•Hope•

*Have you ever felt that your life is just going in a spiral? In my case, it's going in a downward spiral. A never ending one, to be more exact. You would think overtime that it might get better, but I never thought that. I wanted to face reality, not day dream about unrealistic things that will never happen. Because the more you dream, the more hope you will have. I don't want hope... never have, never will. It's funny how I was named the exact thing I didn't want, but it's just one of the many things that my parents thought would help me in life.

It's funny how they can hope for me for so long, but in the end wish I was never born. But I guess they have me to thank for two things. One, I made my parents able to conceive 10 more kids. It's normal for Alpha females to be able to give birth to that many, it's in their blood to be strong enough to do anything they set their mind to. Second, I take care of the packs dirty work for them. I clean, cook, and satisfy the men.

Now, you may be asking: Why did they not want me? Because I'm an Omega. You probably have more questions now too. But it will be explained in do time. I can't tell you my story all in the first chapter, where the suspense that needs to build up? That's how you make a story interesting-

~Reng~ ~Reng~ ~Reng*~

"Fuuuuck," a random Beta says. I then feel something hot fill me, he didn't pull out in time...

Fear fills me, my face turns pale as snow. Why didn't he wear a condom?! What if the contraceptives don't work?! What if I get pregnant?! A hundred more questions fill my head as I feel something dry enter mouth.

"Mrrphth," is all that comes out as I am forced to swallow the pill. I then feel my body lifted and dropped on something cold and hard. Then I hear water turn on, oh no.

Steaming hot water is then forced in my genitals, I think he's trying to wash out the sperm that just went in there. And that's when I realise that both me and him forgot that I can't get pregnant. I, an omega male, managed to be infertile. Another thing that fate gifted me with.

"Stop! I can't get pregnant!" I scream to try to stop him. But he then proceeds to make it hotter.

"You think you can yell at me?! You're just a worthless little slut!" He obviously didn't like the fact that I ordered him to do anything. Like he said, I'm worthless.

~Kchk~

I hear the door open and can just tell by how the air becomes more tense that he was the last Beta. The Alphas would now come in.

I take a big gulp, preparing myself for immense pain. The Alphas always hurt the most. I couldn't drift off into my own litte world when they were there. They didn't care if I screamed or cried, it just brought them more pleasure to see that happen.

I wonder how many there will be tonight, there are always more Alphas. I guess there were just more horny Alphas around the pack. The Betas were normally mad or just too horny to go find someone else. While the Omegas, my favriote part of the month is when they come. There always so shy and respectful, to bad they only come around a few times a month. There normally just want to see what it would be like to be the dominant one for once. But theres always one or two a year who are just curious about what goes on in here. It gives me 5 minutes to just talk to someone.

"Ahhhhh!" I scream out in pain as I feel something plunge into me, that's when I realised the Beta had left and I had to go though 30 minutes of pain with this Alpha.

...

After another long night I get to sleep for an hour, who else would make the pack breakfast? None of the other Omegas do because they know they will get in trouble if they do. My parents say this is my punishment for being so weak. You would think that two Alphas would make a Alpha child, right? Well, that is the case for everyone except my parents. They used to be the best parents in the world, and the best Luna and Alpha, until I was 10 years old.

You can sometimes determine what class someone is just by how they act. Apparently, my parents thought I just wasnt acting dominant enough or strong enough to be an Alpha. Which now we know is true, cause turns out I'm an Omega. So, getting back on track, they had me tested the day before I go to school to learn to be a good Alpha.

You normally get tested when you go though your first shift, just to confirm that theres nothing wrong with your wolf. Some are malnourished, so they think they are an omega by the size of their wolf. And getting to the actual point of this, they found out I was an Omega. Also, because I haven't shifted yet and I'm already two weeks away from my 18th birthday, they didn't retest me.I was young, your blood can change by then.

If only they knew what I truly was going to become, they would have killed or abandoned me by now. But were only a chapter in, and I like to build up suspense.

