SWEET MISERY
Ethan
I'm 28 now, I have a house and I car, and a really nice job but I don't have anyone by my side. I remembered when I was 17, back when my name was still Sam Strong.
It was when I was in senior high at a public school. There was a new student named Kim Shoyo. He was half Japanese and half Korean. He is a really handsome person. Dark hair, dark eyes, white skin and pinkish lips. He was a pretty, handsome and gorgeous man. White skinned people are really rare in the Philippines. That's why most Filipinos love white skinned people and are fascinated. He sat on the farthest row of the class. After he sat down everyone began talking to him.
He already has new friends. After class I went to have a recess with my friends. I bought bread and juice. After buying snacks we went back to the classroom. I watched Kim as he laughed with my classmates. He's really pretty for a guy. I'm kinda feeling jealous and insecure but life is always like that. Life will always be unfair. I should get ready for class. I went inside the class room and sat down. I may have a crush on the new student but people like him won't like me. I'm just an average looking girl. Dark hair, dark eyes, brown skin and, and I a little bit pinkish lips. I'm not pretty nor ugly. And I'm good with it. I don't wanna be loved just because of good looks but it sure is nice to be loved. The teacher came in and everyone took a sit. The teacher started class. I just listened to the teachers the whole morning.
Morning class ended. I went home to have lunch. My home is a bit near from this school. I ate lunch at my house. The food was delicious. After eating I brushed my teeth and went to school. I was about to enter the classroom but I see Kim staring afra to a guy. And he whispered
Ethan
He's so handsome, His my type
Ethan
I like guys the best
I heard all of it best pretend that I heard nothing. I was about to leave but Kim hold my arm and dragged me to a corner.
Sam
Why did you bring me here?
Ethan
You heard it right? That I like guys?
Ethan
Whatever just don't tell anyone.
Sam
Okay, I won't. I wasn't even planning to
This guys has a bad personality. Just like any gays I've met, they were really mean to me back in elementary. So I don't really like gays. But recently I've been reading BLs that influenced me loved gay guys.
School was over. I was about to go home with my mom. She's a teacher at this school but Ethan blocked me.
Ethan
Not much... I just want to say sorry for how I acted towards you
Ethan
Thank you for forgiving me. Wanna go home together?
Ethan
I can give you a ride
Sam
Uhh...wel. Sorry I can't
Sam
I already have someone to take me home
Ethan
Oh okay. See you tomorrow then?
Huh turns out that Ethan was actually nice. He knows how to apologize and tries to make up for his mistake.
After a conversation with Ethan I went home with Mom.
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Name:Sam Strong
Age: 17
Height: 163cm
Strand: ABM
Body: Average
Description: She yearns for love and affection. She wants to be appreciated by others especially her parents but she gave up on that. She also is easy to fall in love or mistake something as love.
Name:ETHAN LUKE
Age:18
Height: 169 cm
Strand: ABM
Body: Sexy
Description: He is a really good looking guy. He likes guys though. He is very kind and smart.He is Sam's love interest.
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Friends
After brushing my teeth I went to my room and ly on bed. I took my cp and started reading BL comics. Lately, I'm getting tired of reading BL comics or watching animes. But this is my only way to sleep. I have insomnia. So it's pretty hard for me to sleep. I read BLs and imagine that I'm there lover haha. It's kinda silly but the guys in the comics are really hot and super attractive that I wished to be in the comics too. But if I go there I might just end up as a supporting character there. That won't be fun. I wonder how it feels to be loved and and loved someone special. In my 17 years in life I never had a boyfriend. My parents scares everyone. They are very strict.
It was morning. I got to school early. I went to my seat next to my friend. Her name was cherry. She is half Japanese and half Filipino.
Cherry and I began to start chatting before class starts.
Ethan appeared in front of me
Ethan
What are you guys talking about?
Sam
We're just talking about comics and about class.
The School President announced to prepare for the morning assembly.
