are your drawback. However, don't you know he wished you to keep up always happy? If he knows that you are eradicating your life because of him, I am sure...He will be upset
Unknown
Don't overthink too much baby...If you are not feeling well, then I suggest you to take rest (Smiling with a calm expression)
Na bi
Yeah.. that's better...thank you...(Smiling and hugging him. Then slowly went inside)
Unknown
*What can I do to make her mood up?? If he was with her, she will always be happy. But why can't I make her happy as him?? Hm...Let's say that's true love* (Walking inside)
Unknown
(Sitting on the couch and thinking something)
Suddenly someone yanked him from his intense thoughts
Baek-hyun
Appa, I am asking you...
Unknown
I...I am sorry baek hyun-aa
Unknown
Can you repeat what you said one more time??
Baek-hyun
Hm...Why do I feel like you two fight??
Unknown
What?? No way,, are you talking about your mom?? She is actually not feeling well...So I told her to rest
Baek-hyun
Mom seems so much sad. I heard her sniffing..I think she is crying
Unknown
Hm...People cry because they feel sad. We have to allow her because your mom is fighting every time for her life to protect us
Unknown
You know she is a secret diary...But don't worry, if you want company, then I am here for you ( Open his arms and smiles)
Baek-hyun
No need anyway, I am going to exercise...You know, I want to be like you... So...fighting...
Unknown
Ha ha(Laughing)
Look who it is, you are only 10 years old. But acting like a grown-up man...Anyway, I am happy about that...I want to see my young face
Baek-hyun
Don't worry, I will become more handsome than you in the future
Baek-hyun
(Gone and back waving without looking back)
Unknown
(Smiling)
*It's good to see you like this*
Na bi
(Sniffing while holding her tears as she can. She want to cry out loud. But can't. Whenever she remember him, it's like this)
Na bi
*I know it's been 7 years...But why it's so hard??? I can't think about him. I want to see him. If he was with me...My husband on the other side...I don't know. I know he will be sad about my condition and maybe a little uncomfortable whenever I mention his name. But what can I do?? I am already addicted to him. How can't I mention his name in front of anyone???*
(Crying) It's so hard...
After sometimes she slowly stood up and went to the cupboard to take something
After taking that, her eyes became more teary. A sad little smile formed on her lips. We can see she is suffering from pain
It was a frame of him and her. Yes, the guy she adored the most. The guy she wanted to live with, spend time with, make a family with....its him
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So, guys, this is my first chat story. I hope you will like this...Please comment, like, and subscribe.
√So first of all I want to say that the unknown guy in this chapter is mysterious. You will figure out soon who was her husband.
√Second of all, I want to say that the next chapters are about her past. I mean that already happened. It is her life story. How she falls in love with him and they end up being separated.
√Third of all, all the character in this story is fictional. But...Most of the incidents are real. This story is about someone's life I know very well
√At last, I want to say to the readers that don't be silent a reader. Please share your thoughts. So that I can change if I made any mistakes
Who is he?
Na bi
(Stepping through the aisle with her wandering eyes alone)
Na bi
Mmm~~~ (Singing alone)
Na bi
*Woops...this is actually big. I wonder how can I find the classroom*
Na bi
(Stops and looking around)
Na bi
Gosh!!! *How can I find the class??*
She then went near someone
Na bi
Yea...I am new here. So do you know where is the psychology department??
Ma ha
Mm..yeah *New...interesting*
Na bi
Really??! (Happy) Then can you tell me where is the classroom?
Ma ha
Of course...Go straight and turn left. Their are so much classrooms. But don't get confused. Psychology department is the 3rd class from the first
Na bi
Okay, thank you...(Happy and bows three times)
Ma ha
It's nothing...bye..
see you around
Ma ha
That was amazing. Little girl... Don't worry, you will regret it soon and know who I am (Smirking)
Lee sohi
Hey, who was that??
Lee sohi
Hm...I think you told something wrong (Smirking)
Ma ha
Hm...You know, that girl seems like so innocent. I only want to mess up with her. That's all...I swear
( Acting cute)
Lee sohi
Aish... this girl (Try not to laugh)
Na bi went straight as the girl say
But when she reaches the third class, she slowly step back her footsteps before entering in the class
And she looked at the second classroom...