~If your confused of the schedule at night, here you go, I was too~

5 minutes \= Omega - 2 every 10 minutes / 2 a month \= 10 minutes

15 minutes \= Beta - 4 Beta an hour / 10 Beta a night \= 1 hour and 30 minutes

30 minutes \= Alpha - 2 Alpha an hour / 15 Alpha a night \= 7 hours and 30 minutes

9 hours out of the day

Start at 20:00

End at 5:00

Correct me if I'm wrong

VERY possible

{P.S. Tell me if you have any questions or suggestions. You can tell me if you hate or love it too! And if I made any mistakes, all feedback is helpful.}

《 Word count without this tidbit 1088, tell me if you want more words a chapter, or a range》

•Hope•

Have you ever smelled something so foul that it makes your nose scrunch up and make you want to gag? I'm sure a lot of you have, but you could probably escape from that smell, unlike me. Like I've said before, I only have a break from all the suffering I face when an Omega comes. They have sweet and memorable smells, something you wouldn't want to forget. Unlike the smoke, with that horrible smell that I just hate. Most wolf's love the smell of it, from how they describe it, you would think that there was nothing better in the world. I bet if someone made a smoke scented perfume or cologne they would fly off the shelf. They would become a instant billionaire, dang, that's a good idea! I should make that if I ever escape from this place.

~Clack~ ~Clack~

~Stomp~ ~Stomp~

~Tap~ ~Tap~

~Shuffle~

I hear an assortment of steps coming from the hallway. ****, I haven't put the last dish on a platter for them. There going to kill me.

"Slut, you better be done! Why do I still hear things going on in the kitchen?!" A random wolf yells from the dining room.

I stop, frozen in place. Fear makes every bone in my body shut down, as if a switch flicked to turn me off.

~Kchk~

The kitchen door opens, and I collapse to the floor. Who would've thought, though I'm the oldest child, I sink in submission for my youngest sibling. Who only happens to three, but they already hate me.

"Come back here, Theo. You don't want to see the slut get punished!" says my oldest sibling who just walked in.

"But Caicus, I want to slap him too!" Theo says playfully.

"Oh, then make sure you slap him hard," Caicus looks at me knowing that it's killing me to see Theo say this. I took care of him until he was one, I grew too close to him.

~Thud~

I don't know how a toddler can pack such a powerful slap that it sends me crashing into the oven door.

~Krshh~

Glass is now surrounding me, warm liquid dripping out of my skin. Then I see something that makes my heart stop. Theo was holding his hand to his right cheek with tears on his eyes.

"Uuwah, it hurts! Make it stop!" He then starts bawling. I try to go comfort him when I feel a powerful blow to my ribcage. I hear a few cracks, but before I can even check if blood was coming through my shirt I feel my backside hit something.

The wall, I hit that.

~Thud~

"I... ca-... n't brea-... the!" is all I can make out in between my wheezes.

I should probably sit up, it may help air circulation, but I can't. It feels like my whole body is broken, like Caicus somehow managed to break them all. One kick, just one, and this is the aftereffect.

I guess it was real funny to think that I could escape. A pathetic and weak Omega, can't even handle a three year olds slap thought they could escape.

"Ha... Hahaha..." I just can't help laughing, it's so funny I thought that.

"What are you laughing at?!" Caicus stops soothing Theo and looks over at me. That's when our eyes meet, and then he can't breathe as well.

Instead of looking into his eyes and showing hatred, I showed admiration and love. I was so proud that he grew up and became this strong, I knew he would live a happy life.

I could see in his eyes that he was so confused, why would I have those feelings for him? He tortured me from 10 till now. But I know it wasn't how he used to act, he used to love me too. But one test, when I wasn't even of age to get it done, changed it all.

Darkness clouds around me when I hear other voices, all wanting to know one thing. What happened? But I block all the noises out when I see Caicus get up, Theo still in his arms. He walks over to me and gives me a hug, I feel something hot and wet dripping on my clothes.

"I'm sorry, I love you too," that's all he can make out between the sobs.

"Its okay, and I'm sorry too. If I had been strong enough then you wouldn't have been next in line, or rejected..." That's when I see it, a girl run over and hug Caicus from behind.

"I just thought if you hurt your own brother, then how would you treat me and our kids," this girl, its Lulu, his mate.

Caicus places me down softly and turns around. He grabs Lulu and pulls her down to give her a hug, the biggest smile on his face. That happy life, just started, all that I could ask for was granted. I just wanted to see my siblings happy one last time.

I smell smoke coming from somehwere, but the darkness finally closes in on me. I don't know where the smoke is coming from but I know I feel a small body sit on my chest and hug my neck tightly, and sniff me? As if they don't like the smell either.

...

I feel two tiny bodies on me, someone with warm hands is holding one of mine. There's something soft under me and on top of me, what are they? I then sniff the air to try to make out where I am. A strong wave of antiseptics hit me, doctors office? Hospital?

"Cakey, he sniffed!" Thena tells Caicus excitedly. She calls him 'Cakey' because it's too hard to pronounce his real name.

The warm hand drops mine and places his hand right above my nose. "Do it again!" there's hope in his voice, wierd...

