Hello everyone!Myself author...this is my first novel,hope u will like it...The characters and incidents in this novel are purely my imagination(some are from my own experiences 🤫).

So if u find it offensive or find any faults in any way please forgive me...but if u want to find faults with it on purpose u can skip my novel...I don't entertain such freaks...but 💕 to all my readers and supporters...u can like it and share it if u like my novel... don't do it if not...🤷No forcing...😊.

I have confidence on my story more than my writing...😜Hope you'll understand...🤗

OK!Let's start our character introduction...

I'm a bit feminist...I always encourage women to be strong and independent ...I believe modernization in women being equally competitive and strong as men not in late-night outings and nudity...

So in this novel u r going to see female lead more than our male lead...but trust me u will definitely fall for both male and female leads at the end of the story...😉

. This is our female lead Priya...😍

Personality:Strong,hot tempered,(hot too🥵) independent,famous for being aloof towards players,rough on the outside but very soft, emotional and kind on the inside...A Taekwondo master...🥋

A cheerful and loving personality...🥰

. This is our male lead Daniel.

Personality -Cold,aloof, introverted,tough,basically an anti-romantic but got quite a hunch for romance😜.Seems indifferent and has a single expression on his face all the time but really kind and caring in reality...very loving personality...💙

This is the villain...to say exactly he is the person who destroys our female leads peaceful life...His name is Robert.

Personality:Joyful,cheering,loving on the outside but psychotic,obsessive, lunatic and crazy personality in reality...

. This is our second female lead Jessi...female lead's best friend since childhood...

Personality:Caring,loving and joyful...but a real trouble maker for herself and best in landing herself and female lead in troubles every time possible...😂

This our second male lead Tony...Female lead's brother and Jessie's one and only one...🤫

Personality:Always caring,thoughtful and blissful personality...Tries his best in fulfilling his sister's wishes and his family needs...🥰

So without any delay let's get into our story...

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Somewhere inside river water-

I'm Priya, I'm 25 this year and I'm a professional doctor in a very influential hospital...I'm quite famous for my skills at a young age and for my way of dealing complicated patients...I thought i should just give my all since I choose this myself.Even though it's the toughest,even though it makes me exhausted...this is the path I choose...and I'll definitely be my best...😇

This is what i thought everytime I felt helpless but I didn't think that my very competitive self would bring my life chaos...&...my speciality of treating complicated patients would be the end for me and my career ...I thought I could do something and make my way...but here I am drowning myself in a river,with many injuries on my body, I can feel the stinging pain in my palm and some parts of my body...

But this is definitely not me... I think this is the worst version of myself I ever thought I would be...My confidence...my kindness...my daring personality... I lost everything...no I didn't lose them... I made myself leave them...I don't know if I can get out of these water...&... I don't know if I can be alive in a few hours from now...but definitely if God allows me to live... I promise I'm gonna show those ppl no mercy... I will definitely live as myself again...

I can feel my eyes slowly closing...I'm losing my consciousness... I don't know how much time it's been since I'm drowned...but I think I know I can't last more than few minutes...Now I'm getting all my Happy moments,sad moments and regretted ones... everything is running infront of me...it's like ...these happened just yesterday...Since childhood I've been weary of people... Especially the opposite sex...

I never gave someone false hopes...or had someone pay my bills and I never played with someone's feelings...when it comes to relationships I used to be really away from them... Ofcourse I know that this unusual character of mine might get some people's attention and might attract someone...but that is who I am...But even though I'm this careful I used to come through many situations...that I not at all wanted...and...expected...

I think my downfall started when I treated this particular person... I took him as my casual patient and treated him with a smile as usual...But I don't know that would bring me into such a mess...I don't want to drag my family and the people around me into this mess...hope this would stop with me...Sorry maa I thought I could finally give u a happy life and be there for u but I don't think i can do that anymore...

Tony... I know u care for me a lot...&... I really love u a lot too...but it's just that I won't show u my love often...hope u'll not be sad for too long...i know u're the best when coming to taking care of someone soo I'm not afraid of maa being lonely...&...I know that u love Jessi too...

I know u both wanted to tell me this many times but u're just waiting for the right time...I don't object u being with Jessi...take care of her for me...Thanku Jessi for being there for me everytime I needed...thanku for coming inside my shell and bringing me out of that shell...u r d only one who knows me d best...Hope u'll have a good life with my brother...Hope we'll meet again...

I just want to live for the people I care...for the people who are there for me at all times...who made me strong... I'm gonna show them what a girl can do if she's provoked & pushed to her limits ...

I...

WILL...

LIVE...

