I always love my mom,dad and also my brother but I have never thought that I will go through this kind of pain. I always thought that I am not a perfect girl but later I realized that I am the one and no one could be able to complete with my personality.

No one knows that how much I have hurts because of my depression.

I could only confide to my best friend, "Jenny and Salvana ", because I didn't even dare to split out my deepest secrets to anyone , they quiet understand my feelings and frustration.

When I met Salvana for the first time, I had never expected that she would be my best friend in future but our friendship turns out amazing . I was proud and also deeply believed that no one in this entire world could break this relation.

\( just like platinum 😋😋\)

~ Friends are just like seasons because it keep changing until the end it would keep changing ~ Actually in my opinion ~ even if the sun and stars lost there shine but true friend will never fade away in your hardest time and they will stand for you through your pain.

When I met Salvana for the first time , I was able to feel her warmness and kindness . I love the way she called my name, " Rosy ", even in her voice her warmness blossom .

Most of the people wants to return home when there works are done but in my case that's not like what other think . I had never wanted to go home after school because I could barely find peace in my home .

It is said that those who could find the peace even in war then they are to be called legends but in my case I would like to find war in war . Maybe it sounds like a psychopath but that's the truth .

~Life is kinda short but long~

My one and only goal of life is to live without regrets and any jealousy even if I have to pretend it or not . I am a human being so it's natural to feel jealousy but not always maybe sometimes.

Jenny is my soul , I couldn't even suppose to live without her . At first , I thought that Jenny is enough for me but it turns out wrong because we met Salvana as our new mate and she is trust worthy . Our friendship fits well enough .

That day was the start of our summer vacation , all of my friends seems to be happy but for me , " urghhhh ".

Fortunately , I met my first crush on the way to home . At the first sight, he looks really cool but also seems like a play boy , so I didn't even mind on him .

\( who knows that , that was the start of my story . \)

The name of my first crush was , " David " .

I had never thought that he would become my obsession in future .

to be continued......✌🏻✌🏻.

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\- " Oh gosh ! I wonder if I could run away from this universe . I don't want to go home " .

" Rosy " , Salvana called me , " I'll visit your home this evening , see you later ".

"Okay , I'll wait for you " , I replied without any hesitation.

At home , my mom makes cake for me \( strawberry flavour 🤤 \) , " Dear , wash your hand and mouth before you eat " , mom reminds me .

" Mom , can I eat this cake with Salvana ? " , I asked her .

" Of course , but how about Jenny ? isn't she coming ? " , mom replied .

" No " .

" okay , wash your hand and mouth " .

" Mom , I'll take a bath , okay " .

" umm " .

After I finished all my works , I gave a glanced outside the window and suddenly I noticed my dad . He looks alright and normal but as always he used to drunk all the time . He had never noticed my mom's feelings .

Salvana' s Pov:

" Mommy , I am leaving . Take care of yourself " , I told my mom .

" when will you return home , Salvana ? "

" Mommy , I don't know but I'll try to return back earlier" .

(On the way)

- in mind - Rosy , I know that you are suffering from depression but all you need is just a little patience . Please try to control your emotions , okay , be brave girl -

Finally I have reached - Rosy , I ' m here , you can open the door . -

Rosy ' s pov:

- Salvana , wait a minute, I am coming -

" Salvana, thanks for giving me company , make yourself at home" .

**We enjoyed the cake . Suddenly I remember the cool boy that I just met before on the way to home .

" Salvana , which kind of boy do you like* ? " .

" Me , hohoho ! you better know " .

" I know you don't like boys but not all , just tell me " .

" Rosy , in my opinion ,I would love to have a caring , kind and warmhearted boy " .

" Just like you , perfect match " , I giggled .

" Rosy , how about you ? " .

" I don't expect any kind because no one deserves me " .

" you are talking nonsense , just cut the craps and change the topic , tell me how about staying at my place this weekend " .

" I will talk to my mom " .

" Are you home alone ? Then I will stay with you for your safety " .

" Salvana , thanks for your compensation but no one in this entire world can do any harm , okay , just chill " .

" I hope so , then bye* " .

- in mind - {Rosy ,I know no one will harm you but I am afraid of your thoughts , I am just worried because you can't even control your emotions. }

I walked her out and we get separated. After Salvana leaves , I cleaned up all the dishes and went to my bedroom again glancing outside the window .