We both went outside the classroom.
Ethan was following us. Cherry looked at me. I hold Ethan's wrist and went for the morning assembly. We sang the Philippine National Anthem and after a few exercising activities the morning assembly is done.
Before Ethan comes in the classroom. I called Ethan.
Sam
Ethan,can I ask you something?
Sam
Um...why are you getting close to me?
Ethan
Well...I wanna be friends with you
Ethan
I think your a good person. And because you know my secret.
Ethan
We're friends now right?
Sam
Yeah... let's go to the classroom
I can't believe Ethan is my friend now but his still gay.
Do I like Ethan. I looked at Ethan and he waved at me. I like his good looks for sure. His personality? I like it too. But how do you make a gay fall in love with a girl?
I should think it after class
It was recess. It's the same routine again. I'm getting a snack from the canteen with my friend Cherry and Ethan too.
Sam
Ugh there's so many people
Cherry
Yeah... it's cramped
Sam
I don't like this. Cherry can u buy me my food instead?
Cherry
What about you Ethan?
Ethan
I'll help and buy mine too.
The too set of to get snacks. While I wait in the corner.
Cherry is getting pushed by others in line to buy snack but Cherry can handle it even Ethan is doing well. Soon they came back and brought snacks.
Sam
Thank you. I'm so hungry.
Cherry
Haha...it was really cramped. it's hard to get food here.
Ethan
Yeah...student are pushy.
We came back to the classroom and atrted eating the snacks.
Ethan became a really good friend to me. He talks a lot about himself and about guys. He even asked what guys I like. I slipped my tongue and said that I like him but he laughed. He took it as a joke. Everything was going well between us but I'm just a friend to him nothing more. Sooner or later he'll have someone special beside him. Just like my other boy best friend. After graduating elementary my boy best friend became distant with me. I don't like being left behind. I want to be at Ethan's side in the future too.
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Name:CHERRY CHECK
Age: 17
Height: 160cm
Strand: ABM
Body:Chubby
Description: She is Sam's friend. She is a moody person that like food a lot.
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Meet up
The teacher decided to grouped us student in performing a dance. The teacher brought a box and inside are the names of the guys in class. The girls will take a piece of folded paper with the guys name and that will be your partner.
I wonder if I can pick Ethan's. Pfftt... that would never happen. I probably won't pick Ethan's name here.
I took a pice of folded paper and went to my seat. I opened it and I was surprised and happy.
Cherry took a seat beside me after drawing.
Sam
You guys look good together
Cherry
Luh...haha. Your crazy.
The teacher said to go to your partners. I walk towards Ethan.
Sam
Ethan I'm your partner
Ethan
Oh good but it would be nice to have a guy as my partner.
Sam
Hahaha... ask the teacher then.
Ethan
Hahaha...yeah right.
School ended. Ethan and I were discussing where to practice the dance. If it's either in my house or his.
I wan to see where Ethan's house is. I wonder if he would say yes if I asked.
Sam
Ethan can we practice at your house?
Ethan
Haha... Do you want to see my house?
It was the weekend. I asked my parent that I would be practicing a dance with a friend. Fortunately, they said yes.
So now I'm going to Ethan's house. We decided to meet at the park so he can spot me easily. I'm at the park now.
Sam
*happy*Hehe, I'm gonna see Ethan's house and Ethan in his house clothes.
A luxurious car stopped at the park where I'm at. It must be Ethan? I took a peek to the person who opened the door in the passenger seats it was Ethan. Ethan came down the car. And look left and right then he spotted me and waved.
Ethan
Have you waited long?
Ethan
That's good...let's go?
Ethan accompanied me to his car and even opened the door for me.
We sat together in the passenger seats.
Ethan
Mr. Gus please start driving
The driver called Mr. Gus started driving to Ethan's house.
Name:Jewl Gus
Age: 27
Height: 182 cm
Body: Hot
He is Ethan's driver and butler at the same time.
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