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Not Your Fangirl Mr. Idol~

Chapter 1. Concert

“Thank you everyone! It was truly a pleasure performing for all of you!”

As the singer was saying the loud cheering from the crowd could be heard. Fans were going crazy over the happines and excitement.

“Now for the last thing for this night our dear maknae will perform his new song!” Said the band mate.

Fans were absolutly going wild. They were so happy that they could see and hear main singer performing his new song for them.

“Eeey\~ wait now a second why didn’t nobody told me about that?!” Asked the main singer.

”Oh, common now it such a nice night. What a better why to end this concert than you performing and fans hearing your new song.” Said the member happily.

”Hmmm…”

”You guys want to hear his new song right?!”

”YYYEEEEEEESSSS!!!” The fans were cheering and screaming for the idol to start performing.

”You heard them. Get to it.” Said the other band mate pushing the youngest teasingly.

”*sigh* fine. But I’m gona kill all 3 of you later.” Said the main singer.

“Naaahh you love us too much.” Said the member happily.

“Guys HE IS DOING IT!” screamed the 3th band mate.

”AAAAAAAHHHH!!” The fans were yelling.

”Can staff bring me my gitar?” Asked the singer.

“Common 4X scream louder!”

”AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!”

”That’s what we like to hear.” Smilingly said the 2nd band mate.

As the main singer was getting ready to perform his song fans started to cheer his name.

“JAX! JAX! JAX! JAX!”

”Allright everyone this is my song. It is called Lemon heart. Hope you will like it.” Said the main singer.

“JAX! JAX! JAX! JAX! JAX!”

As the singer was performing his new song fans kept on cheering for him. “Lemon heart” turned out to be quit a sad love song that even brought tears into some fans eyes. Fans absolutely loved that song and the idol performing it. After some time song ended and it was time for the band to leave.

“Thank you everyone once again for this amazing night. We never had this much fun performing! We love you New York!” Said the leader of the band.

”WE LOVE YOU TOO!” Screamed fans.

All 4 of the idols hold hands and took a bow. Fans clapped and cried cause the end of the concert came so soon.

“We are “Jinx” thank you and goodby!”

Idols bowed one more time before exciting the stage. And that was the end of their concert in New York.

[In the backstage]:

“Huuufff\~ I feel dead tired.” Said the band leader while throwing himself on the couch.

”Yeaa…tell me about it. I think I can’t even move one muscle.” Said the main dancer.

”I belive you. You danced a lot today Mark.” Said the visual.

”Too much if you ask me Samuel.” he said taking a deep breath.

“Eejj Andrew leader you can’t take all of the couch! Skooch over!” Said Mark.

”Aahh get off!”

Two boys kept on bothering eachother while the 4th and the last member seemed kinda distancad from the rest. Samuel decided he will go closer to him.

“Yo, What’s up with you? Eveyrthing allright Xander?”

Xander a.k.a. Jax on the stage, seemd deeply in thoughts. He didn’t even hear Samuel asking him a question.

”HEY!”

”Huh?”

”Why did you ignore me? I asked you is everything allright? You seem like you are in a different place and not here with us.” Said Samuel a bit angry.

”…”

”Samuel…”

”Yes?”

”Do you ever feel like you just wanna quit?”

Chapter 2. I’m sick of it

”Samuel…”

”Yes?”

”Do you ever feel like you just wanna quit?”

“What are you talking about Xander?! You are making me worried. What do you mean by saying you want to quit? Quit what?” Samuel asked feeling worried.

” It’s nothing. Just forget that I said anything.”

Xander then turned around and went to change into normal, some more casual, clothes. Leaving Samuel speachles. After some time Xander came back.

“Guys I’m going.”

”Where are you going so soon?” Asked Mark.

”I just feel a litle under the weather that’s all.”

”But you will miss the parttyyy\~” said Mark while pouting.

”It’s not going to be the same without you.”

”Mark leave him alone.” Said Andrew.

”If he doesn’t feel well let him go.”

“Thank you Andrew.”

”It’s nothing. Get safe home.”

”Tnx. Enjoy the party.”

”Oohh\~ we will. Can’t wait to meet all of those chiks!” Said Mark confidentiality.

”Yea Yeaa. Have fun.” Said Xander while laughing.