I still sniff the air though, I think that's what he meant. Someone grabs me, I believe Caicus, and hugs me. They then push up my torso and sit behind me. The two tiny bodies then get up and sit on my lap instead of my leg.They both hug one of my sides tightly, then something warm and thick is on my body.

"Ahh!" I cry out in pain, my eyes finally open and all I see is white. Where am I?

Everyone hugging me let go and got away from me, the one behind me even got up so quickly I fell to the floor.

The ground wasn't soft like what I was laying on or what was on top of me, it was hard. It was cold and easily breakable. I would know, all the pieces from the floor went through my back. Mix that with getting your back thrown to a wall, it would hurt, like hell.

An earth shattering scream escaped my mouth, "Aaahhhhhh!!!!!!" Everything went on hold for 30 seconds, except my screams still escaping my mouth. My eyes closed, no point in keeping them open when tears won't stop coming from them, clouding my vision.

~Slam~

That's all I can hear though my screams. Someone picks me up and places me on my stomach, blood was now coming from my back and stomach. The earth shattering screams didn't stop until they stabbed something into my arm to numb the pain.

"Hah... Hah..." I'm breathing heavily, the pain finally subsided, then I feel it again. "Ahhhhh!!!!!" The pain only went away for a couple of seconds, they could only stab something in my arm, hopeing it would help.

"****! We couldn't even treat his wounds before the pain came back!" A random female wolf says.

"What happened?!!" A male wolf questions my oldest and youngest siblings.

I can tell their too shocked that I could make a noise like that to explain. Who would've thought, a tiny Omega male, could scream so loudly that the whole forest stopped. A pack that rarely calls or communicates with us called to ask what happened.

Oh, what a funny thing to explain, I wouldn't be suprised if this would spread through all the packs. Next thing you would know, Alphas from other packs would be coming to check if everything was okay. Maybe even a higher up would come to see if this pack was running correctly.

I stopped, I stopped screaming, breathing even. If this were to spread I would be dead, my parents would kill me.

~Beeeeep~ ~Beeep~

Somethings going off, I don't know what though.

"He stopped, then why in bloody hell is his blood pressure going up?!" the male wolf roared at no one in particular.

"Just help me get the pieces out of his back!" the female wolf yelled while pulling out pieces of the shards sticking out of my back.

If they saw my face, they would think that I was dead. The only implication that I was alive was beeping that never stopped.

They finally flipped me over, they see all color and life has been drained from my face. The female wolf then turns around, the tweezers she used to take the smaller pieces out of my back snaps in half.

"First, you hurt him. Second, you reopened a wound. Third, you caused more wounds on top of the ones you already cause." she says way too calmly. "So, what did you say to him to make him look like this?!"

All three of them start to tremble, they have to explain what happened, but how can they do that if they don't understand it themselves?

"Stop... just let me bleed out," all attention then goes to me. "There going to kill me when word gets out that a scream came from this pack, anyway. I would rather die here then let them torture me till death."

The whole room goes silent, they all stopped breathing at the exact same time. Then I hear that annoying beeping again, this time though, it sounds more urgent.

~Beep~ ~Beep~ ~Bbbeeeep~ ~BEEP~

I look over and see it's coming from a big machine. Theres something flashing at the bottom of the screen. I think it says "Patient heartbeat getting to low"

That's when darkness takes over and the last thing I hear is someone yelling, "Their flat lining!"

...

When his parents had his siblings:

2ys - twins

4ys - triplets

8ys - 1 baby

11ys - twins

14ys - twins

{And if you were wondering, I personally say Caicus like this: K-shish. But your allowed to say it however you would like.}

《1728 words without the extra tidbits》

•Hope•

I feel myself get picked up by the collar, then dropped? I believe my shirt ripped, not suprising though. I've had these clothes since I was 10, never had a new piece of clothing since then, well... never had a new anything since then.

"Grrrr," oh, they must be mad that I dropped, I wonder what's about to happen.

I then get lifted up again but by the throat and thrown backwards. I feel myself spin in the air, what?! Where could this possibly be that there is enough space for someone to spin in midair?

~Thud~

~Screech~

The sounds of my body hitting a wall and slowly going down echo through the room.

Echo?

Shit, I've only been in one place that echos, the basement. But I still smell the air to make sure, they could always have found a new place to torture me more. But no, same smell of rotting flesh.

That's when I realise who through me, Roxy... A 15 year old werewolf that can't smell, but she makes up for it in her other senses. But I think she will be able to smell when she finds her mate, they say mates fix all your problems. What a dream it would be to have one, but who would want me?