" Salvana , I know that you are really worried about me and you better know that I can't control my emotions , so , that's why you wants to stay by my side but I would let you suffer like me because of me......" ," I hope you quite understand me , I will try my best to control myself and I will not make you feel disappointed " , I told to my self by giving a soft foolish smile .

to be continued....... hope you enjoy....

Author message : Vacation is going to be very long . So please stay safe and secure , maintain social distancing . Evergreen world .✌🏻✌🏻

My Mom , dad and brother returned late that night , all went to hospital because my mom was suffering from Cardiomyopathy. It was a progressive disease of the myocardium, or heart muscle. In most cases, the heart muscle weakens and was unable to pump blood to the rest of the body as well as it should. Doctor told us that it could by doing medications, including those used to treat high blood pressure, prevent water retention, keeps the heart beating with a normal rhythm, prevents blood clots, and reduced inflammation. So , my mom needed regular checkups .

It has been 16 years since they get married but my mom and dad has never shown their love and affection for each other, or they were just pretending that they didn't love each other .

~ Love after marriage ~ huhh - Do you ever believe in this ? But , in my opinion , these three word never did exist in my dictionary . I wish , if I could see my complete family.

Morning :Kitchen

Mom : Rosy , it's late , wake up and have your breakfast . Stop brooding inside your room . You are becoming lazy day by day .

" Mom , I haven't done sleeping yet " . ( from inside the room)

" I won't repeat the same thing , come out , your breakfast is becoming cold " .

" Okay ,Okay ".

( I came out of the room and suddenly , someone knocked at the door and I went to open the door. )

" Hey , what's up , what are you two doing here , come in ... " .

( I was shocked to see Both Jenny and Salvana so that I exclaimed all of sudden. )

Salvana : We wants to irritate you , so , that's why we are here . ( she giggled )

Jenny : I heard that you two ate strawberry cake without me , so , I going to take my revenge .

Mom ( from kitchen ) : Rosy , whom are you talking with ?

" Mom , it's Jenny and Salvana " , I replied .

Mom : Really , Jenny , Salvana... come in ( from kitchen )

Jenny : Okay , aunty .

(They came inside my room )

" Wait here , I'll go wash my face " .

" Rosy , Hurry up " , Jenny exclaimed .

" Let's go shopping , and we will have lunch at my place , I already told my mom " , Salvana reminds me .

" Okay , then wait for me " .

We left our house , then we went for shopping and we roamed about every nice spots . Then suddenly , Salvana called someone , " David " . So , I turned around to see who was David .

" It's him " , I suddenly reacted .

" Do you know him ? " , Salvana asked me.

"No , I just show him that day on the way " , I was nervous , because he was extremely cool.

" Salvana , How do you know him ? By the way he is not my type " , Jenny smirked .

David approaches toward us and started talking with Salvana ,

" Salvana , long time no see . How are you ? By the way , if you are going to asked the same thing then I'm doing fine " , David smiled towards Salvana .

" David , I am fine too , you haven't change a little " , Salvana replied and both bursted into laughter .

I was witnessing all those things and I didn't even know who I was ? and where I was ? because I was deeply immersed into him . I couldn't even hold my emotions .That was the first time I felt love .

" Rosy , you looks like a donkey ? " , I breaked up from my imagination when Jenny murmured behind me because she was also witnessing all those happenings .

" Rosy , let's go away from here , someone forget us , it is truth and I also witnessed it " , Jenny exclaimed deliberately ( she quietly giggled ) .

" Who are they ? Your new friends , ( without any break ) nice to meet you , two beautiful ladies " , David approaches toward us .

" Jenny what are you talking about , he is my old friend , David . By the way , he already figured out himself that we are friends " , Salvana exclaimed .

" Hi , myself Jenny and she is our lazy donkey , I mean Rosy " , Jenny again get started .

" Jenny , why are you always in the mood of teasing " , I was little embarrassed because I didn't wanted to get myself down in front of him, but I know , she doesn't meant it .

" Of course , and I have taken revenge .. hahaha " .

" Stop it , not here again , you two are just like Tom and Jerry " , Salvana ' s reaction was really scary .

" Bye girls , see you later " , David went off .

Jenny : Who wants to meet him again , in first impression , he stole my best friend .( huuh )

" by the way , what he meant by that ? can I be able to meet him again ? " , I was liked an kid who was begging for an ice-cream .

" I feel like someone is getting over him " , Salvana also started and both ran off after teasing me .

" *Yahhh! stop right there , I will surely eat you two up ...." , I also began to ran after them.

to be continued .......🙏🙏*