That You ( Namjin, Taekook )
Episode 1
The mellow person
Uhh... ... it's too bright. What happened?
The culprit of his disturbance- morning's sun's warm rays seemed so jealous of those two men who were sharing their ***** warmth with each other so dearly. So his rays decided to make them seperate. Sun used his ray's power and let it fall on their face. His attempt didn't get wasted completely. Sun's ray and a certain familiar person's body scent with Juniper and Ambrette made the later conscious yet he was unwanted to get up.
To him, it feel felt like a dream which he could never fullfill in his awaken world. So he just wanna stay like that in this beautiful selfish dream. But happiness doesn't last long. The feelings of being hugged made him wide awake and questioned his appearence.
The mellow person
Why am I here? Most importantly with a centain person with whom I never meant to be...
that was the only thoughts on his mind. Then his deeds of previous night flashed infront of him. He was shocked but still made a try to move from the certain person's cage and went to the bathroom. Though his body was saying him to stop right there but his heart was unmoved. He went to bathroom and turned on the shower.
In the meantime, the certain person's sleep broke for lossing the heavenly warmth beside him. He woke up and frowned. He hold his bead. His head was spinning. Then the previous nights memories were playing in his heavy mind. He lost his control when he realized the partner of his late night was in the bathroom. He dashed out there and saw the man whose body was giving screaming proves about his deeds. He pushed the later so hardly and spat venom through his words.
Kim Namjoon
Kim Seokjin, you, foxy human! You got in my bed after I was drunk! On the wedding the one who refused me like a chaste man. You told me not to touch you! Now you can't wait to get in my bed after two months! Or you always have wanted this?
The angry, boiled Kim Namjoon spat.
Silence. Silence was the only hearing language in the bathroom. Then-
Kim Seokjin
I want to be in the drama 'Hwarang' . I haven't got a big chance in my debut years. You are a big name. If you recommend me I can sing the OST. So last night .......was pay back for this.(bitting his lips)
Kim Namjoon was stunned after what Kim Seokjin had said. His heart was burning with bitterness. He was tasting sourness as if his soul was reeked of vinegar. But the bitterness and sourness turned a form of smile and-
Kim Namjoon
Ahh.. so all of this was for the opportunity. Very well, Kim Seokjin. You wanna play with me then I will keep you company.
Saying that he left from there.
Kim Seokjin sat on the floor after his Husband's leave. His tears was saying the his words instead of his mouth. He was thinking time turned like that.
Kim Seokjin
I didn't sleep with you for the song. I am just a coward who can't tell you that he is in love with you for 7 years.
His heart was screaming but there was no one who can listen this.
Episode 2
Big Hit Entertainment
Infront of the company, a car stopped. The man with full of grace and handsomeness got down from the car. He was about go inside but his manger called him from behind,
Manager Sejin
Namjoon-ah, will you go to Tokyo today or tomorrow?
Manager Sejin
Yaaaa... speak first. I have to book a ticket for you. I have to make pre-
Manager Sejin
What! You will go today... Ok then...I am going."
Manager Sejin was about to go but was being stopped when he heared-
Kim Namjoon
Hyung, do me favour. Please give a call to the Hwarang's musical director. I have someone to recommend.
After saying that he entered in the company without any words or looking back. And, in afternoon he left for Tokyo.
Two weeks later
excited bean
Hyung, hyung , woah. It's the first time you get chance to sing in a drama. This is much better than the previous ones. "
Kim Seokjin
Is it arranged by him or they choose me? Heh! (mockingly)
excited bean
So what he arranged it. You're his husband. Though, he can arrange the main OST for you but he didn't. But you don't need him also. You're so talented. Even if you didn't ask him, man you would still get that.
The excited bean spoke the true fact. But Seokjin didn't like the tone of the bean when he was talking about Namjoon. So he just-
Kim Seokjin
Yaah... .... Jimin-ah why are you speaking so loudly. Don't you know our marrige is hidden! And also your debut is coming ahead. But you are being happy-go-lucky. You realy ain't nervous. Huh! (with a tint of anger)
Jimin pouted his lips with a puppy look and-
park Jimin
I can manage. You know I am so talented. (flipping his imaginary hair)
Seokjin didn't say anything to his dongsaeng. What should he say?! Wasn't Jimin right? He is really talented in singing and dancing.
But he just wanted to make Jimin stop talking. But the talented trainee of BigHit wasn't a person who can be stopped. He was talking non-stop, then suddenly they bumped into a person.
And the person was Kim Namjoon.
Namjoon's cold eyes met with Seokjin's warm eyes. After sometime of the staring contest, Seokjin couldn't bear to look at his dark dragon eyes. So, he turned his head. But Namjoon was still staring at him. His cold dragon eyes were looking at him with a perlexed emotion. But why? Why with this expression Namjoon always looked at him? And why could Seokjin never understand those cold cries of this dragon? Perhaps, it is not always easy to breath wisely and happily.
Namjoon just passed him like a stranger. Well for Seokjin, Namjoon do feel like a stranger but with so many beautiful memories and desires. Namjoon is the silent peace what Seokjin's heart wants but it's not so easy to reach to our peace. If we could we all can be the happiest .
After Kim Namjoon passed Kim Seokjin the atmosphere suddenly heated up. Kim Namjoon AKA RM is a rare gemstone in millennials generation. His face, lyrics and musics prove the reputation that he lives on. Seokjin knows all of this.
He knows all about this man who was once upon a time was only "Namjoon", when this boy loved bicycling, roaming around in the nature, appreciating tiny little crabs or insects. And now in the present he also knows, many of the girls, boys wanna be his. But the cold dragon stands alone. Seokjin was a just a small part of this occen. But fate is cruel yet fair. Life makes his wish true yet that breaks him. He was happy for being RM's husband. But fate's cruel play didn't give him a fair chance to live on this name.
Episode 3
Kim Namjoon isn't a person who likes to be in gatherings or parties. He was excusing himself but he stopped when a certain excited bean came infront of him and -
park Jimin
Hyung, you aren't a person who will attend those gathering. Why are you here then ?
Kim Namjoon didn't bother himself to answer. He just waved his hand and went towards his car. Jimin pouted but he knew he won't recieve an answer of his question.
In the car, Namjoon his manager was waiting for him. He got in and didn't say anything. Then-
Manager Sejin
Namjoon ah, you don't have to rush there after your take off. You could have rest. You should properly take-
Manager Sejin stopped when he saw he became aloof. He knows the boy. So, he started the car and said nothing.
The weather was so foggy that it can make anyone's mood foggy. At the whim of mind manager-nim played a song. The song started .The rythms of the song and the silent emotions of his wild heard matched so perfectly. The song mix with outsides fogginess.
can't live without you now,
What's my existence without you..
If I get separated from you,
I'll be separated from my own self..
Because you alone are,
Now you only are,
life. You're my life.
My peace, and my pain,
you alone are my love..
How's this relationship of ours,
I don't like distance of even a moment
Every day, I live for you
All my time is for you..
There shouldn't be a moment of mine without you,
There is your name on every breath..
For you, I lived
I have given myself (to you)
Your faith [actually means 'my love for you' here] took care of me
Took all the sorrows from (my) heart
With you my fate is attached,
Getting you, Nothing is incomplete (within me, I got completed)..''
Namjoon didn't know when did he close his eyes. By then, the foggy weather couldn't control his sadness and released his tears.
Namjoon really hated this rain. It reminds him his bittersweet memories of past which was started in rainy day. But he couldn’t help himself but also love rain because in this day he got to know about his euphoric feelings called 'Love'.
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