My sister though, she could pick up any male wolf on the pack. Outstanding, isn't it? Someone who is despised by every member of the pack is somehow related to someone who is worshipped. I guess I just got all the bad genes in the family.

But I consider it a good thing, then my siblings won't be harmed, only me. But I wonder who is going to take care of them for the rest of their lives?

I know Caicus' mate is Lulu, but who for Roxy? I hope I will be there when she meets them though, if she hasn't already. I know they will appear soon, she's been sniffing the air, highly unusual for someone who can't smell.

" So... found your... mate yet?" I say through labored breaths. Curiosity may have killed the cat, but I happen to be a wolf.

"How?!" Roxy was definitely embarrassed that he knew, but more angry that he figured it out.

"Ah, so... I was... right?" I can't believe I missed her meeting them! How horrible, her big brother wasn't there to help her understand what was happening.

"They haven't even realised it, though." I can hear the sadness and disappoint laced in her words. "What if they know and don't want me? Who would want a she-wolf who couldn't even smell?!"

I got up after struggling to find my footing and walked to her. She had already started breaking down and crying, this makes me suddenly want to kill the person who did this to her. Weird, I thought Omegas were nice?

"Grrrr!" I wonder who did that? It was only me and her in the basement, and I was holding her in my arms consoling her, so who? I know she couldn't growl because how many sobs are leaving her mouth, her mate, maybe?

I look down just to make sure it wasn't Roxy, but she was looking at me in astonishment?! She started to tremble, but what was she scared of? Was her mate really down here?

"You..., growled?" Roxy said still looking at me. Even though she was curled up in a ball in my arms she was bigger still bigger than me. But... right now, she looked smaller?

The only family member that still loved me, still acted as if she was the same kid that would sneak into my room just to sleep with me. I sometimes wonder how she is doing all alone in her room when the thunder strikes and no ones there to comfort her.

"Huh?" that is one mean joke that she is playing, I have never growled before. I mean, sure, I've tried, every wold can growl, except me.

"Your arms?!" Roxy averted her eyes to my arms that were holding her. "They've grown, and have muscle?!" Now I knew she was definitely joking with me, that's not possible.

"Okay Roxy, we can leave now. I have enough bruises that make it look like you actually hurt me," I then got up, but stopped dead in my tracks. "I'm still holding you...?"

"You were exactly the same until I threw you against the wall! How could you change that fast?!" Roxy said, perplexed on how this was possible.

~Kchk~

But before I could respond the door opened, I smelled a very angry Alpha. Smelled? Only Alphas can smell what emotion is being permitted in the air.

"Let go of my mate!!" that voice?! It used to be someone who would come often to me at night, but they haven't visited in the past two months.

"Roxy... he knew, you didn't," I felt her shudder in my arms, she had been flirting with guys, that was stopped two weeks ago though. When she realised, but her mate doesn't know, he must be thinking I did something to her.

I guess she realised this too because she started crying again in my arms, she even proceeded to wrap her arms around my neck and bury her head into my chest.

I believe she forgot that her mate was angry, becoming insecure, and though he was challenged.

What did you get me into Roxy?!

I had a clue of what he was thinking though, he thinks I did something to her. I mean, who wouldn't? You see a guy, half *****, holding a small girl in his arms, that girl also happens to be crying, what would you think happened?

He races over to me, all I can sense is concern for his mate. I guess fate left her in the right hands, I would never have to worry again if she was okay on those thundering nights. She has someone else to protect her now...

"Roxy... I need you to calm down... can you do that for me, bunny?" I immediately feel her relax, that nickname would always calm her down. Even though she stopped crying tears of sadness, she still cried tear of happiness.

One word was all it took for her to be happy, or one look at her favriote stuff animal, a bunny. The only present she was allowed to keep from me.

After a few minutes of her continuous crying, I handed her off to her mate.

~Thuder sound~

{What does thunder sound like??? My minds at a blank}

At that sound she holds onto her mate for dear life, I guess if you have the same old fear you keep the same old habit.

Her mate was obviously shocked at her sudden fear for thunder, he still looked happy that she was in his arms though.

"I'm glad that you'll be in good hands, bunny," I say walking away. Then I remembered something, "How are Lulu and Caicus doing?"

"They're fine, now that Lulu knows that Caicus protects Theo, she had no doubts that he would harm her or their children." her mate spoke to me rather than Roxy.

"Thank you brother, you put yourself in harm's way just to make him happy." I guess Roxy picks up on a lot of things.

"It didn't start out that way, though, she just happened to show up right before I blacked out and created my own fantasy of what would happen after." I say before I finally leave the basement. Completely forgetting on how I look right now.

《1297 words without this tidbit》