I stood in my room staring through the window into the space. I have just fifteen days left on earth to live and all I wish for is to be alone till that day,my sickness has hurt alot of people already and I won't want to hurt anyone again so all I wish for is a peaceful and quiet death.

The girl with fifteen days left to live is Miracle Norman,a tall beautiful lady, every man's dream with chest nut hair. I work in a bar, just to keep myself busy away from boredom,got a Beastie, a boy to be precise his name is zion.let me tell you my whole story.

I sighed closing my curtain,then picked my yellow woven cardigan and wore it before going out, I decided to take a walk just to free up my head a little.

I walk down the quiet alley with my hands tucked in my jogger pocket thinking about what life has done to me, where have got it wrong in the journey of life, what sin have I committed for me to live with this type of sickness,yet I find no reason , am just a pain in the ***.

I sat on a bench under the light pole and broke down in tears,I kept on asking why I have to live like this,why my life should have end like this, why I have to hurt everyone around me,why...I felt someone sit beside me and I quickly stop crying, raised my head and wipe my tears,I was about standing when he stopped me "wait...you can cry a little more, I promise not to disturb" he said in a very calm soothing voice that I was forced to look at him. My jaw dropped slightly seeing an angel sitting right beside me, a fair skinned guy with sky blue hair that falls to his forehead then came down to his left ear touching his chin, his lips are in a heart shape,slim and pink,he has a pointed nose, long lashes, well carved brows and to top it all hazel eyes.He smiled reviling his tow sided deep dimples "oh my gosh,does Angels still exist?"I thought but quickly snapped out of it"what are you thinking miracle? you are gonna die in the next fifteen days, you can't afford to be in pain and hurt an innocent soul. Not anymore, just ignore and leave" I said to myself as I quickly look away, I realised my hand from his gentle grip "no thanks am fine" I muttered and stood up to leave,he also did the same"life can sometimes be hard but it for the best" his calm voice rang again like music and I chuckled "do you say best? life can give nothing but pain and problems" I said not turning to look at him for fear of what I might do "life can..." "you don't need to tell me about life because I have a full taste of it already.Okay?" I said and left without looking back, I continued walking then broke into a run as tears flowed down my eyes, "life is cruel" I said to myself as thought of everything that I went through flash back.

I entered my house and went straight to my room, put on the light and undress myself before going to have a cool shower before coming out and wore a pink pyjamas and just then I felt pain in my chest as I couldn't breathe properly, the pain increased like am being stabbed severally, tears rolled down my face as I struggle with myself on the ground.

I crawled to my table and managed to pick a drug laying on the table among scattered books, opened the container and quickly put two dose in my mouth and swallow it without water. After a while, the pain subsided and I stood up tiredly to take water, after that I turn off the light and lay on my bed crying wishing days could be faster.

I woke up due to the pain am feeling in my lower abdomen, I rolled on the bed several times before finally sitting up "what the hell is this pain early this morning" I thought to myself before standing up, I shrieked when I saw blood on my Bedsheet, I quickly rushed to the calendar "no...no...no...it can't be today" I said checking the date again and again to be sure, actually it my period and it's derm painful and annoying so it gonna be a deadly three days. I frowned as I unlayed my bed and took the Bedsheet to the lundary and wash it , removed my dress and did the same thing before going to my room and had my bath.

I picked a faded blue bum short and a yellow over size shirt, brush my hair and packed it in two ponytail before going outside to prepare breakfast of omelette with milk. After I was done eating, I used my drugs both for my health and my period.

After I was done with all that, I retired back to my room and laid a new sky blue Bedsheet before crawling into the bed.

I groaned and wailed in pain as I held my stomach, it afternoon already so I guess it time for another dose, so I stood up and starggered to my kitchen, brought out the remaining spaghetti in the fridge and microwaved it, after some time I brought it out of the microwave, turned it inside a plate and carried it to the dinning table before eating. After I was done eating , I took my drugs as usual, cleared the table and went to the parlour,sat down bringing out my phone to call Zion, after the third ring he picked "hey Mimi , how you doing"his voice beamed over the phone " am not fine Zion ...am not" I replied in a low voice, I heard him sighed softly "what's wrong again Mimi?"he asked calmly "it ...my period...it painful" I said almost crying and I heard him chuckled "is that why you are crying?" he asked and I frowned " it because you are not a lady that why you talk like that, it fucking painful Zion ... am in pain" I cried, he gasped "it okay I will come over now, just take care okay? and don't do anything stupid" he said calmly and I forced a smile " okay I will be waiting" I said and hang up dropping my phone beside me closing my eyes breathing in and out waiting for Zion.