”See ya.” Said boys.

Xander goten out of the dressing room ready to get inside his car but before he could do that somebody shouted his name making him startled. He turned around to see who that was and be sow thouseds of fans running closer ro him while shouting his name.

“AAAAAHHHH IT’S HIM! IT’S HIM!!” The screaming of the fans could be heard as they were running closer and closer to Xander.

“JAX! JAX! JAX! WE LOVE YOU!” They kept on shouting trying to get attention from their idol.

”W-what the-“

“JAAAAXXX\~” the fans screamed even lauder.

”Oh, no!”

Before fans could reach him Xander quickly started running. He was fast but his fans were even faster and it didn’t seem like they are going to give up until they get him. Xander felt scared and kept on running until a car stoped by him.

“Get in! Quick!” A familiar face told him.

Xander quickly went inside the car. He sat down and the car started to drive leaving all the fans behind them. Xander gave a sigh of relief.

“Thank you Samuel.”

”Don’t mention it.”

”Did you go after me?”

”Yup.” Said Samuel while looking outside of the car window.

”Wh-“

Before Xander asked his question Samuel asked him one first.

“Is this what you were talking about?” Asked Samuel.

”Huh, what do you mean?” Xander looked at Samuel confused.

”I mean this. Crazy fans chasing you and not giving you any private space. Is that it?”

Xander looked at Samuel for a second in silence. Then he turned around looking out of the window while he laid back on his seat making himself feel more comfortable.

“You may be right.” He said in a serius tone.

”All of this is maybe starting to be a litle to much to handle it.”

Samuel looked at him for a moment but then he spoke.

“Do you truly want to stop all this.”

”What do you mean?” Xander asked looking at Samuel.

”Do you want to stop being an idol?”

Chapter 3. I’m not too sure

“Do you truly want to stop all this.”

”What do you mean?” Xander asked looking at Samuel.

”Do you want to stop being an idol?”

” I-…..I don’t know.” He said in a sad tone while looking at the floor.

Samuel kept silent for a second but then he spoke.

“Xander. You know how hard we have been working all this time. And you see all the things we have accomplished. All four of us. And we are going to accomplish a lot more in the future, I’m sure of it. Please think about it more before making your decision. The thing you want to do is going to be a big shook to everybody. You know that.”

“Samuel you know you are like an older brother to me. I know you since I was 14.”

”Hahah yeaa, you were just a litle kid back then. Look at you now. You are 21 and me 23 years old. God I feel old. Haha.” Samuel said smiling and remembering old times when they just met for the first time.

”Hahah yeaa. Who would have thought.”

Boys kept on laughing and remembering good old times. Samuel thought he had made Xander feel beter. He thought that he made him forget all those crazy things that were going inside his head. He started to feel relief but then Xander spoke.”

“But you see…”

“Huh?” Samuel looked at Xander suprised. A weird feeling in his chest started to form. Was that feeling a fear?

”All those hours I spend on practicing dancing, singing, playing…I feel like I never truly get to live my chieldhood. I kinda feel like I missed on to many things. Normal things…” Xander said while his head was down looking at how he is nervously playing with his fingers.

“Just forget about it. That probably sounds stupid, anyways.” He said while making a sad chuckle.

“I don’t find that stupid.”

All most instantly responded Samuel. Xander looked at Samuel. Both of them kept silent for a minute.

“Xander I understand you. I was just 16 back then. I missed on a lot of things myself too. So the things you have just said aren’t stupid at all.”

”Thank you.” Xander flashed a sweet smile to his friend.

”You know what. You and me should go out.”

”Samuel I told you. I don’t feel like i today”

”No, no, no listen to me. We aren’t going out like idols. Why don’t we mask ourselves? We can go to a normal bar just like eveyrone els. Meet some normal people for a chance. What do you think?”

”I don’t know Samuel. I doubt that is a good idea.”

”Oh, common Xander. Belive me it will make you feel a lot better. Let’s have some fun.” Samuel said loudly trying to persuade Xander into it.”

Xander took a deep sigh and the looked at. Samuel who was making puppy eyes.

“Fine.”

”Yeeess! That’s what I’m talking about!” Samuel exploded of happines.

”But if we get into some kind of trouble it’s YOUR fault. Understand?”

”YES SIR!”

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