HIS EYES ARE ON ME
Chapter 1
When i turn back the plate already hit my face
The plate fall down and shattered into pieces
As my face getting red and swollen, i was shocked and speecless
And i just stood there processing everything
Amanda
What did you just say it's my fault that the cup fell when it's you, you diddn't put it on the table properly.....
My mom was scolding me she was shouting and sating many things...
just for the broken cup.....
I knew this would happen i shoudn't said that, but my mouth just slip i wasn't perfect and it's her fault anyway
I was already prepared for everything she would said...
As she was scolding me for a minute when she suddenly said...
Amanda
I reregretted having you...
That's when my world stop to the point and i didn't feel the pain on my face cause i was replaced by the pain in my heart
And yes i was hurt, iwas badly hurt by what she said, i wasn't ready for that...
I felt like my heart were getting pierced at that time cause hearing her voice i think she mean it.....
Chapter 2
And unknowingly i looked my mom and said.....
Samantha
And i regret being born, i regret being alive, i wish you didn't give birth to me so i wouldn't be a burden to youuu
I said that in one go, while tears where uncontrollably running down my cheeks, holding back all of my emotions
She become silent and looked at me...
She was about to say samething but...
I run to my room as fast as i could
I locked the door silently
As i slid through the wall, i kept thingking about what happen...
Samantha
Did i go too far just nowww...
I cried silenly while hugging my knees
Everytime she's angry or i make a mistake even if it just a little my mom will always be like that...
she always throw her tantantrums on me
what does she think that i don't have a heart, i don't have emotions, i am a human too i also feel hurt and right now i'm very hurt...
And again i pray to God that when i go out everything will be alright...
After a minute i fell asleep
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