I heard a soft knock on my door and I stood up slowly in pain "am coming" I said lowly before going to open the door " how do you feel" he asked immediately I opened the door, I didn't bother answering as I went back to lay down leaving the door open, he closed the door behind him coming to sit beside me "is it that painful?" he asked worried and I nodded with a frown and my eyes still closed,"I brought something that might relief you of the pain" he said unpacking what was in the shopping bag he brought in "what's that?" I managed to ask "chicken soup with Irish potatoes"he said "your favourite so get up and let me feed you" he added and I sat up and allowed him to feed me. After I was done eating I drank enough water before resting my head on his laps as he stroked my hair gently "how do you feel?" he asked after a while"better" and immediately felt a strange feeling of throwing up, I quickly rushed to the visitors toilet and emptied my stomach inside the sink, I felt him patting my back as I continue to throw up " problems of mesturation" I said and he chuckled "that what makes you a woman" he replied giving me a cup of water to rinse my mouth and face, after I was done doing that I slowly stood up and he flush the toilet before leading me back to the parlour. I sat down and went back to my formal position. " How's the bar?" I asked after a while of silence"the bar is doing great but still misses you" he said and I sighed closing my eyes "sorry I can't work" I said and he stroked my hair without saying a word "I hope I won't get sacked" I joked andhe laughed a bit "who will sack you?me? except you sack yourself" he said and laughed a bit and I smiled also followed by silence which is killing me "Zion... it... only fourteen days left" I said quietly as tears rolled down my eyes "I know miracle , fourteen days left and so?" he asked quite pained, I sat up to face him "am gonna leave you... are you okay with that?"I asked and he stare at me for a while before looking away "I... I'll learn to live with it" he said and I felt a pain in my heart, it strikes me unexpectedly as I gasped for air "Zi...zion" I managed to call his attention before falling off the chair "Mimi pls hold on, let me get you drugs" he panicked and hurried away as I rolled in pain, covered with sweat and tears as I couldn't breathe properly joined with the unbearable pain iny chest making me wish for the worst "here take this" he said helping me raise my head , putting, the drug in my mouth with water, I took the drug and after a while the pain subsided leaving me weak and almost lifeless. We stayed in that position for almost ten minutes waiting to recover myself "it all fine now" he said and I nodded with a dry smile " can you take me to my room please?" I asked and he nods and carried me in a bridal style to my room, layed me on the bed and covered me with my duvet " you should go to bed now, I will take my leave okay" he said and I nodded slowly "good night... love you" he said and pecked my forehead before turning off the light leaving the room.

I sighed when I heard the door close tucking in myself well before drifting off to sleep waiting for another minus(-1).

I woke up to the chipping sound of the birds beside my window, I stood up and took my bath , wore my pad then a yellow palazzo and a white singlet well tucked in, loose my hair and brush it then pack it in a messy bun before going outside for breakfast, after am done eating I took my drugs and cleared the kitchen, picked my phone and left the house, the mestral pain has subsided a little at least I can take a walk. I walk down the busy road taking in the nice scent of the area as I smiled at everyone, I sometimes wave and they waved back. After walking for a while I stopped at the groceries shop and bought few things that would last me for twelve days before heading back home for lunch since it's afternoon already.

I got home tired but managed to prepare fried rice with vegetable salad for lunch, I sat down to eat my food when my phone rang, it Zion, I smiled picking the call "hello" I said happily "hey... you sound happy" I heard his voice and I smiled. "ya I am... want to live a happy life for the remaining days left" I said the last statement lowly and I heard him sigh " do you have to remind me how many days left?" be asked calmly and I smiled "I ain't reminding you but myself I just want to be free, just came back from a walk and about to eat" I said putting a full spoon of rice in my mouth " really? so what are you eating?" he asked and I mumbled " fried rice with chicken and salad" between my food "miracle the doctor said you shouldn't eat fried foods" he said and I rolled my eyes"does it matter? it won't change anything anyway" I said taking a bite of the chicken "it's your choice anyway but I warned you" he said and I scoff "whatever" I replied "by the way....I won't be visiting today, work is kind of busy, so please take good care of yourself and don't forget to take your drugs okay" he said and I nodded as if he can see me " yes bro I will do just that... by the way I miss you and thanks for yesterday" I said and he mumbled a " hummm...bye" he said and the line went dead.

After I was done eating I took my drugs and went to my room, had a shower and changed my pad then wore a red short sleeveless gown, left my hair loose before going to the parlour to watch some news.

After a while of boredom I went back to my room, sat on my chair and start to arrange my table when my eyes caught a picture, that my little brother he died two years ago to brain tumour, he did operation but didn't survive 24 hours after. He was my only companion but now he's gone, gone to rest in peace in a place better than this world. I cried till I fell asleep.