Na bi
(Smirking)
*Did I mentioned to her before that I am a psychology student?*
(Then she entered that class)
She went near the window side
Na bi
Huff (Taking a breath with closing her eyes)
Then she slowly looked around. She can see so many students with their companions. She
didn't have any friends. Because she doesn't believe anyone. Also, she considered herself as an independent woman. She had a friend when she was little. It was a guy. He promised her that he will come back to take her. But years passed and he never came. So after that, she never made any friends. She also had some trust issues. She never believed anyone.
He was her first love. Even if it was when she was 8 years old, they loved each other. Because she was the only person he had to understand the real him and he was the one who made her smile when she felt pain
but she never found him neither he
Na bi
(She sat near the window seat. Slowly looking up at the sky through the window)
Na bi
(Relaxing) Hm... *I hope my life becomes happy like the birds. They are always free. No one is there to rule them. But Why my life is so miserable. Being different is not good*
suddenly someone pulled her from the thoughts
Na bi
Hm?? (Turned to know who is it)
Na bi
Excuse me, I didn't hear what you are saying
Unknown
I asked for your name...
Unknown
Oh...I found you alone here. So I thought you are new, are you??
Jisoo
My name is jisoo, Kim jisoo
Jisoo
I am also new here, uh...Don't you have any friends??
Na bi
Is it necessary?? I didn't want anyone. I am an independent woman. I don't need anyone, okay?
(Cold voice)
Jisoo
Uh...I...am....Sorry
Jisoo
I only asked...You because I don't have any friends. So I thought you can understand me because you seems like nice
Na bi
Really?? what about now?? Am I nice?? (Cold)
Jisoo
I...Sorry... (Going to the down part of the classroom and sat without looking back)
Jisoo
*Am I that bad?? Why she doesn't want my company?? Maybe it was because she understood that I am introverted. So maybe she is trying to push me. I hate myself*
Na bi
*Did I hurt her? No way, she seems like the others. Maybe trying to bully me. I don't care any ****
Suddenly the teacher came In the class
Professor
So, good morning students
Professor
I am your psychology professor, and my name is cha hoon
Professor
I guess you guys are new here...So let's start without wasting a time (Taking a book and flipping)
Students: (Murmuring) Seriously, Is he crazy?? Why so eager to teach?? I think this year is going to be the worst year for me
Professor
We all know psychology is a hard subject. So let's start from the introduction... The first theory is BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH......
Na bi
*Why I am feeling so disturbed?* (Moving her hands through the hair with frustrating)
After some time, three guys appeared in front of the classroom while looking at the professor asking for permission to enter
Unknown
Sir, May I come in??
Professor
Are you three new here??
Jinn
Please...we don't repeat it in the future
Professor
I am not asking about your future. Why so late??
Na bi
(She remained looking through the window. But somewhat she got a sensation to look at the three guys and she did. There is nothing much until her sight stops one of the guy)
Professor
TELL ME (Shouts)
Students became scared by his high voice
Jung hoseok
We are sorry...
Professor
And that's your excuse??
Jinn
Actually....*Uff, what do I have to say??*
Our clock is not correct in time. That's why we are late...(Force smiling)
*God..help me*
Professor
Not you, him (Pointing his finger at a guy with them)
Jinn
*Just tell that it is the truth* (Acting to tell)
Taehyung
We are late because we dropped in front of a cafe. Is there any problem??
Na bi
*Woow, he is so stubborn...But he looks emotionless*
Jung hoseok
(Looking around without giving any attention)
Jinn
(Forcing a smile and looking at taehyung with a sharp gaze)
Jung hoseok
Woow...What a wonderful classroom (Smiling while looking around)
Professor
Are you ignoring me??
Jung hoseok
Me?? Uh...No, it just I am looking around to see this classroom...
Professor
Who told you that you are going to attend this class?? (Cold)
Jung hoseok
No problem, we are going (Walking)
They stopped on their way
Professor
Don't repeat this. Go to your seats
Taehyung
.....What a waste of time...(Going to their seat)
Jung hoseok
.....La la~~~ (Following taehyung)
Ma ha
Woow, they are so handsome...I want that guy..(pointing her finger to taehyung)
Lee sohi
You will sure girl
Na bi
*Looking at taehyung without blinking*
Taehyung
(Unexpectedly on his way to the seat, his eyes reached Na bi)
Na bi
*Huh?? He is looking at me. Shit... Why is my heart beating so fast? Uff..just shrug it off*
But he didn't look at her much longer. His sights went in the opposite direction where his seat is
Na bi
*He looks calm...like a secret book. Why do I feel like he is a part of my life?. Huff...I am overthinking*
Professor
Hey, you what's your name??
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