It's been 9 years since I was aparted from my first love.. It's really a long time but I still can't forget him. I can't get over him. I can't sleep peacefully the one who is inside me is always telling me to " go idiot.. go and search for your man ..." but how ? I don't know. A stupid smile will be plastered in my face whenever I think him. I-...

Author:- Stop it ..... First you should introduce yourself. Is this how I teached you? Readers can't get to know about you. First introduce yourself....

ah..... sorry author and I'm sorry my precious readers.. I totally forget it. Ok now I will introduce myself.

I'm y/n.

I'm 23 years old now.

I've finished my studies.

I have a father who is one of the top 10 businessmen in UK.

I have a mother who is a cunning home wife but she have a kind heart🙄

I have a younger brother who is elder than my younger sister. They both are classy and genius not like me.😜

I have a friend named Lucy. she is my bestie. I share everything with her.

I really live a carefree life because I have everything in my life. except one thing... it's my first love.

Yeah you're right the person I was talking before .I leave him when I was 14 years old. I think you maybe wondering how he looked like let me describe him to you but just a small description.

He is handsome.

He has a mole in his face.

in short he is like a mixture of a Devil and an Angel.

But he has a heart as a pure angel. It's s pure as the rain drop that fall directly from the sky.

He is really pure.

even though he is like a mixture of a Devil and an ANGEL but he obviously has a cute side which can make you fall for him at a moment.

His smile can make you smile automatically without your permission.

But some smile of his can make you cry.... it's his fake smile that he used to mask his sad and weak side of his. he is really something. he is really kind. actually I fall for him because of his smile, that smile can talk to you. that smile can make you overcome your difficulties in a moment. like that his smile made me overcome my stress and difficulties that I face in my own family and school that time.

He is my saviour. but he don't know that he is saving a useless fellow like me with his smile.

Any way, You may wonder what I'm doing right now...

hmm.. I will tell you.

Obviously I'm in the

Search of My Jacaranda MAN...

Author:- hi friends thank you for reading this chapter. I will update it twice a week. I hope you will enjoy my story.

And also can you guess who is that man?

Ok I will give you a hint....

He is a member of BTS.. it's enough I think.. leave your feedback in comments and try to find that man.

Thank you for the support friends....

I purple you friends 💜✌👌

next episode preview:-

"who is that boy?😍 so handsome.."

"why is he crying?"

"why it is difficult to live in this world?.."

"he is playing a f-..."

"I will find him...."

Oh hi friends. I know you are eager to know what exactly happened 9 years ago right?... but according to today it's already been 12 years ( y/n is telling her past love story to you... and the 1st episode and 2nd episode has 2 years different 😁)

so let me tell you;

\-13 years ago \-

That day was my 13th birthday. I wished that when I opened my eyes I can see my family with a cake in front of me and singing me a birthday song. but obviously the reality is cruel than we thought. that day was really opposite of my imaginations. "Maybe they are waiting for me downstairs right? yeah they will "

I made up my mind and went down but there is no trace of them I can only see our maid who is cleaning the house. I went near her and asked shyly, " madam may I know where are my parents and my siblings?😶" she chuckle at my cuteness and said "your parents went to a business trip early morning and your siblings went to the school.." 'Ah..... so tha- wait... what?!! school!!!' " today is a school day ?!" I asked her shocked and she nodded hardly trying to hide her smile. "oh shi-" I thought it was a mind voice but I said loudly, which made her laugh out loud.😶 'oh no what an embrassing moment' I thought to myself while she says, " I want wake you up but you were sleeping like a cute angel peacefully so I thought that it's sin to disturb you, and as a conclusion I didn't wake you up" which obviously made me blushed. she chuckled and said, " you actually blush for the words that came out from a old woman what will you do if a handsome man come to you and say ' hi sweetie'? "I said , " obviously I would faint in front of him" we both laugh at my words. " I didn't wake you up because you can't sleep like this when you start to.love a person so deeply" she said to me while patting my head... (actually I can't understand what she said and why she said that but I found it now.)

