Dia perspective----)the time when i was in an app called instagram i met him ...we became close in online... i never thought he would one day become an important person to me.. as it was my first time having an online friend.. and i heard that we are also both in city A i was kinda very happy as i found someone whom i could trust and talk to everytime i wished to...he would call me everyday and talked to me with that smile ; and i talked about my day to him as he would laugh with me with that cute face of him..as we became super close...after 1 year of being friends he suddenly said in facetime "idk what you feels for me but i liked you for years ..can you give me a chance?? its okay if u can't..". i was suprised and shock and i feel like crying at the same timee i can't just believe..what i just hear.. so i laughed and said " i haven't even met you in real life!! how could i date someone online.... even though i trusted you so much...and then he smile at me and said then why don't we meet in person face to face..suree i replied.to him. so u accepted me?? (smiling)..i nodded...cause i like him too...we talked about where we could meet and ...the call ended with a goodnight.....i was so excited to meet him so the day..that day he was waiting for me in the cafe i noticed him faster than expected so we went on a zoo date..it was such a fun day...i never had so much fun in a date like this...goodnight it was wonderful meeting you darling he said as i blushed... that night i couldn't sleep cause i was thinking about it whole night...i know i am crazy for him noww...as weeks past ..i got my first kiss..cause he was so cute fr..he asked if he could kiss me and i said yessssss..i was just blushing.so hard..that night was the best dayy of my lifee...we dated for like 5 months..but.. that day the day i didn't want it to exist has came sooner than expected..

he called me as he said in a strict voice " i am tired of this...i lose my interest

you can find a better one than me and i am gonna leave this city tomorrow forget me..{.i didn't believe this and thought it was a joke.}....so i said why? don't be serious.. this..you're joking right as he said "no" tears didn't fall down like the romance mangas where they cried when someone you love so hard betray you but my heart hurts it pains..it painsssss.... but i know i can't keep this love.one sided cause with this deep voice i feel like he never loved me in the first place he was just messing with me and i tooked it for real...i can't said out the word don't leave me cause my heart hurtsss......but i know i need to say something out cause he was waiting for my answer so i said out the word "ok"

loudly as i hang up and block him everywhere...

then suddenly tears rolling down my cheeks...i can't hardly breathe cause i really like him for real.....

i don't think he feels the same about me....but why did he lie to me?? is my time with him a plan that he planned?!! i am such a *****......to be in his plan...

used..by him..the love he gave me .....i never knew people are such fakes...then on that day i promised myself never to love someone again......