Thanku for ur support readers and my supporters...Hope u'll like my story...Our hero comes in the next episode...stay tuned...🤗

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After telling myself that I would live... I can feel the pain slowly fading...my body is now totally numb now...I'm wearing a jene with a black shirt...my shirt's few buttons were already gone when I'm fighting people before drowning... I know I can't look more miserable than this...

When I was still in my thoughts... I don't know if I'm alive...but suddenly I can feel something on my lips... something really delicate...was that a fish?...does that get here by my smell of blood that's oozing out of my cuts?No I don't think it's a fish i can feel it over my lips...now I can feel some weight over my chest...suddenly I coughed out much water and now I'm jolted awake ...but still my eyes were too heavy and blurry... I can see a blurry vision of a person... I can't see his face... I saw his nose and lips which are too close to me...I think he's giving me CPR...is he trying to save me?Is he the one who saved me?Is he one of that person's men?Is he a friend or a foe?

Then I started to close my eyes again being too heavy...suddenly he started to cry and shake me vigorously in order to keep me awake...now I think I got some energy due to his movements and I can see his face more clearly now...he's fair and got beautiful eyes ...but I can see pain in his eyes... he's even crying...tears keep falling on to me from his chin...why is he crying? Is he that sensitive as to cry for a stranger who is in danger or is he a doctor like me...? Since I'm a doctor, I know the pain of losing someone in front of u and that helpless feeling...but I really want to know if he's a friend or a foe for me...!

(1/2 an hour back at the river bank...)

I'm Daniel,6'2 height,fit and got some looks...I'm a well known business man ...wealthy...got comfortable life...but none of these gives me happiness...since childhood I'm an introvert and used to show no emotions on my face... Suddenly life felt really boring to me...whenever I felt this way I used to stay alone in my home locking myself up or I would go for a peaceful place with no people and spend a day there...but today I don't know why I wanted to go to the river...it's not too far from my home but not too close too... I know I might get attention of people going there suddenly but I just want to do it...so I asked my secretary come friend Joseph to make necessary arrangements... he's a bit mischievous but understands me well...when we arrived there my people already made a tent and were standing gaurd at tent...the river bank is a bit away from the tent...since i don't want any people around me I ordered them to stay away from the tent until I call them...

I sat at the river bank and looked at water... I don't know why but I just wanted to swim and immerse myself in thoughts staying in those waters... therefore I decided to swim for a while...I took off my suit and shoes and pulled out my 1st two buttons and then got into water... they're really cold... I don't want any change of clothes since i know what Joseph says when I ask him to get me clothes... he'd nag at me saying it's dangerous or not good for health...so I directly swam inside the waters and I'm going really deep into them...then I saw some form inside waters at distance...it's like a human form...it's too dark to see anything...sunrays are falling only close to that but not on that...so I decided to check what it was...and started swimming in that direction...

I feel like it's calling for me... suddenly when I'm on way to it, I saw a hand from that form ...and sunrays slowly shone over and now I was shocked to see a girl wearing a jene and a black shirt lying unconscious inside waters...

I just had the urge to save her... I went to her and took one of her hands into mine...

they're too cold to be living...since when is she drowning...i can see cut marks here and there and a deep cut in her right palm...some of her shirt buttons were missing...just what the hell did she go through... she's not like a person who committed suicide... without any further thoughts I pulled her into my arms and just kissed her...

I don't know why but I really really want this girl to be alive...i passed some of my air I'm holding to her but she's not responding...that felt like something stabbed inside my heart...what is this?Didn't I see many people dying infront of me?But why is it that I'm feeling this way seeing this girl in such a state...Then I pulled her up and started swimming outside the waters...since the river flow is fast i really can't manage to swim on the upper layers of water with her in my embrace...so I just have to cross swim so that I can atleast reach near to our tent...

When I reached the bank I kept her lying on the sand... she's not breathing... I immediately started doing CPR ...I know I shouldn't think of anything weird but her lips were really soft and felt like I just touched something that smothers me with my lips...it's not like I'm kissing her right now...

i was trying to save her... but why am I feeling the urge to kiss her in a situation like this...am i a pervert!Did I just lust over her...no it's not lust it's just a feeling that I want her close to me...now and always...but then I realised that she's still not responding...God what to do?Am I really going to lose her after just meeting her...no i won't allow her to die... I want her ... I want her by my side no matter what...then tears kept falling from my eyes without realisation...I started shaking her vigorously hoping she would gain consciousness... I think she's a bit awake now...I can see her brown eyes slowly looking at me as to show me her helplessness...Then I told her...

U r not allowed to LEAVE me...!!!

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