After sometime I went upstairs and letting her do her works. I decide to take a walk by my self so I dressed my self and went down and out of the house. I decide to walk in the streets to relieve my mind but it seems like no one like that though. the street was like a fish tank without a single fish. 'Ah... why is this world too cruel to me?..😥 ' I thought to myself and kicked a stone in front of me. suddenly a rabbit popped its head outside the tree. 'aw... so cute ' I thought to myself and made my way to catch it but that little creature start to run as a bullet train. I start to chase it. " aish.... that little thing is so fast.... no I won't accept the defeat to a rabbit.... yes... ya you little thing stop right there I'm gonna catch you today" 😬and I start to run as I could.

suddenly it disappears." hah.....hah....ha...hah...*breathing heavily*where did this little creature disappear? hah....😧" yeah there it is I found it " 🤗

suddenly I can't believe my eyes. I thought that my eyes are betraying me. it's my first time to see a beauty like this. ' woah.... I'm in the middle of a garden full of white roses which exactly like a milk flood and a purple tree in the middle of this flood it's like a purple flower is floating in the sea of milk...' ' why my imagination is this much hillarious'🤦‍♀️

"what a picture ?" that was the first time that my eyes had a great feast it's really beautiful.... 'wow... GOD is really a creative person😍' I thought to myself." is this a gift that God has prepared to me ??" I start to talk to myself I'm really a stupid at that time 😥 suddenly something caught my attention.... it was a melody 🎶🎵 ' oh man really another feast for my ears 😏' and I took a glance to where does this melody belong..... the another feast for my heart.... a boy is playing a flute under the Jacaranda tree....while smiling.... 'why does this make my heart so warm😌' for a moment I thought that he is not a human at all I mean how can he be a human.... he is definitely an ANGEL😇...

Today is my birthday and GOD gave me a gift but I'm a little confused that is ***the scenery which is made up of a white rose flood with a purple tree** (more like decorated by purple voliue led lights* ) and with a sunset which just gave a feast To my eyes and soul is my gift

or

the boy who is playing a flute with an overflowing charisma who just gave the feast for my eyes, ears, my soul and obviously my heart . 🤔

which one is the gift?

Who knows ....🤷‍♀️

-present-

*ring* * ring** stupid is calling you *

" hey Lucy. what's up?"

"where are you ?"

"umm... I'm telling my story to my readers. why?"

" your baby is crying whole the time. come quick "

" ah ok I will be there .."

* toot* toot *

umm.... readers I'm sorry for leaving you like this I will tell you what happened next in the next episode and by-

Author:- wait... wait you have a baby?!😲 why didn't you tell me that?

" I told you but you were busy in writing stories "

Author:- oh really I'm sorry then you can go now 🤗

" yeah thank you author bye and bye readers.

I will see you in next chapter 😘"

Author:\- so I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and I will be ready to give a feast to your imagination 😉 thank you guys go your support.. take care my dear angels ....🤗🤗

" it's definitely the boy " I made up my mind and sit there till the dawn watching that boy. ' is he really a human?' I thought to myself while admiring him.

I can see that the sun blushed so hard while looking at him which make the sunset even more beautiful and colourful. I saw that the sun was shy which made it to cover it face behind the mountains and clouds. Sun send it's sunrays as a message saying " we will meet tomorrow " , those rays come at a light speed and slipped down from his face to his palms. His shadow made fun of the sun saying ," I stay all along with him, forever " . I hear the birds telling him " we will come tomorrow to see you " I felt that the breeze get more and more gentle than before which made his hair bangs to ride a smooth rollercoaster in his fore head slowly and gently.

He start to sing ...... his voice is like a dripping fresh honey from the flowers. His voice soothes my soul..... At that moment I saw the Jacaranda tree is dancing happily just by listening to his song!.. Not only that , the roses around me , the birds , even me ..... We all are dancing uncontrollably. I felt the real peace for the first time in my life. His voice starts to pierce deeper into me..... more deeper.... more deeper... and at the end he successfully made his way into me.... he made me realized that.... I'm ...... already... in love with ......HIM...

My lips start to smile automatically when I see him smiling, without my permission. My soul get healed when I hear his soothing still deep voice. Moreover I felt that the words ' I love you ' from my mouth are only meant to him. Without any further discussion my heart and brain already accepted him as my perfect soul mate. That's the first time that my heart and brain made the same decision.

I start to come to that place everyday at the same time. I know that he doesn't know a girl like me comes there, hide there , admire HIM and smile like a stupid all way long. Actually, he don't even know the existence of mine but it's ok what if he don't know me I love him , wholeheartedly. He don't know that his songs make a girl happy. He don't know that his voice heals a soul of a girl.

Yeah he really don't know. But I start to go there everyday and I hide in the same place . I always see him through the green which is dark as night, thorny branches of the rose plants. He is really an angel. I start to love him from the day I saw him. I start to fall for him everyday, actually I love him more than yesterday but obviously less than tomorrow. this is the beginning of my secret love story. He is the best gift I ever had in my life.......